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Lamon pagkatapos ng mga ahon 🥣🧋 Hindi ko alam kung exercise ba talaga ang ginagawa ko. O bunganga ko lang nag-eexercise?! 🤣😂 But I deserve this lamon after so many ahons!! And the most important thing is I have this guy to accompany me in every ahon not just in bike rides but in real life's ahon and lusong 🚵‍♂️🚵‍♀️ Kudos to more rides with you, mi amore ❤️ #JulianKnowsride #Indang-Amadeo-Tagaytay #eastwestroad #uphillride #loopride (at Amadeo Coffee Capital of the Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaEo-76lpwVl3pLGdqIPkGRM42QSgnaqpVFgpg0/?utm_medium=tumblr

At doon na nagtatapos ang kwento.  It's time to sleep!

The best thing I learned after I failed twice is to never give up. What lies ahead is sure uncertain. But I am prepared. God prepared me for any struggle.

Kilig much. Pero magpapakipot muna ako nang konti. Mga 3 seconds…

3. Be positive. Kung parang me against the world ang drama mo, relax lang. Hindi porke't pangit ang nangyayari sa buhay mo ngayon, habambuhay na pangit 'yon. Malay mo sa future, mas pangit. Mas pangit talaga ang future mo kung hindi mo maapreciate ang present mo. Wala naman talagang future. At kahit anong gawin natin, magtime machine pa tayo, hindi tayo makakatuntong sa future. Dahil ang lahat eh present lang. Ang bukas pag dumating na, ngayon na tawag sa kanya. At ngayon ay magiging kahapon na lang pag dumating ang bukas. Pero kung bukas man 'yan o kahapon, hindi 'yan mahalaga. Ang mahalaga eh ung importante at importante eh ngayon. Ang mga ginawa mo kahapon, tapos na 'yon. Hindi mo na mababago 'yon. Ang pwede mo lang gawin, mabuhay ka nang matino ngayon, tingnan ko lang kung may irereklamo ka pa kinabukasan. Kung tingin mo, puro pangit ang nangyayari sa bawat ngayon na dumaan sa buhay mo, wag kang mainip. Mangyayari din ang maganda bukas. Kung dumating nga ang bukas. Marami kasi ang nag-iisip na agad kung ano'ng mangyayari kinabukasan. Subukan kaya natin na isabuhay ang ngayon. Wag nang isipin kung gano kapangit ang ngayon. Depende 'yon. Kung iisipin mong pangit ang nangyayari ngayon, manlulumo ka lang at mawawalan ng ganang mabuhay sa mundo. Pero kung iisipin mo na pangit nga ang sitwasyon mo ngayon pero may magagawa kang maganda, aba, baka may lumapit sa'yong maganda. Eh di sinuwerte ka pa. Gano'n daw kasi 'yon. Mag-isip lang tayo ng maganda, maganda din ang mangyayari. Basta may kasamang tiwala sa sarili at pusong mapagpasalamat, may naghihintay sa'yo na magandang bukas kahit gaano man ito katagal.

If you’re one of the students who think that we don’t need Math, well, think again. Math can be just Math. But if you look closely, very closely, you will see that this well-hated subject can teach you something to survive in this world full of surprises and chaos.

  Welcome short hair!!!

-photos courtesy of Ayan =)

 Then I realized, he’s right after all. Life is a war. Always choose to be happy and fight for it. 

Have you been unlucky for the whole day? When I say whole day, I mean whole day as in 24 hours. Well, I have. I thought I have experienced full anger of Murphy last year but I realized that that was not his best shot. Because his best shot is today. I don't know what I've done that I became his favorite. At the first two hours of this day (12am to 2pm), I wasn't able to sleep (even if I'm dying to have some) because of a series of problems on site while I'm not around. I've done my very best to solve the problems and requested someone to do me a favor first thing in the morning while I'm gone. And it happened that someone is also gone for the whole day. To make this short, problems kept coming from time to time. The more I avoided the thought of it, the more it haunts me. I left my umbrella and it was raining. I can't catch a jeepney and when I do, I was stuck in a traffic jam. I AM STARVING. When I reached the office, I learned that my materials were delivered to different site. AND I'M STILL STARVING. I fetched the materials with the help of two workers. It was 10pm without proper sleep and the work was just starting. We rode a bus which will take us to our destination. It was an air conditioned one and I was sleepy and I fell asleep. I woke up, still in the bus, looking at the most unfamiliar place I've ever been. We just got lost and it took me P36 for that stupidity. It was 11:30 pm of the very same day .and the day wasn't ended yet. And it was not the end of Murphy's anger as well, not just yet. Because his full anger turned out to be my worst weakness: memory. I forgot to get the change of my P1000 bill and the conductor obviously didn't want to remind me. The very reason why we were lost and why he was gone the moment we climbed down the bus. A 24-HOUR MURPHY'S LAW. THAT IS MY 07.07.2014.

At the end of the day, As the sun sets before your very eyes, You will realize, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL..

I can't write another inspiring blog. Yeah, because I feel so down. During those other times, I use my depression to inspire myself, to turn the negative feelings into positive. We all suffer depression. And this depression can be a source of optimism. But now, how come I just embrace this depression. Even if I think of positive things, I can't help but to get sad. Why do I write? It is my dream to become a writer, actually one of my dreams. Before, I want to write novel. I want to write suspense and detective stories. The main chatacters are usually the part of me that I can never be. Oh, is that possible? What am I saying is, the main character possesses the talents that I want to have but I'll never have. For almost three years, I haven't finished the novels I started to write. Yes, novels, plural. I started two novels (both are based from my dreams). One is love story (which I thought I would never write), the second is a suspense story. Why can't I able to finish those? Very simple, I'm not meant to be a novelist. I realized it just now. I really love to write. I won't stop writing just because I can't finish a novel. I am keeping a journal. I always write the things that made me happy, sad, angry, excited, inspired. Writing turned out to be my shock absorber. The more I write things out, the more I feel better. I started to write about the things that depress me and then tell myself how to get things right. Then, I started to make blogs as if I'm writing on my journal. I really do not care if nobody reads my blog. The thing I care about is, I want to inspire someone whenever he/she accidentally open my site. Just like the recent blogs, I started writing having that heavy feeling of depression then ended up a little bit optimistic to face the depression having a great smile on my face. "I can do all things with God who strengthen me." -Phil 4:13

I'm somehow inspired with this certain song of Relient K, More Than Useless. I promised myself a long time ago that I would never write something pessimistic. Sometimes, well, most of the times, I feel so useless. But this song, it actually woke up my senses. "Sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all And sometimes I wonder why Why I'm even here at all But then You assure me I'm a little more than useless And when I think that I can't do this You promised me that I'll get through this Do something right And do something right for once. " According to my friend, Ram, I'm a bum. Okay I accepted the fact that I'm a bum. I applied for job which I thought is according to my talent. Until now, I'm still jobless and I'm on the edge of thinking that I'm no good for anything. Why? Because there are many things that I don't know. I feel so dumb and stupid. But then, I realized, if not today, when will be the right time? I started reviewing my notes, starting the basics. It's so hard. It seems I'm starting from scratch again. Actually, I'm a very moody person. I will only do a thing if I feel like doing it or there's a need of doing it. But like studying again, and I'm not in the mood, it will really take a lot of hardship and perseverance, a lot of chocolates (they say that chocolates help to stimulate brain cells or what we call neurons) and a lot of inspiration. Oh, inspiration. Where will I get inspiration? I'm inspired when I hear good music (songs that in a way touch my heart), when I'm listening to classical music, when I see a good painting, when I read heart-touching story, when I feel peace every time I can feel the Nature around me, and when I watch good movies. Let's talk about good movies and how they inspire me. I have this habit of watching movies or series and compare them with the books they are based from. Most of the movies based from books are quite disappointing. Many scenes are changed and characters did something but in the novel, they did not. Okay, I'll stop being a critic. Good movies. These are the movies that somehow inspired me to learn more else. Movie 1: Angels and Demons. Well, Dan Brown's novels are intriguing. In one way or another, it somewhat opposing the Catholic Church or rather unravel the secrets which can destroy or strengthen faith. This novel-based movie suddenly have my interest for arts awakened. On my third year in high school, World History is my third most favorite subject (you can guess the other two according to the rank as the first is the most favorite. The one who can guess correctly has a chance to win... oh sorry. There has .been technical problem.) World history of course is about the history of every civilization, from the early one to the one with what we have now. My favorite age is the Renaissance when many artists were born who made their names famous. I once dreamed to be like them. These artists are my inspiration then to make my artwork a nice piece of artwork. Angels and Demons is about arts, persons, underground group (Illuminati), puzzle-solving skills and ingenuity of the main character, Robert Langdon. Movie 2. The Da Vinci Code. Adventure of Langdon were continued in this novel-based movie. Many thought that The Da Vinci comes first before Angels and Demons. But if you read the novel yourself, you will learn that Angels and Demons was the first. It just happened that The Da Vinci became controversial because of involvement of Christ. But I'm not gonna focus on that. I want to focus on things which interest me. First, again the ingenuity of Langdon on how he solved the puzzles or maze. Second, my interest for early civilization, early religion and tradition, the history of Christianity (years after Christ was ascended to the heaven), early cultures and of course, arts. Movie 3. Sherlock Holmes. Actually, what I'm watching is the series. After episode one, I asked myself, "Does a person like him exists? How can he be so genius? You will learn the theory of observation and deduction once you've met him (not actually meeting him face to face). If you want to be a detective someday, better watch the series or movie (another option, read the novel. Everything is more amazing in the novel). What is the common thing in the movies I mentioned? Yes, being a genius. Questions: 1. Why are they so genius? 2. Is there any possibility that ordinary person can be a genius? 3. Why I don't have such ingenuity? They are genius because first, they are gifted and second, they chose to be genius. I've met someone who is a real genius and the funny thing, he shared us his secret. Well, it's no longer a secret because I will unravel it at this very moment. Okay, my mistake. It's not a secret. It is something we knew as common sense. If you're suppose to find the area of a rectangle and you don't know how, what will you do? Common sense, isn't it. These geniuses are geniuses because they know how to manipulate their common sense with a sense of little talent. Let's call this talent building a mind palace. I first encountered the word mind palace in Sherlock Holmes movies. Building a mind palace is a technique on how to store knowledge. You should store your knowledge in a way that it will appear whenever you need it. It simply means that we need to get serious when putting information in our minds so we won't forget. How does the mind palace works? It's like shutting down the information you don't need, remaining only the information you need. It's like solving for the area of rectangle, you need to shut down your "chambers" of science, history, etc, remaining the Math active alone. That is the talent. I even ask myself how is that possible. Well, the answer will be provided by the talented and geniuses. If you're ordinary and you wish to be genius, learn how to build a mind palace. Question 3 is really crazy. I'm not genius because I chose to be dumb. Yes, being dumb is a choice. We always have choices in life. There's no such thing as "no choice". It just happened that the other option means death or embarrassment or pain or anything that's lethal to us. We choose to be dumb when we refuse to learn, when we choose to have our facebook account well visited instead of learning how to use MS Excel, when we sleep all day instead of reading or doing something of great significance. Someone quoted, "We have lots of time when we die. But while you're alive, live." Life is a continuous learning. That's true. You will be stagnant when you don't follow. And the thing that hinder us from learning is laziness. Actually, we don't need to be genius (although the thought of it is inspiring). We just need to give our best shot in everything we do. "It's such a cold cold world (hello cold world) And I can't get out so I'll just make the best of everything I'll never had Such a cold cold world And it's got me down So I'll get right back up As long as it around Hello cold world" It's one of my favorite songs, Hello Cold World by Paramore. So, instead of sulking because I'm useless, why don't I try to make the best out of what I have? I'm inspired. I'm well motivated. What else would I be needing to be optimistic?

T - Travel I - In M - Memories E - Endlessly What would you do if you have 24 hours left to live? Will you eat your favorite foods? Or do the craziest things you've never done before? Or party the whole day? Will you do the things you think make you happy before you die? I was just inspired with the movie I watched, In Time, starring Justin Timberlake. It is about a world with people created to stop aging at the age of 24. There after, they only have 24 hours to live but they can gain more hours if they work for it. You can watch the movie yourself if you want to know how Justin gained a century. They say that the things you can offer to others come with Three T's: Treasure, Talent and Time. But the most precious is time. Why? Treasure. If you give treasure (it may be money, jewels, or any other material things), you can still buy it or earn it. Talent. If you share your talent with others, you made them happy but they did not take your talent away from you. It's still there. But your time, once you spend it with someone, you can never take it back. In physics and economy, time is the only factor that doesn't come up with negative sign. Time is always positive because no one can turn back the time. Studies regarding time travel is discussed in Special Theory of Relativity. It is said that particle can travel with time but a person to time travel is under study. There maybe time machine but let's be realistic. Back with my question earlier, what would I do if I only have 24 hours to live? I would spend it eating my favorite foods, playing my favorite songs, playing my favorite sports, singing and dancing, bungee jumping, sky diving (even if I'm acrophobic), scuba diving (even if I don't swim), wall climbing, and eating again (I might get starved again, you know)... with my love ones. I want to spend my last hours with my love ones. I'm not dying, not just yet. I don't know if my time is near, anyway, nobody does. Death comes like a thief. Most of the time, it comes when we least expect it. The best way to prepare for it is not by securing your St. Peter plan but to spend your time wisely. While you still have the time, you can make memories which will be remembered when you're gone. It may sound creepy talking about death but it's the reality and it is where we're going. Time, it's the only thing that we can never take back once used up (as if we have other choice like keeping it for a while). Most of the time, we're so busy with our daily lives living in a routinely manner. We sometimes forget what is important more than earning money. Life today is so fast-paced. If you're slow, you might not able to catch up. Just like the song of Sugarfree entitled Burnout, the song says, "Oh kay bilis kasi ng buhay. Pati tayo natangay." But we also need to decide if we will go with the flow of time or run against the current. Use your time wisely. According to the Holy Bible, "See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil (Eph 5:15-16)." While we have time, tell our parents that we love them. Do something good. Spend our time with our friends, parents, grand parents, and with significant others. It's hard to cry over a spilled milk when we still have the chance to make things right. Just like what I've said earlier, let's spend our times by making good memories. If you want to want to create a storage of good memories, start it with consuming time wisely. I heard it from the radio, if you don't know the value of one month, ask a mother who just bore a dead 8-month old baby. If you don't know the value of a second, ask a racer who just lose a game. We will never know the true value of time unless we've experienced the lack of it. Just like what happened with Justin when his mother died. PS. Don't waste your time reminiscing memories but waste your time by creating good memories.