hey guys im here again after all these years
update on my life: i graduated from high school, iām going to further my studies two weeks from now after 10 months of not studying at all. iām going to do what i love. i met a boy two years ago, fell in love with him and weāve been dating ever since. i donāt know what the future holds for us but i know that itās not much. iām not coming back to tumblr. this is my first time on this website after what feels like centuries. i almost forgot how to make edits on photoshop although iāve designed some stuff here and there for school. i also recorded & edited my own videos for certain events! i am super outdated on what is going on with teen top (i only knew that ljoe left), i havenāt been listening to their music or watching their music videos. i know, fake fan right?
the reason why im back here updating is because i wanted everyone to know that i am happier person now than when i was active on tumblr. i mended certain things. i became closer to my family. i closed up my circle of friends & i am comfortable with this circle of friends rn. i started exercising almost daily. when i have a problem, i speak out. i insist on being heard. i go to the people i trust for help.Ā
when i was on tumblr, i remember being this depressed teenager who had suicide and self harm on her mind almost 24/7. i came to tumblr to rant about this and that and it helped slightly to get things off my chest, but the next day i will be back to square one. whilst i admit that i am not fully recovered and that i still do overthink and feel depressed, i just wanted people to know that this does not last forever. it may be on and off, and it may haunt you, but YOU have power over it and not the other way around. you control your mind and your brain, and it may be hard to believe but you will get through whatever difficulties you are facing. i used to be so full of hate and sadness but i managed to turn around and now all i know is love. it still hurts, yes. everything still hurts. but i learned that life goes on, no matter what.
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