WISHFUL.DREAMR

If I had dice with you girls online. And Heavenly I don't know if you remember but my little brother Jacob and when I saved his life he has a half-sister from his birth parents name Alyssa. But I don't know if she was ever related to my downstairs neighbors or not but his family really you know not that harmless or I may have got that backwards they're nice okay.

Dream upon a Wish, Wish upon a dream ..may all your dreams be granted ...and your wishes come true.. and cherish every moment I miss you I love you sweet dreams and now I'm not going to sleep

some want me to lie about it, but i dont think they understand... There are things in life I cannot lie about.

i dont know why he wants me to say it never happened, it hurts beyond the truth, beyond the point that they all fail to see.

i fell in love with a guy and im being punished for it. No its not

-do they have vehichle

-how far away are they needing to go to meet you

- what is the weather conditions

-if walking or other means of transportation can they make it.

Don't assume.

I miss u

I love u

Not that I should even have to say anything... Most already know, but yet noones there for you when you come to wits end!

Could just be spotting with all the stress and anxiety of everything along with walking half the way at least to Kingsbury... But then again you can also have a period the entire pregnancy...rare... But it does happen.

Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas And Happy New Year.

SO NO MATTER WHAT, THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER MAN IN MY LIFE: I MADE THAT CLEAR ONE TOO MANY TIMES. DONT TRY TO GET ME IN BED, DONT TRY TO TOUCH ME, STAY AWAY FROM ME, IF YOU CANT RESPECT ME VERBALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY, OR SEXUALLY, or psychologically!!!! IT DOESNT MATTER IF WE DONT WORK OUT, IT DOESNT MATTER IF IM WEARING A RING. I DO NOT HAVE TO PROVE TO ANY MAN THAT IM TAKEN BY ANOTHER MAN OR NOT!!! I SAID NO!!!

NO MEANS NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER; LOOK AT HER OR A PICTURE... IF SOME MEN TREATED YOUR DAUGHTER THIS WAY HOW WOULD YOU FEEL!!!

ALL BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH A GUY AND WANTED NOTHING BUT TO BE HIS LOVE AND PART OF HIS FAMILY???

AND THE SIMPLE FACT STILL REMAINS I SAID NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SORRY YOUR NOT USED TO WOmeN FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND WANTING TO BE FAITHFUL. IM SORRY YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO LISTEN AND ACTUALLY REALIZE HE WAS THE FIRST GUY TO RESPECT ME AND ALL THIS HAS DONE WAS TO trY TO GET HIM to DISRESPECT ME ON PURPOSE SO YOU GUYS WOULD LOOK BETTER. IM SORRY IF YOU KNEW YOUR FRIEND WAY BEFORE ME AND GOT OFFENDED THAT I REFERRED TO HIM AS MY BEST FRIEND... IM SORRY I WASNT THE PARTIER OR GIRL WHO HUNG AROUND UP TOWN.

IM SORRY THAT LIKE EVERYONE I HAVE A PAST JUST LIKE HE DOES. IM SORRY THAT I FELL FOR YOUR BROTHER, SON, NEPHEW, FRIEND, FAMILY MEMBER, BUSINESS ASSOCIATE AND YOU FELT AS IF I WAS TRYING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HIM. IM SORRY YOU COULDNT SEE ME FOR WHO I TRULY WAS ... IM Sorry THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM, FOR WHO HE WAS NO MATTER WHAT I DIDNT KNOW, ALL HIS PASTS, ALL HIS FLAWS, ALL THE THINGS NO ONE SEEN NOR COULD EVER APPRECIATE...

So to be very clear one more time... If some of the people involved wouldn't have been telling us both lies or that we were the wrong person, we never would have been going through most of it. He (and I do mean Thomas Ozdyck)...never hit me, he never abused me, he was the 1st and only person in 2019 that ever showed me respect, that made me see how priceless I was inside and out not just by looks but what he seen and heard himself. A woman's self esteem is more priceless when she's knows it And stands by it. When a man does that for her and gets her back onto the path of GOD and Jesus Christ, she holds on for as long as she can.

That's how I know it was real, it doesn't matter how short of time it was. You were not me, you did not go through all the damaging crap in my life.