Absolute Freedom

A Dream For The Esoteric ℗)© 2026 05 03 - Robert J. Newell

I discovered this term while researching skull earrings for my friend Janessa who was the inspiration for my Halloween song Girl With Skull Earrings (https://youtu.be/PuAkoajfl4k).

I just wanted to show my respect to King Charles for his very respectable speech to congress on April 28, 2026. The entire speech was fantastic, but when he specifically highlighted atheists I was really surpised. He's a better man than our current egocentric president, but that's a low bar to casually step over.

The only part of this I didn't write was the chorus, which was engraved on a stemless wine glass by an ex-girlfriend. "In a moment life ignites into a flame, when I hold you darling time stands still, always love and cherish until you get your fill." So kudos to her for that bit of beautiful poetry.

I had an interesting morning at Apollo Beach, where I got a little meet-and-greet with a bobcat. She walked parallel with me by the dunes while I was by the water.

I've been sitting on this one for about a month because tomorrow the 11th of July is International Skinny Dip Day (annually - 2nd Saturday of July). Established in 2018 by the American Association for Nude Recreation (AANR), it aims to celebrate body positivity, naturism, and outdoor recreation, while often raising funds for charities. So get out, get nude, and enjoy the water like you're a kid who doesn't care. As for the song, my family had an above-ground pool growing up, and so the suits just had to be grabable in case the parents came out. I recall my brother prompting the skinny dipping on several occasions, and if I was out there alone, I would always go for that option. Swimming in sunshowers was always the best; there is a certain look to a bright blue summer sky with raindrops flashing through the sunlight. Sunshowers are a favorite occurrence of mine.

In January, I wrote a song about my mother, trying to push towards a more positive view of all she gave me in her life. It's still sad, but it's much more positive than the first one I wrote earlier in 2025: "When Your World Stops".

It's just a quick clip, but I do like to share the beauty of this beach and sunrise with everyone who doesn't have the time or just can't get out there to see it. I think the world would be better if we all spent more time watching the sunrise and the stars shine. It puts our very tiny existance into perspective in an instant.

A 2024 Singer-Songwriter remembrance song of my old home, based on a high school poem from 1998, and VHS footage from the last walkthrough of my home in 2004 (The viewfinder didn't work, so not my best footage).

Simple Meringue Cookies - Best described as a crispy form of cotton candy, or a cereal marshmallow. All these foods just melt into sugary sweetness in your mouth!

I'm particularly proud of this one. I've been writing and editing this one since 2023. I really wanted to use my own voice for this, but between my voice and this amazing Suno voice, there was just no contest.

I accidentally hit the button before adding in my lyrics, and created 2 instrumental songs! Here is the second.

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I accidentally hit the button before adding in my lyrics, and created 2 instrumental songs! Here is the first.