socrates chose death

I was practicing coding on that trying to make web apps

it has all my cracked apps like my 2008 iMac does but at least I could be in bed now

my 2020 MacBook Air has a broken screen so I only use it on a monitor

I have my 2022 imac i forgot about idk what to do with it really yet. I wanna use it as a content computer

like always been in my corner

she makes me feel like I can still make things happen lol

I love all her music and music videos

she's in France and I sent her 2 vids of me on camera and my music playing

she's been asking me to do videos for ever

Her feedback is so good bc it's focused on developing and outgrowing yourself, no ass kissing

Like I always get a green light from her when something meets her standards and she tells me to work on something else

My check finna be right again

Everybody love the shine, they don't know the boulders

Shawty said "pick me," I picked the road

I think I'm satisfied with what I have

Everything pretty much is speaking about my actions

I think I want to write more imagery and emotions

it's corruption like that, that makes me feel in my bones those seats are attainable

like imagine actually wanting to do work instead of milking benefits

servant leader roles are what I want to have a career doing

And all the old people keep dying and retiring

There is a huge gap needing to be filled

I don't think I'm going to push forward on any of the processes and interviews

now I would leave Amazon for law enforcement still

I wish money swayed me bc Amazon would have my ass in clutches

idk I wrote down 3 years ago the path I wanted to go down and slowly working in IT was being written out and public service being written in

Law enforcement to lawyer to prosecutor to judge or federal member

Most of the data center managers joined within the last 8 months, so to hear them say that perked my ears up

They even have a dedicated program you can apply to go down management and leadership

several people asked to exchange favors for rent