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I’m still stuck and not accepting the fact that you aren’t here anymore.. especially because you’re not here for me

Heaven, take me now

I’ll be back as i search around for my lonely soul

well i do

I remember how immature and foolish I am to that person who stays beside this playground..where i insist that I wouldn’t go home and just sat here. From below, all I could see was her short hands tryna wave to let me see and know she was at her window while tryna force me to go back but i did not want to and till she came down and spend the rest of the day having dinner at nearby jem lmao. how lucky was I to have had her hence my foolishness led things to not work out. She is the only one person that was there for me almost everytime when I needed someone but where was I when she needed someone, I had my future plans with her but thinking that that at the point of time wasn’t the right time i end up dragging and that’s where it all ended. While I’m sitting here at this playground at this timing, all I wish to see is you waving from your window. ‘hey, Everyone is leaving me again and all those things that had happen in the past is happening again for real. Can’t you atleast let me see your hands waving to me from your window so I know that you’re still here for me......’😕😞