socrates chose death

I slept all day, I’ll go to storage tomorrow and grab things

I don’t think I am going tnt

the time clocks over there don’t work yet so I can’t be tracked when I take lunch

I’m gonna just take naps in my car and not really do anything tnt

I touched base with my manager. I don’t even know if he works anywhere during the night or is only available bc he’s salary, I haven’t met him yet

so yeah I’m just mentally recouping still

I owe U-Haul like $150 so it’ll be the weekend before I get my mattress but I’ll start moving things out storage tomorrow morning

Supposedly my suburban will be out the shop next week but I still have to put new rims and tires bc 2 rims are cracked and 3 tires are bad with nails

i just want to be out this rental already

i called the apartment complex for my welcome packet so I can see my deposit amount, so I’m expecting that today

I’m just finna do school work and study the math section for the AFOQT

my daughter started 1st grade today I can’t wait to hear about it

I got approved for my apartment I’m just waiting for my welcome packet and deposit amount since it’ll be a little bit adjusted for the month since I’m okay to move in on the 7th

my explorer is in the shop and I’m waiting on an estimate

I went ahead and took my suburban in to get the engine oil sensor replaced so I can go back driving that

i got a room at motel 6 for the night, I might extend it another night or change locations

then with GBI turning me around

it feels like intervention

I don’t feel rejection, I just feel like I’m getting signs now is not the time to be executing anything

the only things left on my list this year is finish my masters program and rejoin the military part time as an officer

it’s not even frustration I’m feeling

I just keep thinking how can I respond to these events and not react

driving to Conyers to buy some cheap tennis shoes and print out my consent form