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Stuck between loving you and never wanting to see you again.

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nothing’s going great for me right now

wordx

If only you knew how much I cried when I decided to distance myself from you. How I still wanted to be with you. But I knew I couldn't. I don't think you'll ever understand how much it took out of me. You don't know how hurt and broken I was because of the decision I made. The decision to let you go even though I didn't want to but I had to.

I still remember how our first conversation started. I still recall how wide my smile was whenever we talked the way you made me feel safe. That was when I realized I had fallen for you. I loved you more than you ever knew and I feared it. Losing you when I loved you the most was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

It was hard to understand how something that felt so right could go so wrong. Maybe for you we were nothing. But for me we were something. Something that meant so much. Which is why it's so hard to move forward. It's hard to accept because we never even got the chance to truly begin. Yet somehow we still came to an end.

etoile-noirre

having someone who understands your brain is a different type of intimacy.

dreamer-but-realist

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thoughtkick

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”

— Robin Williams (b. 21 July 1951)

tomorrow is my birthday and im in bed, alone and sad

oditorie

oldwinesoul

lunamonchtuna

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

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000l

be around people who think everything about you is a big deal. your birthday. favorite food. favorite flowers. you in general. a big deal.

norfisthewhimsy

nuttybarzz

It’s engraved into my skin

Every crevice of my mind you lurk

faustique

you cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. this is your tragedy, because you understand them but they do not understand you.

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