genuinely must be ovulating or something because a pts family member who was like a 6.5/10 man just smiled at me and was talking gentle to me and i think my heart skipped a beat

a forced marriage between a fem aenys and maegor to keep the peace would’ve been so scrumptious. grrm you failed us

aerion being a peeping tom and jerking off to his sister changing WHAT WHO SAID THAT

before work thinking about what it would be like to have an affair with a handsome older man and We’r ekissing in a dark hallway and we’re just a little secret and he makes me pick up the phone when my lover calls while hes thrusting into me and he whispers ro me that im a good girl

anyone else struggle with having a happy loving relationships but also juggling fantasies of affairs, older men, insane sexual relationships and just generally being a rotted sinner. i suppress my cravings so bad but inevitably i dream and dream and want so bad to the point where i dont even know if one day i could resist if the opportunity arose. i just want to be normal like everyone else but inherently crave destruction