Emotion Commotion

literally there's no clean way to say this but there's a million things fucking wrong and twisted about this country. to see him at his lowest, least popular, empty arenas, insane and rambling and 3 feet out the door and that's not a dealbreaker for 51% of people

i genuinely think there may be interference considering like Lebron and Beyonce and Taylor Swift weren't enough to tip the needle on the common person whose head is under a arock?????

the last car I got years ago was used for 7k. you're telling me 4 classes costs more than that

a. someone decided that they didn’t want me around

and b. that my group would be better without me

I played a hidden identity game which was fun but then someone claimed I was someone I wasn’t and lied and that’s just a part of the game I get it but it made me feel real gaslit since I can’t prove myself and just have to accept being called wrong/a liar for that portion

my ‘friday’/last work day comes and feels good while at work because freedom soon!

Won't you help me sober up? Growing up, it made me numb And I want to feel something again Won't you help me sober up? All the big kids, they got drunk And I want to feel something again Won't you help me feel something again? How's it go again?

but basically my dad wanted to use either my half-brother’s room or mine for like an office/workout or w/e area, I think maybe my halfbrother’s and subsequently wanted me to move to another room too so I could be close and watch him if needed

and I didn’t really want to because of the effort but bc pushover I didn’t fight it much and so had to spend most of the day migrating my stuff down 2 flights of stairs to the basement

which. at least they’re framed, normal rooms like with my door closed I wouldn’t be able to tell it’s the basement

but I mentioned this to someone as like a ‘sheesh, what a load of work’ comment and they reacted with surprise like “dude that’s sh*tty of them to make you move”