Warning(s): This is an 18+ story for references to past psychological torture, murder, sexual themes, profanity, alcohol (and possible drug) use, and blood.
DEMO [Updated: 9/12/22 // 48K Words]
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Five years…
Five years of hoping…
Five years of praying…
Five years of begging…
You were gone— vanished into thin air on your way home from work— and no one ever found you. Ripped away from your friends, from your family, from your life.
Everything had been torn away from you in one of the cruelest ways possible. At times you weren’t sure if you’d ever see the sun again in all its glory. Feel the wind caress your face as sweat dampened your brow.
That is until the hours you spent hoping actually meant something; you were able to escape. Able to feel the blades of grass, the small rocks beneath, digging into your palms; the sun beating down on your back as you scramble away from your own personal hell.
You just weren’t prepared for how much things had changed. How the world had truly kept spinning with your absence; the people you love continuing to go on.
It wasn’t a matter of survival anymore… it was a matter of finding your place in a world you had been torn from.
A world that you didn’t know if you’d ever fit in again.
Customizable MC: name, appearance, sexuality, gender, vices, and a smattering of other things. (Semi-Set personality when it comes to some things.)
Find out who captured you and choose what to do with the information you uncover. Are you prepared to learn the truth? Or will you crumble before it’s ever revealed?
Romance 1 of 5 possible options that will be your saving grace amid the storm that has become your life. Will you be theirs too?
Don’t fall into another trap… as you may not survive the next one.
And, as always, watch your backs… You never know who is watching.
RO APPEARANCES // CHARACTER PLAYLISTS
Kade/Kara Lewis [M/F] - The Ex
32 [6’1” | Hazel Eyes | Dark Brown Hair]
They thought you were dead… that’s all that you can think to rationalize the stinging feeling of betrayal working its way through your chest. Seeing your spouse, your former spouse, with someone else like a lance through your heart. Hazel eyes, dark brown hair, and a gentle smile, with a tad hint of weariness, were a welcome sight to see. The connection still there… even after all this time.
“I thought you were dead! I mourned you! I grieved for you! You can’t come back after five years and act like nothing has changed for me! That’s not fair.”
Michael/Margot Steele [M/F] - The Rival
32 [6’5” | Azure Blue Eyes | Raven Black Hair]
You had known them since kindergarten when you had gotten into your first (of many) fights. It was a rivalry, a feud, that stood the test of time as elementary, then junior turned to high school went by. Hell you even found a way to bicker as you both went to the university within your small town. If there was one thing you could count on it was having a biting retort tossed your way. You should have expected that nothing would have remained the same.
“I wasn’t jealous that you got them! I was jealous that they got you! Don’t you understand that? Can’t you see that it’s always been you? That it’s never been anyone else!?”
Blaine/Blaire Ellis [M/F] - The Best Friend
32 [5’7” | Light Brown Eyes | Onyx Black Hair]
A constant source of warmth and gentle protection from the time you both could walk to the time you both first got braces. You’ve never done anything without them and the longest you had been a part was three days when you got a mild case of the flu back in seventh grade. Seeing them now? After all this time? All those feelings come rushing back but there may be a few added to the list now.
“I missed you so much. You have no idea how much I refused to believe that you were gone. That I had actually lost you because I never thought you’d ever do anything without me. I wish I could have been there to protect you.”
Wren/Wynn Cassidy [M/F] - The Investigator
33 [5’11” | Dark Brown Eyes | Dark Brown/Black Hair]
The newest addition to your small town of Aurora; the lead investigator on your case from the FBI. A person that keeps their cards close to their chest and always puts their duty above anything else. They’ve come to Aurora to finally put your case to bed—and all the ones that came before— and they need your help to do so. As you’re the only survivor to ever escape from the madman’s clutches. You just need to figure out why you were allowed to live— Special Agent Cassidy might be the just the person to help with that.
“I’ll protect you, I promise, I won’t let anything happen to you ever again. Not as long as I’m breathing. You’ll always have a place by my side if you’re willing to stand there.”
Nicholas/Natalie Paxton [M/F] - The Suspect
32 [5’9” | Steel Gray Eyes | Ash Brown Hair]
A person that you’ve known almost your entire life but haven’t ever truly interacted with; until now, that is. Where you’re staring into their soulful gray eyes as they’re being questioned. You knew that they couldn’t actually see you but you still felt like there was something passing between you both— especially when you know that they weren’t involved. Your belief, your faith in them, proves to be something they were never expecting and they’re gratitude showcases in them trying to help you. Can you shake the feeling that they’re hiding more than they seem to show?
“Thank you for believing me. I-I’ve never really had anyone in my life do that before. Look me in the eye and I say I trust you, I see you, it’s a nice feeling to have. To be accepted for what I am. Thank you. I’ll try to earn the trust you’ve placed in me.”
Other Important Side Characters [1 || 2 || 3 || 4]
??? [M/F] - The Kidnapper
The person that had captured you five years previously; a sadistic and cruel individual that likes to toy with the ones that have garnered their interest. Unfortunately for you, you’re that person.. will you be able to discover who they are? Before it’s too late? Maybe they’re closer than you think?
“Oh, my little dove, how you amuse me so. I can’t wait until we’re able to see one another again.”
Oliver - The Father
55 [6’1” | Jade Green Eyes | Black Hair]
Your father that has crumbled underneath your absence. Who has never forgiven himself for letting you vanish… for not being good enough to protect you. Will you be able to help him salvage the man he used to be? Or will he forever be lost within his own self inflicted torment?
“I’ve missed you so much. I-I don’t know what I would’ve done if you didn’t come back. I’m going to be there this time, I promise.”
Eliza - The Mother
54 [5’8” | Light Brown Eyes | Dark Golden Brown Hair]
Your mother that has finally had to step out from being the person that’s held so many peoples worlds together. A fiercely protective and loving mother, she’d never let you see how much the years have affected her but maybe you’ll see her mask slip as the days wear on.
“I’m here, Cricket. I’m never going to let anything happen to you again, I swear it. I’ll die before I let anything happen to you.”
Gabriel/Gabriella Vega [M/F] - The Mystery
33 [6’3” | Light Green Eyes | Golden Brown Hair]
With a sunny smile and general kind disposition to the world, you’d normally find someone like them endearing; if it wasn’t for the fact that they were the one who was currently dating your ex-spouse. You don’t know what you were supposed to make of them— or exactly how to proceed— but only time will tell.
“I’m glad that you’re okay. Or, you know, as okay as one can be in this situation. I know you may not want to hear this from me, which I can understand, but welcome home.”
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Aurelian Academy, the pinnacle of evolution within the supernatural world; the first landmark to be erected after the Dark Ages— the time where supernatural races still lived within the shadows of the mortal world.
You’ve been prepared to go for your entire life— all one hundred years of it. Being the youngest child of a ruling vampire clan didn’t give you much choice in the matter. Going to Aurelian meant taking the next big step in your immortal life; finding your mate. While also honing your skills that will later help your people.
Will you be able to prove yourself to your parents? To your siblings? Will you be able to uncover the mysteries that surround the ancient school?
Or will everything vanish as the midnight sun approaches?
DEMO — Chapter One, Part One [26K Words] — 9/10/23
Create your character. Customize your name, potential nickname, gender (male/female/non-binary), sexuality, appearance, hobbies, and powers. (Note: The MC is a Vampire and is 100 Years Old.)
Choose from 3 Classes that your character has honed— Charmer, Shadow-Kin, or Warrior.
How does your character feel about humans? Are they simply ants that you don’t bother with? Potential allies? An intriguing conundrum?
Do you enjoy the modern world? Or do you miss the simplicity of the past?
Romance 1 of 8 potential romances. (With possible additions of polymances later on.)
Explore Aurelian Academy and uncover the secrets that litter the ancient halls. Just make sure you don’t miss class while doing so.
Koda Kingston [He/Him] — Bear-Shifter — He’s a mass of muscle and warmth, eyes filled with good humor and overall joy. Might not have a lot going on upstairs, but he’s definitely got the spirit. [Male MCs Only]
Scarlett Voltaire [She/Her] — Vampire — Cold as ice, ruthless to any that oppose her, with a flair of heated contempt at the people who annoy her, Scarlett is the middle child to the oldest ruling family within the vampiric race. [Female MCs Only]
Cyrus/Cyra Aurelia [He/Him or She/Her] — Phoenix — Heir to the Eclipse Throne; they’re the eldest child of House Aurelia, Founders of Aurelian Academy. They’re the pinnacle of what an heir should be: dutiful, strong-willed, and loyal above all else.
Quinn Grant [He/Him or She/Her] — Wolf-Shifter — An individual that’s been whispered about within the halls of your home; a prospected mate in the event that both your warring nations wish to unite. Now that you’re meeting them, you may be able to see if that’ll ever become a reality.
Caden Randall [He/Him or She/Her] — Phantom — Appearing on a random night five years before, they’re not exactly what someone comes to expect when thinking about a phantom: scared of their own shadow, fretful, and a complete neat freak. They’re tasked with ensuring your stay at Aurelian Academy goes smoothly.
Sloane Addams [He/Him or She/Her] — Wolf-Shifter — A wolf-shifter without a pack, disgraced in the deepest way possible, they don’t seem to be that overjoyed at the prospect of attending Aurelian Academy, but that doesn’t mean they’re not set on proving themself and finding a pack once more.
Blake Herrera [He/Him or She/Her] — Vampire-Hybrid — Your best friend (and potential FWB). With a flirtatious air, a rebellious spirit, and an affinity at finding trouble, they’re a vampire that takes a bit to get used to.
Reginald/Regina Presley [He/Him or She/Her] — Human — A scholarship student to Aurelian Academy; the first of many that may be attending. With a thirst for knowledge, along with a devil-may-care attitude, they’ll try their best to fit in. Of course, that’s easier said than done. As they’re the first human to ever be admitted as a student.
Hi! I just want to say that I like your story, and I'm looking forward to continuing ♡
Hello 👋
Thank you! That means the absolute world for me to hear— Absentia is a story I hold dear to my heart. It can just be a bit taxing at times due to the mindset I have to get into to be able to write.
I’m so honored that so many people seem to enjoy it though! That’s something I’ll never be able to thank you all enough for. 💞💞💞
Midnight Sun, Chapter One: Part One is officially here! I apologize that this isn't the full release of chapter one, it got a bit bigger than anticipated and I still wanted to release something for you all on the deadline that I thought it'd be finished by.
It's around 26K Words!
Some of the features of the first part:
Customize your MC: name, hair (color, texture, and length), eye color, and skin color.
Interact with your family! Part One is a big family portion. In fact, once I'm done with the rest of chapter one, I'm going to be going back to the individual family scenes and making them longer, because I don't like how short some of them ended up being.
Meet two of the ROs!
Learn some interesting things about your family, or simply stay out of it.
In the next update, which should hopefully be the rest of chapter one, you'll be arriving at Aurelian, after the conversation with Helena, and meeting the rest of the cast! (Also don’t be too concerned if the stats don’t work, I’m still fiddling around with them.)
I couldn't find anything with search function but I was wondering if we will be able to set a nickname for MC? Like being named Alexander but using Alex in normal life, or maybe having a nickname only people MC is familiar with can use?
Absolutely! It’s been something I’ve been meaning to add and you’ll be seeing it with the coming update of Chapter Two. 💞💞💞
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aaaaa "I shouldn't still be in love with you" for M
The beeping of the machines played like a bittersweet symphony in their ears; for they knew you were alive, and that’s what mattered most, but they hated seeing you in such a state. They couldn’t imagine going through what you did and live to tell about it.
Sighing softly, M gently brings up your blanket to your chest— remembering how cold you always used to get— as a melancholic look etched itself across their face. Their fingers lingering near your shoulder, feeling the steady warmth that you were exuding, as they sharply exhale through their nose. An elegant brow pinching together as they sharply turn away from you; trying to desperately ignore the way their heart was screaming at them. They needed to focus on your charts, on the facts of the situation, not silly fantasies that would never become reality.
They were only to work steadily for another five minutes before a noise causes them to startle. Blue eyes snapping towards you; worry clearly fogging them into a deep blue. They hadn’t even realized that they had automatically moved to your bedside until they were touching you shoulder once more. Their eyes— normally so clinically detached— observing your face for any minute signs of discomfort with an almost desperate air.
“This shouldn’t be happening,” they murmur softly, finally realizing that you had simply exhaled a bit louder than usual. A fact that normally they would have been able to realize before getting worked up; you were always special though. “Why is this happening? I don’t understand.”
Turning away, once more, M clenched their hands around their clipboard. Hoping that the dull ache would be able to bring them back to the present; to their fucking reality but they know now that everything would shift. That there wouldn’t be stopping the onslaught of emotions they would never be able to understand. Knew it the moment they had entered this room and met your gaze for the first time in five years.
Dropping their head, a miserable look flits across their face. “I shouldn’t still be in love with you.”
It was murmured, softer than the midnight breeze outside, but it impacted them like a speeding train. Their breath escaping them in a harsh exhale as if they had been struck; eyes watering with the force of the revelation. They desperately wanted to leave, to escape these emotions, but they couldn’t.
Not when they turned back around and saw your slumbering form. So different from when they last saw you. How, even in your sleep, you were withdrawing into yourself to protect yourself. They couldn’t abandon you when you needed them; they’ve never been able to even if you never knew that.
They’d just have to get ahold of their emotions— become a Steele— as they’d continue to work with you.
They weren’t going to let pesky hopes and dreams get in the way of you getting better.
The Warden’s, stationed within the bustling city of Seattle, were the first proof of what could come from The Scourge, a cataclysmic event that had set off a chain reaction that would forever echo throughout time: Los Angeles falling into the Pacific, New York City being partially taken over by water, the Sahara Desert sweltering in intensity which killed off native fauna in record amounts, were among the most prominent. Years of misery, of fear, transcending over a century, wherein every remaining government strived to figure out a solution.
Which they found in the form of Titan— the first meta-human, Patient Zero, whose natural abilities were enhanced by various procedures. Titan started a new wave, hope beginning to appear, as more and more meta-humans were found— mainly due to the efforts of the Rose Family— and their naturally honed abilities, seemingly derived from the Scourge itself, being able to combat the effects until there’s only fractal remnants of it left.
From there The Warden’s were formed, with Titan leading them, a new period of peace fell over the world once more. Of course, that never lasts as more and more villains began to pop up out of the woodworks, threatening the sanctity of the New World. However, without fail, The Warden’s were there to answer the call and defend those that couldn’t defend themself.
Titan persevered, The Warden’s went on, until a fateful day a decade ago on this date— wherein Titan lost Peregrine, their sidekick and protege. It’s a day that will forever live in infamy, as it’s a day that Titan lost Peregrine, but the world lost Titan.
— Excerpt from the Seattle Times.
The world was your oyster— at least that’s what you were told. By who? You’re not quite certain of that. Everything could be possible if you just strived to reach it… They just never tell you how to deal with the harsh reality of it forever being unobtainable.
Maybe that’s why you fell into a life of crime? Well crime is a stretch, you’re more a prisoner in a heavily guarded fortress than anything else. You’re not quite sure, not being able to remember the majority of what brought you to this moment; only fragments of what used to be visits you in your sleep. Of course, working for Diego Ruiz, the local crime boss in downtown New York City, wasn’t the worst possible job, barring the imprisonment, not that you were truly part of anything nefarious to begin with, but you still saw things you’re never sure you’ll be able to unsee.
When he gets arrested, you can’t say you’re too surprised— after all he took a lot of gambles while not having the intellect to back up such moves— but you are concerned about what the future could mean for you.
Nothing you ever imagined could prepare you for what’s in store, however. Never could have imagined The Warden’s would have such a vested interest in you. You’re nothing special, haven’t been for as long as you could remember.
And why the hell do they keep calling you Peregrine?
Play as an MC that doesn’t quite remember their past life. Is it possible that you’re Peregrine? The protege that had been killed in a surprise raid a decade before? Or is something more nefarious going on and you’re simply caught in the middle of it? Why are you suddenly developing powers that you’ve never had before? And why the hell do you feel like you’re in a constant state of deja vu?
Please note that this story is rated 18+ for depictions of explicit language, alcohol consumption, potential drug use, sexual themes, mentions of death, blood, torture, and grief.
Customizable MC: name, nickname, appearance, sexuality, hobbies, bits and pieces of what occurred in the last decade, and more! (The MC has a slightly semi-set personality.) You’ll also be able to partially design your Avian friend: name, gender, and feather colors (it’s a Peregrine Falcon). The MC is 28.
Bond with The Warden’s and discover, or potentially rediscover, your found family. The people who thought they lost you.
Uncover the seedy underbelly that lurks beneath the surface of the New World. Will you be able to discover what exactly happened to you? Uncover if you’re truly Peregrine or someone, or something, else entirely.
Romance 1 of 4 romance options— from the newest initiate within the Inner Circle to a suave, if slightly broken, billionaire villain.
Cultivate your powers that are both new and old.
You’re a dead ringer for a hero the world thought it lost… Just make sure you don’t lose yourself too.
Camilo/Camila Osorio — M/F
Age: 29
Power: Chlorokinesis — the ability to create and control plants.
Alias: To the world they’re known as Verdant, partner to Frostbite, a superhero within the Inner Circle of The Warden’s.
Appearance: Of Colombian descent, they have richly tanned skin with piercing dark brown eyes to offset it. Ash brown hair is naturally slightly wavy— Camilo has his to his jawline and Camila has hers to her shoulder blades— which brings out the elegant contours of their face. An alluring presence all around, partially due to their powers, they stand at around 5’5” with a lithe body type.
Personality: While not being completely unkind, they’re not the most welcoming person. They don’t detest you, but it’s clear that they’re barely able to be in the same room with you. After all, they were best friends with Peregrine (with you?) and being near you only brings back painful memories. A wall of apathy, and sometimes cutting remarks, separate you from them, but at times, when they think you’re not looking, grief flashes through their gaze— latent pain rising to the surface that they’ve tried to bury for years.
Romance Route: Ex-Best Friends to Lovers, Slightly Rivals to Lovers (in a roundabout way), Lost Love, Finding Each Other Again, and Second Chances.
Airan/Aira North — M/F
Age: 26
Power: Cryokinesis — the ability to create and control ice, while not being affected by the cold.
Alias: To the world they’re known as Frostbite, partner to Verdant, the recent addition to the Inner Circle of The Warden’s, a prodigy in the making.
Appearance: Ebony ringlets, that’s strewn with arctic blue and white, fall to just beneath their jawline, complementing the dark brown tone of their skin. Sapphire blue eyes shimmer with warmth despite the coldness that always seems to follow them. With a slender physique, they’re not one to get into fist fights but that doesn’t negate the danger level they could present. They stand at around 5’8”.
Personality: With the warmest smile and a boisterous laugh, they’re the embodiment of a golden retriever. Always wanting to make other people happy and stress free, with a genuine quality that surrounds them. They may be one of your “caretakers” to help you get acclimated with the world once more, and your growing powers, but they truly wish to be your friend too. No matter what they’d always be there to lend a hand if needed, or a shoulder to cry on.
Romance Route: Strangers to Friends to Lovers, Golden Retriever, Stuck Together, Gentle Compassion.
Damon/Diana Ambrose — M/F
Age: 45
Power: Widely regarded as the most powerful meta-human, partially due to their past that’s still shrouded in mystery, they have multiple abilities— flight, invulnerability, enhanced senses, and super strength (to name a few).
Alias: They’re known to the world as Titan, the old leader of The Warden’s. An individual that hasn’t been seen in nine years and rarely, if ever, leaves the comfort of Warden Tower.
Appearance: Fair, perfectly unblemished, skin is complemented by the raven black color of their hair. Piercing green eyes, that look almost unreal due to their brilliance, brings out the chiseled features of their face— high cheekbones, a sharp jawline, well defined nose, and full lips. They were made for perfection, but is it truly all that it’s cracked up to be? With a toned/well muscled body, they stand at around 6’3”.
Personality: With a softly compassionate nature, paired with a presence that could silence an entire room by simply appearing, they were born to be a leader. Born to guide and help any that needed it. With a loving demeanor, wherein they have their heart on their sleeve, it’s no wonder that they took Peregrine in, at the ripe age of fifteen, in order to help train the young person that was clearly trying to find their way in the world. It’s also no wonder that they completely lost themself when losing Peregrine, something that they believe could have been completely avoided, and they’ve forever blamed themself for it. The last decade has brought with it a slew of darkness for them, their smiles not coming as easily, their anger at themself growing, and their hope slowly fading. Maybe with your reappearance things will be okay?
Romance Route: Old Mentor, Age Gap, Second Chances, Reunion, Forbidden Love (on their part), and Slow Burn.
Morgan/Morgana Rose — M/F
Age: 38
Power: Shapeshifting.
Alias: They’re infamously known as Silhouette. The leader of a criminal enterprise known simply as Syndicate.
Appearance: With sharp gray eyes, that seemingly stare right into your soul, and honey beige skin that’s complemented by their wavy auburn hair. They have an aura of danger consistently surrounding them, giving many the impression that they shouldn’t be trifled with. With a lean body type, they stand at around 6’0”.
Personality: Being called a variety of names within the tabloids: “The Lost Rose” or “Wilting Red”, to name a few— due to their abrupt departure from their rather famous family. They’re infamously known as Silhouette; a master manipulator, cutthroat in their dealings, and refusal to backdown over something they want. Of course, that’s simply gossip from individuals that have never truly met them— much like the tabloids that speculate on the life of the lost Rose Heir. Despite what you may think of them, they’re your best bet at discovering what happened to you in the last decade.
Romance Route: Enemies to Lovers (in a sense), Slow Burn (slightly), Age Gap, Villain/Hero, Misunderstood.
It’s asked flippantly, almost in the manner their partner normally interacts with them— free, compassionate with just a hint of humor— which almost makes it something that was completely ignored, something that they’d allow themself to ponder over later, but the touch of genuine exasperation causes them to raise their dark brown gaze to honey brown. Bafflement etched across a normally serene face only adds to the growing puzzle that is their partner.
“I don’t see what?” They settle back in their seat, interlacing their fingers together underneath their chin. “We solve mysteries for a living, Shaw. I’d appreciate it if there wasn’t any between the two of us.”
Shaw snorts. “You really think I’m gonna just give you the answer, Cass?” They shake their head, popping another fry into their mouth. “I’m just going to watch the show that’s about to unfold in front of me. I think it’ll be mighty interesting.”
They roll their eyes, settling their gaze back onto their own meal. “You do that, Shaw.”
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1. Does the kidnapper have any disorders?
2. What year is in the book?
(Sorry for my english)
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I can’t really go into the finer details of who the Kidnapper is/what they’ve experienced. Especially if it has to do with their day-to-day persona. Once it gets organically revealed within the story? You’re all free to ask me whatever you’d like about it (within reason)… I apologize for the non answer.
I don’t really think of a date, but I’d say it’d probably be around when the book was originally shared— about 2022.
Your English is completely fine! Don’t worry at all!
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About 32K words (including the code) have been revised within Chapter Two! I know that may not seem like a lot, especially given how long I’ve made you all wait, but I’m happy with the first half currently— I’m excited to get into the thick of the second part! Plus, I lost around 20K words a few days ago, still not over that, but I think the revised scenes (of the revised scenes) are even better!
Thank you all for being so patient with me! I truly appreciate it. 💞💞💞
Physical Description: Rowan Steele stands at a staggering height of 6’8”. His muscular physique, from the old days as an athlete and consistent exercise, only adds to the intimidation factor he seems to have. With golden blonde hair, that’s styled neatly, paired with ice blue eyes, he’s the pinnacle of what you’d come to expect from a Steele— his sharp jawline and high cheekbones only accentuating the look.
Personality: He’s an intriguing man to get to know. Stoic and sharply intelligent, Rowan lets few things get passed him, but there’s nothing he wouldn’t do for Aurora or his family— loyalty means the world to him and he is the personification of it. Although he may not be the most affectionate of men, nor does he wear his heart on his sleeve, he always ensures that the people he cares for know that he does care for them; it’s just in his own way. If a person were to get closer to him? You’ll uncover a man that has a dry wit and sarcastic sense of humor.
Occupation: Chief of Police for the Aurora Police Department (Formerly)
Physical Description: Oliver stands at around 6’1” with gentle jade green eyes. His onyx black hair used to be cut short, partially due to his own wish to look professional, but it now falls to just underneath his ears in unruly waves. What used to be faint stubble, if not a completely clean-shaven face, is now a beard— albeit well groomed. With an intimidating build— strong arms, broad shoulders, and well-muscled legs— it’s no wonder that many wouldn’t wish to cross him; even though he’s the human equivalent of a golden retriever.
Personality: He’s always been a man that’s had a smile or grin on his face. How could he not? He lived in the greatest city, had an amazing job wherein he worked with his best friend, married to the love of his life, and was able to be the proud father of his child. Reminiscent of a golden retriever, always wanting to be of service in some way, Oliver has always been a man that put his best foot forward— especially if it meant his family would be able to be taken care of. And, even now, where his inner demons have taken control over him, he’s still searching for that light out of the dark.
I saw the new improved post about MC’s mom, and I adore her to pieces. She sounds wonderful 🥰
Give her all the hugs for me! 💜
I’m so glad you enjoyed it ❤️
All of the important side characters will be getting their own, that’ll be linked within the Important Information post, because I think it’s neat and I also think it’ll be a bit easier for you all to have access to their information at the tip of your fingers.
Eliza is one of my absolute favorite characters within Absentia— for obvious reasons and potentially not-so obvious reasons. She’s an extremely complex individual that I’m so excited for you all to get to know better.
I just got around to reading that M snippet you recently posted on Patreon and and you manage to pull of angsty and sweet so well? "For once in their life, they couldn't agree with that statement more." I'm not even an M mancer and I melted at that!
Thank you so much!!! That’s one of my favorite M snippets that I’ve ever made and I’m so glad people seem to enjoy it. I wanted to delve a bit more into how M feels, both when in regard to the MC and without, which I hope I was also able to pull off.
One of my favorite things within said snippet is that every time M recalls the statement, until the very end, it always starts with You, which, to me anyway, signifies that it’s something they’re recalling for themself, that they’re remembering to stand by, but it’s not something they necessarily believe. Until, as I mentioned, the very end when it’s finally I. Just another fun moment within the snippet, I think.
I’m so happy you enjoyed it! Thank you so much for sending this to me, I truly appreciate it. ❤️❤️❤️
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Occupation: Neurosurgeon at Steele-Sloan Memorial Hospital.
Physical Description: Eliza stands at around 5’8” with piercingly intelligent cognac brown eyes. Her darkly hued golden brown hair falls in soft curls down to the middle of her back, but the strands are normally seen within either a refined updo or a low ponytail. She’s elegantly boned, almost delicate, with an air of grace that follows her around everywhere she goes.
Personality: Highly intelligent, fiercely loyal, and with a sharp tongue, Eliza isn’t a woman you’d want to get on the bad side of. However, she’s an extremely loving/compassionate/gentle individual that cares endlessly for the people that she believes have earned it/deserve it. Consistently putting their needs above her own, however unfortunate that may be, Eliza would do anything for the people she loves.
Hey! This is a little fic I wrote for @absentia-if ! I wrote it very late and just finished sum final touches (I did write it w my own name first so if there r any slip ups w the MC's name, my bad, I'm a selfshipper lmao) tumblr fucked up my formatting, apologies it took a while, but! Enjoy :) I hope I didn't write it too out of character
M's head spins as their fingers fumble for their phone. It's out of habit, really, calling when drunk. Their head feels like it's dunked in a bathtub full of fog as they pull up MC's number. Wind rustles the trees around them, sitting in one of their parent's big, polished gardens. Everything here seems so… perfect. Radiant green grass all cut to the same, even length, no trees with too far overhanging branches, no leaves litter the grounds, all the stone walkways and paths are clear and clean, polished to perfection. Not a single flower wilts or bends out of place. Perfect. Uniform.
Suffocating.
M pulls at their collar, trying to release some of the pressure clinging to them. Against their ear, mashed against the hair they can't seem to focus enough on to feel agitated over, the phone rings and rings and rings until an all too familiar voice rings out, instead.
"Hey!" The tone is sing-song-y and light. "This is MC, sorry I'm not here but leave a message and I'll be sure to get back to you!" They can hear the smile in MC's voice and it makes their chest constrict in a familiar feeling. Yearning. In a wine-addled moment, they forget when they are. The same message they've heard so many times throughout five long years combined with inebriation make it all too easy to forget. To bring them back to the night they got that damned call. The telltale beep sounds out and M feels the dam of their feelings start to rise over.
"I miss you." They start it with that, slurred with more than just wine. "I miss you so goddamn much. I want you here so bad." The whole and ugly truth, laid bare. Emotion wells up in their throat and it's all they can do to choke out the next sentence, knowing all too well they only have so much time. "I should've told you. I should've fucking told you, said something, but, god, I was so fucking scared. Now I'm just…" They pause, all but sobbing into their phone. A wet, choked sigh leaves them, harsh and full of hurt. "I'm just this. This thing. Walking around, talking to people, just this hollow thing. I'm normal and fine but nothing is the same without you, hasn't been the same without you here to…" Their throat closes, cutting off the word.
To what? To annoy them? To talk to? To love? All of the above, they decide. They close their eyes. They drag in a sharp breath and try to bring an image of MC to mind, how they'd last seen them, but somehow it's wrong. Somehow it's different, in a memory that hadn't happened before they went missing. But, in their drunken state, it's dismissed as easily as the leaves bend to the wind.
"God, I just love you. So much it hurts," they laugh, bitter. "Funny. Finally get to it and some sick fucker decides it's you. It's all just so-"
The beep signifying the end of the message sounds. M's fingers tighten around the phone so hard the cover creaks in warning.
"-fucked!"
They shout it, not caring that their family is still in the house. None of them could probably hear them anyway. M tosses their phone out onto the grass, watching with angry, teary eyes as it slides across the manicured lawn. They wrap their arms around themself and allow themself just one moment of unapologetic emotion. Shaking with any number of feelings they can't quite name in the fog of drunkness, they sit.
After a long, quiet moment, where the only sounds are the wind in the leaves and the crickets in the grass, they huff out a sigh and sit straight. Fuck it, they think.
Their sleeves bite their cheeks as they wipe their face but they stand with little problem, swaying only slightly. Luckily, the wine that still weighs them down quickly burns off any embarrassment they might've felt. M stumbles a little too hard and rethinks going for the keys in their pocket.
Fuck. Maybe they can get Juliette or Dean to drive them back to their place.
MC rubs their eyes blearily. Sleep still clouds their vision but they do their best to reach for their phone. It'd woken them up with it's buzzing and for a brief moment, before clicking the lock screen on, they wonder if their mother or father had texted them. Or if it was a call from the station, if they had found something related to the case to be calling so late at night. But those thoughts leave them when they see the contact name at the top of their screen.
M 💀.
Missed call.
Suddenly they're awake.
What? M?
They tap open their phone to see the notification at their voicemail app. With furrowed brows and a frown, MC quickly maneuvers to it and clicks the message, turning up their volume as they do so.
"I miss you." The words are slurred, they note. Since when does M get drunk? Has MC…have they even ever seen them get drunk? They can't remember. The rest of the voicemail follows as MC begins to sit straighter with every word.
"God, I just love you. So much it hurts. Funny. Finally get to it and some sick fucker decides it's you. It's all just so-"
The message ends and they're left sitting there, dumbfounded.