if you could see me now

Since I needed to be alone for one God damn second. What are you gonna do, Adam? Keep me prisoner in here?

What, so you’re gonna use that against me for the rest of our lives? Hanna, I’m so fucking sorry. 

I know they’re babies, Adam. But there’s two of them and a toddler that needs constant attention, too.

If you need a minute to breathe, tell me. I’ll hire a nanny. You know, just temporary. You can’t do this by yourself. I’ll take a week off work. What do you need, Han?

The kids were driving me nuts…I just had to come outside for a minute…

Hey... what’s wrong? They’re just babies. I got ‘em.

No. Don’t say that! It…it makes me feel horrible. No, I’m fine. Everything’s fine. I just need to grab a coffee or something.

You’re doing great, you know that? You’re the best mom to our kids. And I love you. More everyday. I know somedays it gets tough, but... maybe you needed to hear it today.

Oh, God. No. I couldn’t do that to you. You worked today. Just…could you just burp Ax for a sec? Aven just fell asleep and I need to just lie my head down for a minute or two.

You worked too, babe. I got this. 

I really don’t give a shit about your shirt right now, Adam.

Hey, it’s a good fucking shirt. Fuck you.

How the fuck’d you let that happen?

Mouthy employee. Who’re you?

I’m sorry, you’re going to have to repeat that again. And slower. I haven’t slept in at least 34 hours.

I said... go to sleep. I got the twins tonight.

Adam, it’s almost 2:30.

I just got the twins to sleep a few hours ago.

Why is apartment hunting so hard?

Don’t tell me you’re moving out of Uncle Dan’s place? It’s nice. There’s like fifty bedrooms. He’s a doctor.

What is this thing and why is it so hard?!

Dear god, what are you doing here so early?

Thanks, Adam. I just… I’m scared. What if he doesn’t want this? I mean, I know this is the stupid, insecure part of me taking over… but I wasn’t his first choice. When we were together the first time. I just… what if he runs away?

Win, the way he looks at you? The same way my dad looked at mom. He’s in this. All the way. 

I didn’t want kids, Adam. I’m not ready. I’m so scared. We’re both drug addicts. How are we supposed to raise a baby?

Hanna used to do drugs, too, you know? But she stopped. For me, for Stormie. For herself. And, you know, the way she looks at our kids... it’s unparalleled, Win. Everything changes once you’re a parent. I know it wasn’t planned, but this might be the best thing to ever happen to you and Henry. It’s gonna be hard. I’m not saying it won’t be. But you should try.

Please… please don’t tell him.

Win... I’m not sure how you feel about this. But I think this? The baby? It’s gonna be the best news. For you and Henry. I think you should tell him.