Kapasao

Moon Taeil

It was night, I was walking through the streets of Seoul aimlessly, thinking of a thousand things.

Taeil and I have been dating for a year and a half, we don't live together but we visit each other from time to time due to his busy schedule as a famous artist. I have already met my family but he, being quite shy, does not know how to introduce me to his members

Minutes before I was in my bed trying to sleep but those harsh words would not stop haunting my head. "He won't come back y/n" My mother said encouraging me to turn the page.

It’s been a month since Taeil disappeared completely, not a message or a call he just left; After three days I managed to contact Haechan, the only member I knew and the answer, I received was a simple "We are busy y/n" and after saying that, he hung up. But It left me so confused “ Has he run out of battery? What if he really doesn't come back for me? Was he tired of me?” It was driving me crazy.

I decided to stop thinking too much and return to home cause it was already late, a few meters from home I saw a flashing light. When I got a little closer I saw that it was a phone flashlight, and it was held by a person, a silhouette that I would recognize with closed eyes; at first I was shocked but then I decided to get closer, I wanted answers and Istg I would get them.

“Hey” there he was, with that charming and particular smile on him and those bright eyes, he was dressed quite casual, a hoodie and long wide jeans but nevertheless looking as cool as always.

“Oh...hey” After my answer there were several minutes of silence, he was feeling guilty and the words did not come out of his mouth, tired of waiting, I decided to speak "Don't you think I deserve any explanation?" "I was, N-no I..just- I'll explain everything to you but let's enter I don't want you to get cold" "Fine, come in"

Already inside the house, I was very nervous, I offered him something to drink and I while I went to leave our things in the room. When I came back I sat on the sofa with an intriguing look, I didn't know what was going to become of us but my thoughts didn't help at all.

"So ..." I was about to ask something but he interrupted me "I'm sorry y/n I know how worried you were, but many things had happened in this month and I just decided to solve it by myself, I know we are a couple and we have to share everything with each other, but I thought that solving it like this would be easier for both of us, I even talked to the boys so that they wouldn't answer your calls and say nothing about what was happening.

Someone took a photo of us leaving the house, I thought that nothing would happen, that the rumors would go unnoticed but it was not like that, they reached the ears of the staff, my colleagues and even my boss, I knew that I was in serious trouble, several days later I received a call from the manager where he wanted to meet me to speak, at the end of the meeting I had two options, one was to end my contract with sm town and the other to end my relationship with you, neither seemed fair to me, I was so scared, I didn’t wanted to loose you and but my dream work was in danger I- I just wanted to stay in bed and cry for the rest of the day..”he started to stutter and tears were falling from his eyes, I was feelings guilty , I approached him, grabbed his arm and rested my head on his shoulder, allowing him to continue explaining “All the way back to the dorms I was thinking of various solutions and talking to the rest of the members but upon arrival they ignored me, one after another, they were disappointed, scared and sad, I realized that I had not only put my I work in danger but his too, when entering my room Haechan was in my bed, and he told me let everything out, he listened to me and agreed to help me to solve this, but first he said that I should explain everything to the rest of the members. All of them listened carefully and asked a lot of things at the end, after many hours of thinking we found it. We went to propose our solution to the boss, we explained to him that I was a great singer and quite an important figure for NCT's image and after telling him our idea, he accepted due to the pressure of 23 eyes on him, and after finishing the meeting , I came running here "

I was confused, and at the same time worried, he has been through all that, mean while was thinking he didn’t want to see me "And what was your solution?" instantly he got up from the chair approaching the door, I followed him without thinking "Are you leaving me? Is it all over here?" “Y/n I can't open the door, could you do it for me" I didn't understand anything, why did he ask me to open it myself?, I approached the door and heard several voices outside it, when I opened it, I couldn't believe what I saw .Most of the members were holding a sign with the phrase, 'will you marry me?' on one side the members of dreams throwing confetti and on the other they are holding a bouquet of flowers. "So ... what's your answer princess, will you?" he says whispering into my ear from behind, "Of course baby, yes yes yes yes" I turned and brought my lips to his without hesitation. Taeil put the ring that he had been hiding from the beginning no my finger , everyone was clapping, I saw how Jaemin covered the eyes of little jisung, the poster was on the ground, Haechan had come to give me the bouquet of flowers.