the adri's parable

go ahead and ima draw smth for ya within five years

do u guys think i have chances

i finally feel comfortable in this app so im NOT going anywhere completely

look me in the eyes and tell me do i look like a problematic artist or not.

thought im a bit sad: all my friends wished me happy birthday and gave sweet gifts and acted all good around me making me feel really special but my boyfriend not. i mean i shouldn't complain about it but he just acted as always, never said something special for me in this day or even give a little gift... nothing! i dunno why but i feel selfish wanting gifts from him after all he was good with me other days and etc. i still gonna make him bday gift cuz i love him and it's ok if he doesn't wanted or doesn't knew what to give me i guess

happy bday Bogdan

also commissions soon! (when i solve the problems w boosty)

ima try REALLY hard i will i swear

homework

me

how everything i draw looks at me

'i accepted myself' but did acceptance mean to make it impossible for me to take compliments from anybody? my whole life i do things, i think about things i did, i hate them. no matter what i do no matter how hard i try or not try. my 'acceptance' is not for me but for hate that i feel and have no more strength to resist. no i wont whine about how bad my work is. no i wont try harder. and no i dont need your pity. but yes i will continue do what i do without trying make it 'good enough'