You know, I always thought that when you get into a relationship, the arguments wouldn't be that bad. Especially not so bad that I end up crying at the end of it. If I can't make jokes with you because you end up taking it serious, then that's a problem. I'm not perfect, & I get that, but to be accused of basically being selfish, when that's not the case at all, really hurts. I get that we had plans, & I get that I made a promise; but if I fell asleep & didn't wake back up till later, are you really going to hold that against me? & then when I try to tell you or explain the situation, you don't wanna hear it. You only think what you want to think. I can't fall asleep on command, so clearly I must've been a lot more tired than I thought. If you wanted something, you should've waken me up, or had said something when you saw that I was falling asleep! Why wait till after the fact, to bring it to my attention? I'm not a mind reader nor can I pick up on emotions the way you expect me to. I'll only know if there's something wrong if you tell me. But you can't even do that without being hurtful. You accuse me of being selfish & not caring because YOU'RE not getting what you want, when you want it. So because of that you lash out like a child? Then you're gonna tell me it's my actions????? I FELL ASLEEP. Idk how else to put it. That tantrum shit, I'm not here for. If we're adults, then speak to me like one? You can't get mad cuz I did something as simple as falling asleep. & if you think I truly did all of this to avoid giving you what you want, then you clearly have some other issues you need to sort out. Idk what shit you went through when it came to your last relationship, or any other one before that, but what you need to understand is that I'm not them & this relationship isn't the same type of relationship you've been in before. Stop relying on me or expecting me to start up everything. Stop expecting me to take the wheel with things. You're a grown ass man & if there's something you want then ask or say something. It's not always going to be handed to you. You're my boyfriend, not my master or anything of that sort. You're not some prince that's just given everything just because you want it. & I'm your girlfriend, not your servant, not a slave, none of that. & the sooner we fix this petty ass situation, the easier it will be. Because I'm honestly tired of crying every time you decide you want to be so rude & hurtful towards me. Instead of thinking about just yourself, how about you think logically about the situation & think about how I feel or see things for once?
