ADHS

I really want my hair to be long. Over half a year ago, I went to the salon and had it cut. My hair had been ~1/3 down my back. Then it was just over my shoulders. I loved having it short. Like, so much. It was easier to comb, didn’t tangle up as much. It was easy to style. It was light. It was fun and I felt so cute. My hair is between that curly and wavy stage, more towards curly. I got so fed up with it being long, it tangled and took forever to comb, that I hated it. I didn’t like to straighten it because it took forever, it took a lot of product, but when it was nice, I loved it. It was long, I felt pretty. But honestly, most of the time I didn't. It was frizzy and uncontrolled. I loved the curls, like something out of a fantasy, but it was mostly unruly and I’m not the kind of girl who wants to spend time on her hair.

The problem is, I want it long. I see all these pictures of people with long beautiful hair. Straightened, healthy, curled into beachy waves. And i want that so badly for myself. I want to look like that because I know that’s what people like. I want to fit in. And being single, I want guys to think I’m pretty in that way. I feel like my hair type doesn’t get as much appreciation, and maybe that’s just me, Idk.

Just someone I’m utterly myself and comfortable around

Someone who’s fun and dependable and a friend

Imagine...

Singing

Dancing

Wearing what I want

Interior design

Cooking

Baking!!!!

Pets (family’s allergic, so I don’t want to hurt them)

Friends, whenever

Tv whenever

No one can yell at me for my mess

I can keep it clean how I want and organized how I want

I can be alone

Reasons I know I can’t have my own place yet

I can’t financially support myself

I’m scared to be alone

I need help with stuff and that’s ok