unfortunately still alive

diagnosed chronic depression like everyone i guess., used to be horribly active on ana threads here when i was younger unfortunately..

I’m uncomfortable interacting with m1n0r menhera/jirai but i wish you all the best of luck

the scars fade within a week

i’ve never seen myself bleed that much in so many places at once

but when the wounds close it doesn’t feel good anymore

i don’t know if i like the scars or watching myself bleed, i don’t know which feeling im chasing

i got a good deep one on my thigh it’s always easier to do legs

i cut my face, i liked it since i don’t like my face anyways

and i put an X on my stupid stomach

i didn’t think i’d be cutting myself still 8 years later