every day i will write to you

february 13th, 2014

dear me,

guess what i came to?! an acceptance from st mary’s university. ive been doing hw (procrastinating). i got another email from sjsu. i was like i guess i’ll check it out. IT WAS A FREAKING ACCEPTANCE. WOO HOOO. TWO ACCEPTANCES IN ONE DAY. 4 for 4 baby. keep it a hunnid, dont kill my vibe. i feel great. love you. keep up the good work darling.

sincerely,

February 3rd, 2014 - monday

Dear me, 

I did my presentation for Emily Dickinson today. It sucked really bad. It wasn't entertaining or involved at all. I wish we went with my idea to do jeopardy. Sigh. What ever. Life goes on.

Sincerely,

february 2nd, 2014 - sunday

dear me,

its sunday, i do homework all day and usually procrastinate towards the end of the day to actually focus and get shit done. 

i woke up at 6:50am. earliest i have ever during the weekend. i woke up to set up for my video that was due at 9:00am. the video is for economics and i had to explain what was poverty. i finished it at 7:30ish. over 13 hours i worked on that video. i am pretty proud. 

i felt bad how i did not work on the presentation and she (my partner, Vanessa) did it all by herself. I felt bad. i didnt do any other work. the only other work i did was to study for finite math.

anyways. im tired.

good night.

february 1st, 2014 - saturday

dear me,

all i did was embrace this new start to my second chapter. i worked a little bit on my poet presentation for modernist literature. Its about emily dickinson and the rest of the day i played GTA and planned out my video.

january 31st, 2014 - friday

dear me,

its the last day of the first chapter. well done. 11 months more to go. today was long and tiring. i got frozen kuhsterd from the food truck. i got a chocolate mini donut with cinnamon toast crunch custard and oreo toppings. soo bomb. love it. classes were boring. did work on programing tidbits of the poets presentation about emily dickinson. played some gta. i still felt a bit off today.

january 30th, 2014 - thursday

dear me,

i was quite off yesterday. didnt do much. didnt do much of anything. not much talking. not much homework. there was plenty of mixed emotions like anger with frustration. annoyance and sadness. all i wanted was sleep.

night,

january 29, 2014 - wednesday

(we wear pink. aha. just kidding.)

dear me,

today was a green day. long day. 1-2-3-4. started the day with a quiz. ended the day with a sub. inbetween messed with flappy bird. deleted it afterschool.

choir.

home. relax. watch tv. talked with kevin and discussed game ideas. said i had great ideas. yay. aha. i did some hw??? (honestly school is just okay just trying to keep my gpa.) anyways im in a good mood.

good night dear prepare for rain tomorrow,

january 28, 2014 - tuesday

dear me,

school = bleh. criminal justice always interests me. i finally checked my grades… big shocker. got the first email regarding graduation today. its pretty exciting. watched PLL with dani, i grow in my frustration with ezra. gaah. julia zhang was in the episode! (go youtubers!) kevin helped me with homework, im very grateful!

january 27, 2014 - monday

dear me,

came back to school again…. spent half of the day at the senior assembly about kiva. i enjoyed it, just seemed to long or i rather not be in school for the rest of the day.. progressing in the hawaiian for those lilo and stitch songs.. watched switched at birth and the fosters. the episodes leave me at: WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT. (like what just happened?!)

did hw.

january 26, 2014 - sunday

dear me,

lazy day. woke up late. did homework. no gamin for me.

okay.

january 25, 2014 - saturday

hello me,

one game: GTAV. nuff said.

january 24, 2014 (friday)

dear me,

school hasnt been the most entertaining thing in my life. but i did play some GTA V aha played with aj boy. it was kinda funny. kevin hella raged. freakin level 400+

January 22, 2014

Dear me,

schools a drag. We got a new song for women's ensemble. it is "so this is love" from cinderella. went home, did homework, and watched melissa and joey, and baby daddy.

january 21, 2014

dear me,

school was rather bland today. other people that went to kairos came back all lovey dovey. oh well. friends were actually quite serious on planning to make a trip to disneyland. isnt that crazy? met with my doctor for a checkup and it ended up with me planning to get radioactive iodine done soon to get rid of my thyroid. that means more medication for me to take…FOREVER.

did homework early, watched pll with dani (another filler episode), played some gta v with kevin, cj, and isaac.

talked with julia q. and plan to talk together at SOS meeting sat. i miss my smash lovelies and my family. i just, i appreciate every single one of them, they are my family. everyone left are my babies and i love them from the bottom of my heart.

im sleepy now.

i must sleep.

good night dear.

january 20th, 2014 

dear me,

today was a day filled with different emotions. in the end. i feel quite at peace. i did NOT play today at all. i did watch switched at birth and the fosters. i did read for modernist today. all i want to do, is sleep now. 

btw, i cried watching that fosters episode. (that reunion though.)

good night,

january 19th, 2014

dear me,

today was a day very well spent resting and playing GTA V with kevin, cj, kyle, isaac, and everyone else at kevins dorm. AHA. my family even tried kicking me off. but no i kept telling them this was the only game i will ever need. kyle said my aim is even getting better. yay! okay good night.

january 18th, 2014

dear me,

today was a day well spent with kevin on GTA V and his dormmates. Good night.

sincerely,