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hi it's been literal YEARS since i’ve been active but! i’m now into the gta fandom & trikey is my SHIT so please come to me about that stuff bc i’m just so invested into it that it doesn't make sense.

Anyways, Sean has changed my life in many ways. I feel like I'm rambling at this point but when it comes to shit like this I never know what to say :") but, mainly, I appreciate Sean and what he stands for. He will never be forgotten. 💚

(Not all of these are my ideas! I just incorporated a few into mine so they would possibly make sense!) So, if you go back to the Kill JSE moment where Anti appeared, he says; "Who do you think you've been watching all this time? Just my puppets." This obviously means that Sean, and the other egos are under his control. Sean almost verified it with the way he reacted to the "Is your character a puppet?" question in Akinator. JJ being a puppet of Anti is basically canon at this point, so why couldn't it apply to the rest of the egos and Sean himself? Schneeplestein was also a 'puppet' of Antis back in KJSE when he'd get controlled by him for small moments during the video. And, I honestly think Anti only did that so he could sabotage Schneeple trying to save Sean. Soon, Schneeple thinks Sean died, but he's put into a coma, supported by the words of Chase. "Jack! Jack, it's me, Chase! You have to wake up!" Then, In the Stories Untold series, one of the ending cutscenes is Sean finally waking up, stating that 'He remembered what he [Anti] did to him'. Sean now remembers what Anti did to him, yet Anti has focus on Chase now. Back when Sean did all of the creepy stuff before he left for tour, the focus was on Chase extremely. Chase pleaded to get his kids (and probably his wife) back from Anti, yet Anti refused and took over his mindset. That last part is a probability, since I have no idea what happened after Anti approached Chase. But, another scene shows Chase drinking, holding a frame in his hands. Alot of people suggest that after he walked out of the frame that he might have killed himself. Honestly, it's not a bad idea, but the reason why is a bit out in the air. In my opinion, it could be one of these two; — The fact that he let Anti take his kids (and wife) — Anti could be manipulating his depression (we've only seen this is DDLC but it's a possibility that Anti might have the same power as Monika) Both of them make ALOT of sense, but since we don't FULLY know the events of Chase and Anti's encounter, we don't know if any of these apply. In yesterday's video, Eggs for Bart, the very last few seconds of the video reversed audio was played as Marge gave a jumpscare. I noticed it, and went straight to Tumblr, immediately finding what it meant. "I will return when you least expect it." This is 100% Anti talking. Plus, in the end of the Akinator video, the audio in the end is Anti's laugh from "Say Goodbye" heavily distorted.

2 years ago today I posted this picture. It was the day that the song "All The Way" was uploaded and I had spent the entire day drawing this and listening to the song. After completing the picture, I posted it to Tumblr, having no idea that my idol, @therealjacksepticeye , would even take notice to the simple drawing. 2 years later, I'm now 14 years old, turning 15 in December. And I have seen the channel grow tremendously over the entire 4 years that I've spent watching him play games that I would've DREAMED to play. Over the past week, I'm honestly so proud of Sean taking a break for himself and for the channel. It was something thar all of us needed, and I have to say that personally I've been the happiest I've ever been these past 2 or 3 days. I really have to think Sean for that. The entire PMA movement is something that I will continuously do for the REST of my life, and I will never forget it because of the person it turned me into. Various social media platforms have had a bit of negative activity going around, but at the end of the day we always settle down and resolve our problems in one way for another. My stress reliever is always watching Sean, because he makes me laugh and he makes me realize that there really is a bit more to life then busting your ass to work all the time. Recently, I've even overwhelmed myself to be a cooler person than I actually am; and I roughly deal with almost being two people at once. Now, I'm realizing who I want to be and I'm gonna drive to do that with every fiber of my body. It's all thanks to Sean. I appreciate him greatly, and I feel like If I never began to watch him, then I would've never ended up at this point. Anyways, thanks for reading. I just needed to spill my guts about this song since it literally changed my life. :) <3