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〈 SMS : 은지〉eunji-ah! i’m sorry that i couldn’t talk that much but!→  i bought several physical copies of your album to show my support!→  i would’ve been there at your performances but i had been too busy. i’m sorry about that.→  i like the piano version of ‘너란 봄’ btw! it’s so beautiful. you have a beautiful voice.

〈 SMS : 아영〉sorry for not texting you back. i’m busy right now.→  hopefully you forgive me? get back to you in a bit.→ i’m on break right now. what were we talking about again? i forget.→  how’s taking you out for some frozen yogurt for an apology?

there was some bitterness in his mouth about what happened back then. being told that they'd debut together and would be told that time and time again. they wouldn't debut together. them together, on stage, that's what could've been had they debuted like they were told. he could keep being bitter about it but he knows that he has to do what he has to do, which is what he has been doing for a while. though they're not promoting together right now, he couldn't forget about the hard times that he and the other male had been through. "sorry. i keep thinking about the times that we'd work hard and work tirelessly to get here. i'm thankful that i got to go through those hard times with you because there's no one i'd rather have gone through those times with. thank you for being here for me too."

“i have nothing to complain about myself because i get to go back to the dorm and get some rest there. i hated not being in korea then because i couldn't get much rest and i was by myself. it was hard but i had jinwoo hyung.” he'd think about that he had then and how his hyung was there for him through the hard times. he's thankful for him. “i haven't seen him in a while though. i'd have to go see him. i'm glad though that you and the members are promoting again.”

busy, busy, huh? hopefully you’re resting then. watch it soon!

〈 SMS : 현정 〉ㅠㅠ→  text me back. text me back.→ if i were dying, would you text me back then? because i think i’m dying. →  kidding, kidding. text me back though. i have to talk to you.

it’s a little sad that they’re typically on strict diets and hardly getting that much rest because they’re busy but he wouldn’t ever starve himself, even if he’s busy. he had starved himself before but that was back when he was training. he’d rather not think about that though. he himself has been busy because of the drama that he’s been acting in but he’s been trying to get some rest whenever he’s back at the dorm. he hasn’t been at the dorm in a while because of his responsibilities and commitments. he runs his tongue along his bottom lip before clearing his throat. “yeah? then i could see what else to get. what would you like to wash it down with? get water, it’s better for you and your skin.” he was half-kidding though, it wouldn’t kill them to get a bottle of soju with that. he likes water but he likes alcohol too. “fried chicken and soju then?”

“ah, hyung is merciful then. i’m sorry though.” he's not that reluctant to apologize to the other though. he had to apologize to the other because he felt bad and he couldn't keep a straight face. thankfully, the other reassured him that it's not a problem. he felt better about it and that's when he thanked the other. “thank you for forgiving me, hyung.” he was actually thankful of the other and he has been before but he couldn't thank him more for his forgiveness. he'd stuff his face with the chocolate cake before throwing the paper plate away. then he takes a few sips from his water bottle to clean his mouth and teeth. "it's so sweet and soft!"

〈 SMS : 승완〉i have a sore throat and i’m trying to sleep but i keep tossing and turning.→ sorry if you’re trying to sleep but i have no one else to bother right now.→ i like bothering you though ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ→ yah, seungwan-ah! wake up!

“oh, right, right. that’s what we were talking about. yeah, i haven’t acted in a korean drama before but i’m glad that i could be in the drama. i like acting but i’d rather be on stage.” he cleans the counter with the cloth before running it under some warm water. he puts it back on the counter to dry before grabbing the cup of coffee and taking a sip of it. “speaking of which, how’s the comeback? i’ve been trying to promote it myself. you have my support no matter what. even if we aren’t on stage together.”

“yeah, i had a granola bar for breakfast. i’m actually starving right now.” his stomach was aching because he hadn’t had that much. he rubs his stomach and nods his head, reassuring himself of that. “we could order some fried chicken and watch a movie at my dorm. my mouth is watering thinking about it.”

“…before you get mad at me, there’s more cake in the fridge. i was craving a dessert and i saw that you had some chocolate cake in there.” he tries to act innocent before taking a bite of the cake and chewing carefully. then he swallows the piece of cake and wipes his mouth off. “are you mad at me, hyung?”