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I have this unhealthy habit of not letting myself be sad about anything and then crying in front of people after one tiny trigger sets me off haha hahahahahaha

stop picking at the scabs and let it heal

everyone’s the same always waiting for others to take initiative

>:(

never will I ever see you again :c

I think I had hoped that this summer would make me more certain of what I want for my future but I feel even more confused now hahahhaha

i am thankful for everything that's happened so far and that i'm with a group of people that I can love and grow with

sometimes I don’t understand the things you do. I wish you would listen but you’re so staunch and set on your opinions that you refuse to take anything else into consideration. your mood is often so capricious. I don’t think you comprehend that by imposing your standards and ideals of what you think is right onto us is actually really selfish. I’m sorry we can’t be that perfect image that you want others to see and venerate. but we can breathe and stand and make decisions on our own just fine

LOL. I was wrong. oh well slightly disappointed though?!?!?

i’m scared hahahahha why don’t i ever think things through? i guess it forces me to leave it entirely up to you though and trust that it’ll all go according to your plan

home feels more like home now even though everything is the same maybe I've come to accept that things will stay the way they are

i’m so homesick

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