Breathe me in while you can

The cars pass by.

Just as the birds fly and sore through the sky. 

Sirens ring in my ears, and everything stops for the 15 seconds while they get to their priority. 

The clouds come and go, just as they would any other day of the week. 

But for some reason, today feels different. 

I have realized so much and have come so far. 

I'm in love with a great man and the saddest part of all...

no one truly cares. Not as much as he does. 

I try to be okay with out him, but it always comes down to the same emotion. 

Emptiness with out the pure and handsome soul. 

No words can describe how much I love you. 

I may be a little sleep deprived right now and that's why all this is coming out.

But for those who don't know me. This is more real than anything ever has been in my life. 

Its not some dream, its a reality.