please please please don’t leave listen, I have no clue if that post was about me or not, if it wasn’t, I’m about to make myself seem like a giant dipshit. but listen, no matter who I am talking to, there’s always a voice in my head wondering where you are, concerned how you’re doing, or just plain saying the word “Erica” over and over again. You can even ask my brother, I bring you up at random times, and I spent about 2 hours today talking about you to him. Talking about how worried and scared I was that you were gone, how scared I was that something horrible had happened and you weren’t coming back. As soon as I got the message from you tonight, I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.. because I knew that for now, you were okay. That you had survived, and that i hadn’t lost you. As soon as you went offline, I had the worst feeling in the world.. like you hated me.. like you were bored and done with me. I just, I really don’t ever want you to leave.. I say this from the bottom of my heart. I’ll sign in blood and tears.. Please, don’t go. How she used to feel about me. Now... I'm just an idiot for thinking it was real.

















