I’d been curious since beginning puberty, but I didn’t act on my curiosity until my last year of high school. I was a wide receiver on the football team so I had no problems getting girls. There wasn’t a reason for why I’d been curious, I just was. While most of my friends got horny whenever a girl walked by them, I got horny whenever a girl or a boy walked by me. It was that way all throughout high school for me as well. During my senior year, I became friends with Derek Calloway, a short openly gay dude in my English class. We didn’t really talk at school but outside of school, we talked all the time. The talking turned into subtle flirting and the subtle flirting turned into playing around physically. I knew he already knew I wanted to do things with him but I made it clear when I told him to skip school one day.
“Why did you want to skip school?” he asked me over the phone that morning. “You wanna hang out or something?”
“I wanna hang out but not out somewhere,” I replied.
“So, you wanna come over to my house?”
“Yeah. But I ain’t gonna come if you’re gonna be on some bullshit.”
“Hakeem, we could’ve hung out after school. It’s not like you have football practice during the winter.”
“Your parents would be home after school.”
“You want me to come over or not?”
“I do. But why are you acting so weird?”
“Yes, you are.” He laughed a little and asked, “Is this about what happened the other night in your car?”
“Ugh, I can’t stand you curious DL boys. Y’all are annoying as fuck. Just because we were playing around in your car and your dick got hard doesn’t mean anything.”
“Derek, I been thinkin’ about this type of shit for a minute now. I been thinkin’ about it since before I started kickin’ it with you. I just…wanna do somethin’ about it now.”
He was quiet for a little while before asking, “Do something like what?”
“Whatever you’re cool with.”
I was nervous as fuck but I didn’t want him to know that. I’d been thinking about fucking him since the first time we locked eyes in English class at the beginning of that school year. I thought about him the most at night before going to sleep. My dick would get hard and I’d have to jackoff and bust a nut just so I could get to sleep. I don’t know what it was about him but he attracted me more than anybody else at our school. Just hearing his voice over the phone had my dick hard.
“So, wassup?” I asked him. “Are we gonna get into some shit or what? And don’t even think about playin’ games with me.”
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