Queen of hearts

She always looks so sad and I don’t know why…

I hope destroying me fixed you…

I’m honestly just praying to die every night.

I don’t think I was born to live.

I’m an invisible thing. Unloved and ridiculously easy to throw away. It’s not in my head it gets proved time and time again.

I don’t want to be alive anymore. Please don’t force me to. Just let me escape this misery.

I’ve been feeling sick to my stomach for days, my heart physically aches, I could explode in tears and never stop. What you did might have been the last straw. What the fuck am I even alive for? I can’t find a reason anymore. Once again, I long for death. Don’t know how much longer I can take this pain.