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as a child i used to be extremely confident. but as i got into middle school and high school, that dimmed a bit. i was definitely less confident. freshman year i wore a full face of makeup, it was thing back then. i absolutely loved it. but as the years passed, i ended up not liking it as much. i didnβt like the feeling of it on my face. i also felt too dependent on it which scared me. now with my hair, i used to wear bright colored sew ins as a child. colorful box braids. all of that. high school i always straightened my hair. now i tend to have it natural or bohemian braids.
hair advice for all types
get hair perfume that matches ur desire scent. i lean towards sweet scents like cupcakes and cookies. so i go for hair perfumes that have the same type. do not put actual perfume on your hair. hair glitter is another. i have this thing where i love to look mystical and fairy like. so if i have my hair straightened, iβll put some of that in there.
i happened to bleach and dye my hair a lot. atleast back then. so i focus on wearing it natural as much as i can. i donβt really use store bought products. i go the natural route. aloe vera plants is my love. i cut them in three or four giant pieces. put it in lukewarm water, soak it for a few hours to a day. this gets the yellow sap of the plant, please donβt skip that part because it can cause your hair or skin to be itchy. when iβm done, i cut them up into smaller pieces. put it in a container and refrigerate it until iβm ready to use it. now iβll either do one of two things: dam my hair with water and put the aloe in my hair, let it sit there for a hour or two then rinse it. or iβll just put it in my hair which iβm in the shower and wash it out immediately. i do that because i also use aloe as a shampoo. another thing i use as a shampoo is the conditioner tubes in hair dye boxes. which i need to stop because i will buy a box of hair dye, throw it away and use the tube π. i use that and aloe vera because my hair always comes out its prettiest doing those two and it makes it easy to detangle. i also believe i mentioned this before in my kalogeras post, i use this homemade mask once a week. its a mixture of egg, mayo, and olive oil. this is just what i do to give extra care to my hair due to the heat and bleach damage. however itβs not necessary because i havenβt done it in a few months. and itβs still got healthier with the aloe.
now to makeup
i tend to go for less. i can never find my foundation or concealer shade, if i do. i donβt like the feel of it. same goes for tined mosturizer. so i try to use as less products. when i watched euphoria, i loved the makeup looks. ill use the clinique overnight face mask, it just feels like a soft lotion. it doesnβt do much of a difference either but it makes me feel refreshed. iβll use the glossier lidstar eyeshadow, it feels very soft almost if itβs a lipstick but softer. iβm not sure if that makes sense but it doesnβt feel like eyeshadow. so i put two or three dots in my inner corner. i use the lily one. itβs like a shimmery lilac. then i use this highlighter from shein called julystar. i applied a little bit so i have to apply a bit more which i like. because i tend to mess up alot. so iβll put some of that my lids. it doesnβt give much of a difference just a look of glitter on ur lids. then iβll put a dot on my nose. the higher cheekbones. then any lipgloss is fine. and any mascara. just pick one that visibly makes ur lashes longer than before.
an example:
so almost this except for the liner, foundation, concealer.
now with lotion. i use vanilla cashmere. but i might go ahead and get the cake beauty lotion. i havenβt tried that one but i heard good reviews. i also love sweet scents like that. for perfumes, i go the beauty supply stores. they have the best perfume oils. they last long and they smell better than the expensive ones. the titles are sus tho icl π the best one in my opinion is pink p π± ssy.
start off buying a promise ring. make a promise to treat yourself like a goddess. nothing less. itβs a great reminder. also everybody knows girls get them from their partners. do you know attractive to see somebody buy themselves something? youβre holding yourself up. not lowering your standards.
stop looking for men on discord, snapchat, or tinder. if youβre getting mistreated in an way, you need to think to yourself. is this the guy or girl iβd want to marry?
being spoiled is a concept. you donβt need to be spoiled others, do it for yourself. others will follow. donβt reposts about wanting ramos. buy yourself them. make a color wheel online. put self care activities or date ideas on there. try to do atleast one or two things a week:
another thing about reposts. we all be stalking others reposts. donβt act like you donβt do it π never repost anything about an ex, talking stage, or anything like that. nothing about being mistreated. it shows that you let that stuff slide. now obviously if you talk to somebody, donβt feel the need to be secretive unless you want to. however you should start reposting stuff about how you expect good treatment. how you treat yourself with love. most guys pay attention to that. thatβs how youβre going to come across. also follow kayb on tiktok. when i came across his page, he started spilling so much info. things we used to think was cute isnβt as cute. for example, anytime you notice a guy hits you up every once in a while. itβs not because he misses you. itβs because the other girl isnβt giving him attention. now that doesnβt mean always. and itβs not the same for every guy. so if you do check him out, do it every once and while. because if you do it frequently, you might get paranoid about every guy. you donβt need to be closed off, just aware.
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i could see her making cute girly mocktails or drinking pink lemonade often. it makes her feel and look chic.
nail art is definitely one of her hobbies. you always see her with different colors and patterns. i think you can pull up a picture of her with nail polish in her fridge.
i donβt really see her having candles in her room. she seems like sheβd have fairy lights and paris themed bed sheets. maybe a one direction cut board.
her choice of perfume would definitely be britney spears or nicki minaj. i could also see her wearing someday by justin bieber. in terms of specific scents, i would say hanna would go for cake or cupcake ones.
sweets bring her comfort. try to get a sweet treat whenever you want. donβt feel restricted.
reality tv is a big yes. jersey shore, keeping up with the kardasians, and bad girls club.
if youβre a book lover, i would say gravitate towards dork diaries or poison apple books. also any self or beauty care book.
hanna loves shopping. that doesnβt mean spend your money on everything you see. you can go to the mall with your besties or just yourself. find a store, try on the most ridiculous items or gorgeous prom dresses. just because. now if you wanna shop tho, go to thrift stores on the rich side of your town. this way you can get designer + vintage items.
other hobbies would include attending a cosmetology course, calling your friends, looking up celebrity blind items, chubby bunny challenge, making ramos, playing with puppies, or doing just dance with your besties.
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i feel like aria spends time in her room. candles are definitely an essential. it gives you more a comfortable atmosphere. in my opinion, i could see her going for chocolate or coffee scents. this also goes for perfume as well.
we almost never seen her actually do her hw but i could see her possibly doing it at a local coffee shop. this also goes into reading books. this is why i recommend barnes and noble. they have both books and lattes. now for book genres, she seems to be into classics. however i think any book is fine. wether itβs romance, history, or nonfiction. whatever youβre content with. use wattpad, tumblr, or any state library for more options.
dye your hair. any color at any time. be spontaneous with it. do your research on taking care of newly dyed hair however. overtime hair gets grey. that doesnβt mean ignore the health of it but have fun with it. i changed my hair countless around of times. i was able to bounce back from damage. aria would definitely use the manic panic brand.
aria tends to watch a lot of old hollywood movies. if thatβs your thing then iβd say go for it. i could also see her watching shows like tagged and the vampire diaries.
many people assume that sheβd listen to lana deal rey due to her relationship with ezra and appearance. i personally think aria would listen to kesha or pierce the veil.
you might have to kiss a few frogs before you meet your prince. donβt feel discouraged if you see everyone seems like they met their match. any animosity you receive from men has nothing to do with you. regardless of gender, you have a beautiful energy. thats what causes the jealousy. it brings out their insecurities. in the humblest way possible, itβs most definitely not you. nothing you need to change.
PILE TWO - DANIELA
please donβt settle. donβt be the other woman. the second you feel as if youβre back up or used in any way, leave. it doesnβt matter what these people tell you. you should always be the first choice. if you know something, speak up.
PILE THREE - SERENA
the past is the past. itβs always good to take your time. if you donβt like somebody, let them know. honesty will be your best friend. however you need to recognize if youβre pushing somebody away for a good reason or out of fear. recognize these patterns. and recognize that theyβre people as well. with true feelings. not placeholders.
PILE FOUR - LEAH
toxicity can be fun. itβs because of the passion. but in the long run, itβs not. being constantly stressed isnβt good. relationships arenβt always perfect, there will be fights. thatβs a given. however that shouldnβt always be the case.
Horse riding was never on your radar, but with summer stretching out ahead, you werenβt about to waste it. You were hanging out in Emilyβs room, snacking on the chocolate chip cookies Pam had baked, when you sighed, βI have no idea what Iβm going to do this summer.β Emily and Maya exchanged a look before Emily spoke up. βHow about this camp my friend Spencer is going to?β
You were less than thrilled. You had a history with the HastingsβSpencerβs unwavering stare and Melissaβs snickering had left a bad taste in your mouth. You had assumed Spencer was either racist or had some personal issue with you. Whenever you confronted her, sheβd either look away or blush, further fueling your assumptions. Maya nudged your elbow, urging you to go. βIt might be fun,β she said with a hopeful grin.
So, you agreed, deciding to give it a shot.
When you walked into the barn, the first person you saw was Melissa Hastings. You fought the urge to roll your eyes as she looked up, surprised to see you. βOh, Spencer is going to love this,β she said with a smirk. You raised an eyebrow but kept your mouth shut. You were planning to stay at the camp for a few months, and you didnβt want to start any drama right away.
Then, the cutest horse trotted over to you, its curious eyes fixed on you. Spencer dashed after it, calling out, βPistachio!β
You couldnβt help but laugh. βThe horseβs name is Pistachio?β
Spencer nodded, catching her breath. βYep, and heβs supposed to be your horse.β
Later, you caught up with your friend Imani, and things were going well until Spencer walked in to grab her textbooks. Despite the semester not starting yet, she was engrossed in her reading material. As she left, she gave Imani a frosty look, which didnβt go unnoticed by you. You called her out on it, but Spencer just smacked her lips and mumbled something dismissive. It was clear she didnβt care about you at the moment.
Over the next few days, Spencer started ignoring you. Feeling guilty about the confrontation, you decided to make amends. You knew Spencer loved coffee, so you began leaving a cup by her desk every morning. But despite your efforts, the cup remained untouched.
One night, with most of the girls at Noel Kahnβs party, it was just you and Spencer in the cabin. Imani was supposed to stay and keep you company, but she suggested you take advantage of the situation to talk to Spencer. You knew it would be tough for Spencer to forgive you, but you had to try.
You waited until the right moment. After a shower, you returned to the room wrapped in a towel. As you moved about, the towel slipped from your grasp and fell to the floor. You noticed Spencerβs gaze follow the movement, her eyes lingering on you.
You let her take in the view for a moment before calling her name. βSpencer?β
βHuh?β she replied, her voice a mix of surprise and curiosity.
You quickly put on your shirt and walked over to her. She stared at you, her expression a mix of confusion and intrigue. You climbed onto the bed, positioning yourself above her, feeling the tension crackle in the air. Her delicate fingers brushed over your thighs, a soft touch that made your heart race. You leaned in close, your lips almost brushing her ear as you whispered, βAm I forgiven?β
In that moment, her eyes softened, and you could sense that the barriers between you were starting to come down.
i donβt even write hcs but bridget stole my heart icl.
BRIDGET CRUSHING ON YOU HCS ΰ¨ΰ§βο½‘Λ β
isnβt upfront and vocal about her crush on you. often blushing anytime you look at her. she makes comments hoping youβll pick up on it. βoh i wish somebody was that into me, i wish i had a date to the danceβ. doesnβt offer you hugs like she does with everyone due to her shyness. but she loves when youβre affectionate with her. baking is her specialty. when she offers sweets to her classmates, she always has a separate plate for you. that way shes never empty handed. bridget gets jealous easily but she isnβt possessive. instead of her getting mad, youβll see her with hurt puppy dog eyes. youβll find her baking more sweets than usual to cope. she carries extra hair ties, pads, gloss, and girly essentials in case you need anything. she also purposely leaves her items in your room so she has an excuse to see you. if youβre involved with somebody else, sheβd definitely leave it in a cute way to mark her territory. you guys paint each others nails, watch romance movies, and play with puppies. cute stuff like that
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*caution: mentions of personal limiting beliefs* you can skip through this if you want, but itβs mainly talking about my own journey and what i struggled with π¦
for me, iβve been heavily into law of assumption and law of attraction for about 7 years now. i tried many different manifestation techniques, i never found one that fit. i got into sammy ingram when she first made her youtube channel. she was one of my fav youtubers. not just because of her advice but i loved her personality. i binged her videos. she always gave good information but i knew for me, affirmations never helped. i always looked into the 3d, even when i knew i shouldnβt. anytime i saw a sign, i would freak out because i thought i would continue to manifest signs instead of my desire. i also overthought a lot and felt like if i had one opposing thought, that my manifestation wouldnβt come. the thing is iβm aware that this stuff doesnβt affect how your desires come in, but i still freaked out over it. this is just a few of the many issues i had. i tried scripting, water methods, subliminals. i even had a subliminal channel, people would get results but i never got any from my own or others. now iβm highly aware that i have limiting beliefs yall π this is what is causing me to not achieve what i want. this is something that iβve been working on for years and i know that iβll gradually move past it.
WHAT IVE BEEN CURRENTLY DOING TO MANIFEST MY DESIRES
vision boards. i make them for multiple desires or specifically just one. if i want something to come fast, i put a 2 month time frame on it and then i also put the year. so say i wanted to manifest a car right now. , iβd make a vision board of my dream car. then iβd write a text that says βjuly - august 2024β. i had this strict belief that manifestations come in 3 days or less. however, i always put a 2 month time frame because i know i can easily get upset and doubt it. id make the collage of that i want on my phone. then iβd put it as my wallpaper for 3 days or more. i did this because iβd gradually look at it multiple times a day, this way my mind could be familiar with my desires. with this however, i can talk to my friends about my desires. i can have so many doubts and think the opposite but somehow it still works for me. but anyway, iβd look at it for a few days and then change it to something completely different, any wallpaper. i delete the vision board from my camera roll. (if you go to settings and wallpapers, itβs still there as a choice to view in the future) then iβd just forget about it. sometimes but no always, iβll put a reminder to check my vision board after the timeframe i put it. so for the car example, iβd put a reminder after august. then i go back and see what manifested. at the end of the day, we all think differently. we all have different ways to manifest. and if youβre somebody like me who has a lot of limiting beliefs, donβt feel discouraged. i used to get upset that everybody got subliminal or manifestion results, but i eventually found something that worked for me. and you will too.
read one direction fanfics, get a summer job at pink or hollister, put up cute fairy lights, get a mustache tattoo, buzzfeed quizzes, watch bethany mota, play moviestarplanet, read dork dumb diaries, get froyo, read the fault in our stars, eat macaroons, scroll on tumblr, watch pretty little liars, do the chubby bunny challenges, get colorful highlights, paint ur nails, water balloon fight, bake cupcakes, read j-14 magazines, and a gossip girl marathon
hair care is crucial. look into diy hair masks that revive ur curls. the most infamous one is the egg, olive oil, and mayo one. now you donβt have to stop doing things like straightening your hair but keep it to a minimum, make sure you have heat protectant. curling brands to consider is lola or skala, both brazilian brands. i believe they all use bounce curl products however. just take ur hair journey slow, research if possible. natural shampoos like using aloe vera gel straight from the plant could be beneficial. however it is not necessary.
now with clothes, they have a variety of different items. sometimes they share the same clothes. but a majority of them are bodycon dresses and basics (plain tees, tube tops, and such). this is something you can find anywhere.
and lastly, self love. the kalogera sisters know theyβre fine. and so should you. sometimes itβs harder to gain confidence than it is others. you hear fake it til you make it. tbh iβm learning myself as well. ur self love journey is something sacred. you will eventually find your way. i know for me, i might not feel the most confident but when i put megan thee stallion onβ¦ thatβs another story π. i also never neglect self care. i do my activities every friday, itβs the best day for beauty and self care. wether thatβs making homemade hair and skin masks. treating myself to some sweets. baking cookies. thatβs another thing i think sunday does? she loves to bake. thatβs a good way to treat yourself. and thereβs many recipes, both homemade and storebought.
how do you think armando would react if yβall had the most passionate sex and you left in the middle of the night, acted like nothing had happened at work
-> warning: heavy smut, slight dumbification, mix of bodily fluids, unprotected sex (wrap it up!!), angst, mature language, Selena is really annoying, Minors DNI.
-> authors note: thanks for requesting, hope you enjoy! this is probably my proudest work yet. If anyone wants to be apart of my taglist, comment below.
πππ πππππππ: Screwin - Summer Walker ft. Omarion.
ππππ and red roses slowly glided off the duvet as he moves up and down, matching the maleβs thrusts into the helpless girl beneath. Triads of gasps and moans filled the room as the two made love, slaps echoed throughout while the two loversβ skin connected with each other.
The connections created a white ring around the latinoβs cock, caused by the mix of juices between the woman and him. Selenaβs back arched as she gripped on the manβs broad shoulders, giving him small, red scratches that would probably lift up by tomorrow.
βFuckβ¦ just like that.β She breathed, running his hands through his hair as he continued to thrust into her.
βYou like that?β
Selena doesnβt even have time to answer, the man diving into her neck. Kissing her soft, melanated skin while he leaves a trail of burgundy marks. He quickens his pace, pushing his whole length inside of her, bottoming her out causing her to whine out in pleasure and a little bit of pain. βOhhh, fuck!β
βYouβre taking me so well baby..β
He laughed at your whining, enjoying seeing you lose yourself further and further for him, seeing yourself get frustrated. βYouβre so fucking wet..β biting her earlobe ever so gently as he speeds up his pace. His cock pistoning in and out of you cashing him to grunt, losing the ability to control himself more and more.
βOh fuck baby, please please please..β Selena babbles, the pleasure now being the only feeling there as it clouds her mind. This being the only thing now controlling her cognition and behaviour.
βAgΓ‘rrate por mΓ, nena, ya casi estoy ahΓ..β
βI canβt, i canβt!β
A random act stops her continuous period of babbling, feeling something enter her mouth. It was his thumb, he quickly pulled it out, it making a small βPop!β sound while a string of saliva comes with it. Dropping on the womanβs exposed torso. Too blinded by the pleasure going on within her, she fails to recognise what heβs just done, until she feels it.
Wet trails of just saliva lead from the top of her vagina to the clit as he slowly presses on it and starts running gently. Armando wraps his one arm around your shoulders as he now continues to pound into the hispanic woman while circling her clit, sending shockwaves through her body due to the temperature play demonstrated by the man. The hot sensation of your clit contrasts with the cool temperature of your manβs thumb, causing them little hairs on your body to stand up, generating goosebumps. Selenaβs jet black hair sticks to the pillow as the sweat generating from her head creates a glue type consistency onto the silk pillow behind her
Selenaβs eyes roll back and she stops clawing on the males back, instead throwing her arms to the sides of her. The emotions of arousal causing her to submit to them being too much for the poor girl. Pulsating on the latinoβs dick, her lips part. βI canβt wait, i need to..β
The man looks into her eyes. Her heterochromatic eyes stare right back at him. A connection of lust, passion, and weirdly enough, love. Leaning forward, Armando embraces her into a kiss, roughly attacking her lips like a wild animal chasing its prey. Not getting enough of her taste. The woman engages with it just as hard, seeming as if though, she does not want to let him go either. His thrusts become more erratic, clearly reaching his climax too.
βLetβs do it together baby, iβm going to cum in you so fucking bad. i need to-β
βOh fuck!!β
Without warning, a rush of pleasure cascades down the light-skinned girl, causing her toes to curl as she releases all her juices on him. The womanβs orgasm elicited a sense of relief from the latinx male as he too begins to move faster, his skin slapping against hers before releasing his load into her. His pace begins to slow down, his hips still jolting but dying down ever so slightly. βte sientes tan bien nena..β Armando whispered to the exhausted woman below.
βI fucking love you.β
[π·οΈ]
ππ πππ πππππππππ 3 am in the morning. Selena looked to the left of her and saw a muscular arm over her stomach with the caramel toned male, nuzzling into her neck. His expression was unreadable but he seemed to be at peace with the slow, shallow breathing he did. Finally having a good nights sleep, the first in a while.
Still, even with the comfort of the man lying next to her, she felt ashamed to be here. Or yet, embarrassed. She slept with her bossβs son again. Only supposed to be a one time thing, yet, she foolishly agreed to be friends with benefits. However now, her feelings were involved. She was confused on what to do..
Sighing, she slowly removed his arm before throwing a shirt over her. Selena began to collect her things, guilt washing over her face as she looked back at the male.
He was still sleeping, his pink lips slightly parted as he begins to exhale out of his mouth too.
βI knew i shouldnβt have done this..β The woman whispered to herself, holding the silver crusted pendant that was hanging off her neck, the one Armando got her. Sadness began to creep down her as she basked in her thoughts, negative thoughts at that. βYouβre leading him on, he deserves for you to tell him straight up.β
But, how was she leading him on if she loved him too?
How does she love him, if one day she pretends she hates him?
How do you love him if you feel like youβve sinned after making love?
A deep voice suddenly breaks her train of thought as she hears a ruffle of sheets on the bed and someone clearing their throat. βWhat are you doing mamΓ..?β
Selena looks at him with regret filling her eyes, the brown iris now illuminating as the male turns on the lamp next to him.
βArmando..β
βΒΏDe verdad estΓ‘s huyendo de nuevo?β
βI am not running away. Donβt fucking insult me like that. We havenβt even established what we are, are we lovers, friends with benefits or am i just a girl you use whenever youβre bored!β
βI just fucking said i love you, dejar de tratar de jugar a la vΓctima. To think that the first time you did this i thought you was overwhelmed because of how sudden it was.β
βYou couldβve just said that in the moment-β
βSHUT UP!β Anger boomed from his voice as he shouted, knocking the lamp over in the process as he looked at you with rage but love in his eyes. βDo not try and manipulate me just because you are confused with what you want.β
That silenced her. At a loss for words, she didnβt even bother saying anything else. Was she really manipulative?
ππππ πππ πππππ. Not only was she ignoring Armando, still hurt about what he said, he was ignoring her too. Making her job easier, which only hurt her more. Was Selena upset because he was right? She loved him so much but why did she not show him that?
Every-time the group had to talk, they would sit apart from each other. Group celebrations were awkward too, Armando didnβt even glance at the poor girl, treating her as if she didnβt even exist. A game that she started, ended up being ran by the true player as she realised she could never beat him in his own game.
She noticed. As did everyone else too. It wasnβt until Kelly had to ask you what was wrong was where you just fell apart. βI fucked up so so bad Kelly. He hates me.β She sobbed into her hands, her hair a mess as sadness yet desperation hung over her head. All the other woman could do was comfort her as she cried into her arms.
Little did she know there was someone behind that door who heard it all.
However, footsteps trailed away from the door, leaving the love they had behind.
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π·οΈ - He would be very keen on spending time together one on one especially during his time in the cartel where itβs unknown if there will be another tomorrow.
π·οΈ- I think he would love staying inside his villa with you and enjoying a nice home meal while watching a movie.
π·οΈ- He would love giving you self defence lessons and training you in the gym, especially since thatβs his element. This man would have a whole training and diet plan already made for you.
π·οΈ- Armando would try take you out every now and then, maybe to go shopping or for a nice dinner just to give you a feeling of a relatively normal life. He wouldnβt do this often though, probably only doing this for anniversaries as he wouldnβt want to place you in any danger.
π·οΈ- He would enjoy coming back home after some business he had to handle whether that was securing a deal or carrying out an execution, to see you sleeping in your shared bed. This would give him a sense of security and also spend some quality time of sleeping together.
π·οΈ- He would not be someone to do public display of affection. The thought of someone seeing him be vulnerable with you would probably cause trouble.
π·οΈ- The only display of affection he would do would be longing stares at you if you walk past him, sneaky winks or he would hold your fingertips as you talk to him, making sure to hold eye contact with you.
π·οΈ- It would be a struggle at first to make him initiate affection as he grew up without parents. An incarcerated mother and a dad he grew up to hate? A whole lot of issues.
π·οΈ- However, he would eventually warm up to the idea.
π·οΈ-Behind closed doors, he would love wrapping his arms around you and hugging you as it gives him the satisfaction of protecting you.
π·οΈ- He would also love giving you slow, passionate kisses. (depending on his mood) The type to make you and him both, longing for more.
π·οΈ- however if heβs angry, you already know heβs going to be grabbing your face and forcing you into a heated, passionate kiss. His hands exploring your body as he releases his frustrations.
π·οΈ- He would openly compliment your superficial things such as your clothes, hair or makeup.
π·οΈ- However, getting something beneath the surface level for him would be tough.
π·οΈ- Heβs overly critical and cynical of the world, believing evil things happen to everyone and that you never really know someoneβs true self.
π·οΈ- However, his perception quickly changed when he met you.
π·οΈ- You showed him something different, a breath of fresh air. He loved the way you carried yourself, holding yourself with grace but not hesitant to assert yourself.
π·οΈ- One day he would say, βI really admire your character baby.β
π·οΈ- You would look at him in shock, not hearing those words before and quite frankly caught off guard at his sensitive words. Nevertheless you would smile and reply, βI learnt it all from you.β
π·οΈ- This wouldnβt really be a big one for him.
π·οΈ- I believe he would expect you to be able to do things for yourself, he wouldnβt be able to care for you, himself and his cartel as well. He would get frustrated at your lack of ability to be able to care for yourself.
π·οΈ- However, if you ever get hurt or sick you can bet on it that heβs taking care of you.
π·οΈ- He wouldnβt let anyone help you, only him.
π·οΈ- He would change your dressings or help you take your medication. Even bring you soup for your sore throat.
π·οΈ- He would help clean up around the bedroom and help you do basic tasks again.
π·οΈ- He has maids for the rest, so whatβs the point.
π·οΈ- Armando wouldnβt really get you surprise gifts, he would much prefer to give you money and allow you to buy your own.
π·οΈ- He would surprise you with an amount of cash and then you can buy what you want.
π·οΈ- Sometimes heβll come back with a new necklace for you that has his initials or the name of his cartel, just to let other know that youβre claimed.
π·οΈ- If it was your birthday, you can bet the whole mansion would be decorated and there would be a private jet awaiting you, ready to take you on a holiday resort.
have a diary of some sort. it could be a physical one. a video diary. locked notes on ur phone. anything. its always to get out whatβs on your mind, spill ur secrets with no judgement whatsoever. itβs personal and sacred to you.
II
everybody looks cute with curls. wether itβs natural or from a curling iron. invest in your hair routine. the health of ur hair is always important. homemade protein masks. brazilian curling creams (lola & skala). conair curling iron.
III
get a cute summer job. somewhere like victoria secret or hollister. use that employee discount to your advantage. talk to cuties !
IV
always have a pair of wedges stashed in your closet. the perfect gloss as well. babylips or eos lip balm.
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