Gone, Gone, Gone, Gone.

I think I rest my case.

https://byecatfish.tumblr.com/post/170670234423/no-you-arent-gonna-get-sympathy-for-your

https://therpcisliteralcrap.tumblr.com/post/170205903189/hellsuffered-thecalloutblog

http://gutread.tumblr.com/post/167922965362/ill-try-to-make-this-quick-this-is-going-to-be

All of you are STILL acting like you didn’t make a witch hunt against me in December. Like it never fucking happened. 

6+ people teamed up to “take me down” by writing SUPER fallacious callout posts, silencing my friends who wanted to defend me, sent people to my inbox telling me to KILL MYSELF, and then when I finally make response posts that show you’re all problematic as fuck, that’s apparently an attack? Is it really? You guys dealt damage first. The only difference between your posts and mine, is I was telling the truth about you all. None of you liked being told you were constantly complaining about canon Gorillaz, kept getting notes off Jamie Hewlett’s characters, but refused to leave the fandom. I caught on to your motives and that’s why you all wanted to chase me off my blog. When I left for a while, you guys just went back to the same shit I pointed out. 

Again. I made 2 vague posts about you specifically on my blog. Dong was the only other person that made a vague post about you on their blog, referring to you as john hates gnomes. That was her. You didn’t even know I talked about disliking your blog in the Lappy Handfill server UNTIL the call out posts were made and Dong sent 2 useless screenshots for Simone’s call out, one of them being herself celebrating you deleting your blog when nobody else did. It completely went over your head that she was the one feeding off of the drama, not me. If you received anon hate, at the time it probably was someone from the Lappy Handfill server who saw the conversations but I wouldn’t go as far to say it was the friends I’ve made from there that did it. Regardless of who sent you things, I also still apologized if my shit talking made that happen in ANY capacity. You’re the only one who deserved an apology and that was for my petty behavior, openly discussing why I didn’t like your blog and felt that it had sketchy vibes. I wasn’t the only one who remembers your old blog and the discourse that came from it. You STILL choose to say I pushed you to suicidal thoughts, that I was an abuser who made my friends attack you and was a bystander letting it happen. 

“Fall down the stairs. Eat my shit, lick my balls, have fun doing it.” 

And funny how you mention the "hate campaign" against you in December when you and your friends did all the shit to me the summer before that even happened.

Interesting how you bring up people running you off your blog for pointing out that you're a bad person that thinks she's the queen of Gorillaz and that everyone should listen to her and abide by her rules... because did you or did you not publicly mock me amd discuss hating me in your server, prompting people to attempt to run me off as well? I guess it only matters if it happens to you. The only discourse is the discourse you allow. No one is allowed to hate Jamie or criticize Gorillaz because Queen Risa demands it, and if you do anyway, you get labelled "sketchy" and it's public ridicule for you.

What's even funnier is that I hardly even post critical things in the tags anymore because people like you can't handle someone thinking precious Hewlett and company aren't perfect, yet because I make untagged posts on my blog about hating ships and finding Jamie racist, I'm suddenly "back to my old ways" as though I was entirely unjustifable in everything I had done before you guys decided to hivemind against me. Even though you also made ship hate posts.

I haven't even wanted to make critical posts in awhile because I was having fun with the characters, but please continue pushing the idea that I hate Gorillaz and only criticize it to ruin the fandom. Because that's the only reason anyone would ever express frustration over things they like.

And uh, it didn't go over my head that other people were involved, but I didn't know who they were, I just knew that you were involved. How am I supposed to go against people if I don't know them? But once I found out about you and all the shit you talked about me, of course I hated you. You were being an asshole and talking trash about me in a semi-public server. If I had known that Dong was the main cause of it, I would have been against both of you, but she ran before I could figure it out.

Also, there are screenshots within your callout post which you call "fallacious", yet you make a callout about me with zero proof and then try to claim that yours is better. And then go even further to blame me for the lack of evidence because I deleted... because of the harrassment from your friends that arose from your server.

And dear god, I already know the discourse I got into, yet you keep bringing it up. A good chunk of my followers remember too, so uh, you got me there? I regret some of it, yes, but I still said some things I stand by.

You keep minimizing your involvement in the way you guys made me feel as if that makes what you did any better. It wasn't just you, I know that. It was all of you that made me feel that way. You were still a part of it and yet you act like I should just hand wave away your involvement just because you weren't the only one even though you directly contributed and even talked shit after my deletion as well.

"Fall down the stairs" doesn't constitute me wanting you to die just as the statement "I'll punch you in the face" doesn't, though obviously, it was violent, so I will give you that. But please excuse the hell out of me for being sick and tired of you and your buddies driving me to hurt myself and then acting like you meant no ill will and couldn't possibly see someone hurting themselves over what you guys had started. Please excuse me for being pissed that you kept hurting people and acting innocent.