七生

Every night I break into pieces, only every morning I’m together again.

For someone who’s had their heart broken repeatedly. I really do thank God everyday for my daughter and the love she has for me. Because I’m growing to believe that’s all the love I need.

I have a daughter that I care about more than anything. So yeah most times in little moments I get to work on myself but majority is trying to make her better than me I want better for her. It’s fuck whatever I got going on. She’s first! I can’t undo that! I feel everything in life, I’m one of those. Emotions and passion runs frequently through me. My daughter has the same heart as I do, she feels everything and she is a testimony to me, showing me I wasn’t crazy all along. It’s ok to feel for more than yourself! Life feels bigger than me and her. I can tell she has a lot on her mind we talk I do my best to give her moments to express herself, where to I always felt suppressed and grew to suppress myself, and felt like my voice had no effect.

Realized a lot of my favorite ppl I grew up with aunt/uncle wise have already passed. Yes I still have aunts/uncles that I’m still grateful they are still here today. But a lot of the ones who spoke real confidence in me are gone. Getting older,

Family dinners in my household has gone extinct .

Deeper healing

Summertime, but the world just got colder.

If everyone in the world wrote down their problems and put them in a hat, would you risk grabbing one or keep yours?

some people can’t live the life they want, so they crash out!

I still thank God for that Slick Rick cassette tape my Dad had back in days,

My brain works how it works for me. I can’t try to make your brain work like mine and vice versa same example by the heart