i’m Oakley (or Bucket if you’d like) and i use he/him
i’m kinda just a dude on here
i sometimes reblog jrwi and hermitcraft stuff but i’ll be honest do not look forward to that too much i’m mostly here just to hang out with my friends lol
so anyway, stay if you’d like, honestly i don’t really care, unless you’re a cool mutual in law in which case i am super cool and awesome and you should totally follow me back :]]
tagging system under the cut
now that i’m thinking about it it’s atrocious but i don’t really care enough to fix it unprompted so if you do care feel free to send me an ask about it (anon is always there if you need it)
#shouting into the void - id like to say this is my text tag but i really just use this whenever i make a post and it doesn’t contain art or an ask. under this you’ll find pretty much any kind of post under the sun as well as some pretty good shit posts buried under other not so good shit post
#showing the void my art - this would be my art tag, if i ever used it. please picture it covered in cob webs. under here are some of my doodles and now that i’m thinking about it i could probably tag my knitting progress under this as well
#the void talks back - this is my ask tag. under here is pretty much a bunch of me hanging out with my friends on here
and now for my less official tags that you still might want to know
#butter buddies - this is the tag for the world of my two ocs i like doodling, peanut butter (or sweet pea) and buttercup, who both have their own tags as well! #peanut butter (oc) and #buttercup (oc)
#red dungeon - i play in a dnd campaign with a couple people on here. this is a communal tag for the campaign, so not just an original thing for me. not everything related to the campaign is tagged under this, it’s really just some more recent official posts
and speaking of…
#radio doe - this is my character for said campaign. like the other tag there’s not a whole lot under this but it’s there if you’d like to see it. also feel free to ask me about her or the campaign, i’d love to talk about it
um i also have another oc tagged with the ‘unwitness protection program’ if you’d like to go hunt for that but it’s really not properly tagged with anything
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IM SO SORRY I BARELY THINK TO CHECK MY INBOX. I JUST SAW THE ASK AND NOW IT'S AUGUST. You were like number one on the attack list, I really appreciate it man omg and if I hadn't slammed a car door onto my thumb during artfight you would have gotten a second attack because genuinely there was a temperance piece I really wanted to do !!
Perhaps one of these days I will fulfil the vision and YOU WILL KNOW WHEN. But in any case take care friend o7 !!
really funny ask to get after i’ve mostly forgotten about that lol hello!!
is your hand good ?? that’s crazy dude lol i hope you’re doing alright now lol i also wanted to attack you more but i dont have an excuse i just ran out of will to draw halfway through lol
o77777 perhaps if you try to do art i shall try to do the art of your ocs i wanted to do lol
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I'M JUST NOW REALIZING "STRATTLAND" IS THE SHIP NAME OF EVA STRATT AND RYLAND GRACE. I THOUGHT YALL WERE JUST SO HYPED ABOUT HER THAT YOU DEEMED THE FANDOM "STRATTLAND" LIKE IT WAS A VILLAGE LMAO
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I've been thinking a lot lately about how many trans women I've known who come to realize over time that they experience much more bottom dysphoria than they've consciously understood
I think this is partially a problem of trans women being fetishized, a trans woman's value being equated with her penis, but I think it's also partially a problem of availability. personally if something is difficult to attain then I have an internal reflex to unconsciously convince myself I don't want or need it. for this reason and many others it needs to be made easier
personally it's fucking crazy going through life not even being able to be naked around trusted loved ones or fully have sex because the dysphoria is so bad. it's unacceptable that so many of us have to live like this. it's horrible that for many trans women it's almost impossible to get the care we need. it does not have to be like this
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a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around
but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood
i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH
(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)
media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something
when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.
no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.
and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.
usually when you have a stomach bug your body is like yes sir we'll get this punk out of here, 48 hours tops. then you get a cold and your body is like I dunno ... between a few hours and eleven months ... maybe a week minimum .... you gotta understand we're short staffed
tbf to the body, stomach bugs are easier to flush out since they are already in The System That Flushes Things Out From The Body, and that includes BOTH ends.
with a cold you gotta wait for the macrophages in your blood to start Eating Everything, and they are. not big. it takes them a while. please be more considerate of your macrophages in the future, theyre doing their best
