hi, you can call me ci !
what’s your best secret? you can trust me
im a minor! 15-17, I mention my exact age at times but don't want it in my intro
pronouns?: yes. literally any i cannot choose and do not want to sort this out rn. gender apathetic sorta. I’m a system and other system members have their own preferences btw
—-i’m taken <3 @som3thing-0r-the-0ther—-
my askbox is open! I love asks!
DM’s are open to mooties <3
I appreciate tone tags!
DO NOT TRY TO INVOLVE ME IN SYSCOURSE I WILL CRY AND THEN BLOCK YOU (i do not owe you nor anyone an explanation :)
I do in fact hate myself and am very self deprecating and self destructive, i appreciate comfort but have a really bad relationship with recovery. caring for myself is difficult (practically don’t harass me over this, if we’re moots you have semi permission i will tell you to fuck off if it gets too much)
this acc is occasionally suggestive so i recommend if that bothers you to block the tw suggestive or cw suggestive tag + my tag #ci is kinda a freak
I’m agnostic but was raised in the Catholic Church, i like religious themes and aesthetics but have some minor religious trauma and stuff so please be respectful and do not preach at me <3
this is a vent/diaryesque acc (Jirai Landmine Adjacent) triggering topics will be discussed and interacted with (I usually put TWs but no guarantees please take care of yourselves, PLEASE BLOCK DO NOT REPORT)
i vent like a lot (sorry y’all)
I’m not ED tumblr I am just someone with a blog who happens to have an (undiagnosed) ed, I use tw’s and currently I don’t post much about it
i have a chronic migraine disorder so i whine a lot about that T-T
I’m pro-recovery but I’m not exactly trying to recover right now (am currently clean from sh tho so like yay?!)
Headmates, text colors and their blogs
-Zinnia (she/her) p.s. I usually use this shade of text my blog is @zinniasbeneaththecosmos
-Roscoe (he/him) I usually use this text color and my blog is @there-must-be-more
-Lavender (they/them) I use this shade of text my blog’s @you-are-getting-very-sleepy
DNI (i also block very freely and sometimes it’s just not personal)
pedos, zoophiles, MAGAs, Trump supporters/defenders, ICE supporters/defenders, transphobes, homophobes, hateful people, mainly NSFW accs, people trying to convert me (im agnostic and do not need an internet stranger trying to change me), transids,
people/beings under 13! (I’ll probably block you)
warnings
over 21 are on thin ice…
make me uncomfortable and I will block you (i am a minor)
darkship content accounts are on thin ice
i’ve tried sharing and i’ve tried caring and i’ve tried putting out
tags & tws & credits below the cut
TWs: I tw tag alot of my posts but warning for these sort of mentions $h (i dont post cvt pics and never will), €D stuff (i dont post my weight or cal intake), $uicide ideation, gore, COCSA, hyp€rs€xuality, suggestive stuff and this list might get longer
account tags:
#ci is kinda a freak = horny or/and ashamed posts (block if you want)
#a cicada hums it’s tune = if you aren’t interested in reblogs or replies and just want my posts
#cicada writes = for my writing
#cicada cries = for unpolished writing / musing, sometimes used in addition to #cicada writes
#cicada replies = for asks responses
#humming a regrettable song = for my family related sorrows
#ci’s fucked halo = my migraine posting tag, I have a chronic migraine disorder and I complain a lot.
#zinnia breaks containment = zinnia’s posts on this account
#zinnia replies = asks answered by zinnia
#roscoe replies = asks answered by Roscoe.
#roscoe breaks containment = Roscoe’s posts on this account.
moot tags!!
#coffee stains <— tag for my love Diya! @som3thing-0r-the-0ther<3
#whiffs of coffee <3 <- another tag for @som3thing-0r-the-0ther related reblogs lyrics and posts (kinda like a tone tag mwah mwah)
#bulbasaur-mootie <- tag for my moot Ozzy! @ozzy-from-the-cafeteria also ily/p
#is-it-weed-or-leaves? <- tag for my moot/honorary older brother August! @lov3rsbruis3s🍃
#saturn’s return <- tag for my mootie @saturnianballad
#ilium’s choirs <- tag for my lovely moot @sweetest-song-of-ilium
#tangent’s tangent <- tag for another cool moot! @tangentswaroneverything
#sh4rk bit3s <- @sh4rkt33th twin’s tag I’m nomming on you fyi/silly
#elias-is-alive <- @el1as1sd3ad another older brother figure (how did I get so many)
#Kiran!!!! <- (I need a better tag lol I will fix it promise) @y0ur-valent1ne another sibling moot!!!
#the world on one’s shoulders <- @the-lotus-files kid’s got a tag now (for atlas)
#a very precious wolfdog <- tag for @050-8 (wolfie’s tag)
#it’s a corpse! <- @corpzeintoxicated (cool ass moot returns??)
#ri’s visits <- @happy-days-here-again1932 beloved inbox poet moot!
#beloved third wheel <- @your-local-blackhole best stalker ever
#icarus flies on dawn’s birth <- @th3b3autyofth3y3llowflow3rs kid’s tag
dividers are by pixopix, profile pic is from Pinterest.
