beetle

that's it. im never eating again.

taking double my prescribed dose of adderall every day to lose weight and hoping by the time i run out early my stomach has shrunk enough that i don't get hungry anymore 💚

yeah, i get it, we all want to be skinny. that's kind of the whole point of this thing, right? but i really just need a distraction. it's easier to obsess over the number on the scale than it is to obsess over the thoughts clouding my mind.

god, im so effin tired of hating myself, why can't i just love my body the way it is? this is EXHAUSTING

i lost half a pound lol

it's just the way you did things for her that you never did for me. maybe if i wasn't so fat and disgusting you would actually like me.

all i eat now is sweet pickles, sorry xoxo