damn, my bottom surgery was 3 years ago already? time flies I guess. man that was a whole thing. felt like my crotch was made of glass for a few weeks, super scary to even be walking around. I'm not great with blood so I very pointedly avoiding looking down for a while, haha. never got a direct look at how it looked before it healed, thank god. and then I was out of commission for a few months. i wonder how people with normal jobs find the time for that kind of thing. "medical leave" I guess? feels like most jobs wouldn't keep you on. guess for most people it just means quitting and getting a new job after. not a problem if you're self employed, but I still had to run donations for a good while. watched a loooot of TV. peed in a bag. played the Miles Morales game, as I recall. it's all a bit of a blur. i mean it was a major surgery, so that's not surprising I guess. best decision of my life, though! next to transitioning itself I guess.













