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WARNING: This story implies/references some potentially triggering topics including domestic abuse, sexual assault, a past miscarriage (chemical pregnancy), and follows the journey of how the characters deal with it. Please consider these carefully before reading. I can’t stress this enough!

A/N: This all started out as a one shot idea of Dean playing with kids and nerf guns. That one shot hasn’t been written yet because my brain wanted to know where the kids came from, but Dean will get his hands on a nerf gun in this fic.

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Chapter 1 - Yearning

Chapter 2 - Harbouring

Chapter 3 - Confronting

Chapter 4 - Familiarising

Chapter 5 - Languishing

Chapter 6 - Domesticating

Chapter 7 - Honeydaying

Chapter 8 - Disconcerting

Chapter 9 - Ruminating

Chapter 10 - Saddling

Chapter 11 - Containment

Chapter 12 - Sentiment

Chapter 13 - Derisionment

Chapter 14 - Announcement

Chapter 15 - Disappointment

Chapter 16 - Ligament

Chapter 17 - Retirement (working title)

Chapter 18 -

Chapter 19 -

Chapter 20 -

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one shots

— Sweet Everythings | fluff (1k)

Admissions, cuddles, and kisses.

— Saccharine | smut (5.3k)

What do you get when you mix a college Halloween party with beer and a pretty girl wearing a pirate costume?

A jealous Anakin Skywalker.

— Practice | smut (2.4k)

Playing with Anakin’s hair leads to you practicing your dominant side.

— Passionfruit | smut (2.1k)

Ingesting a foreign fruit leaves you and Anakin feeling strange.

You leave Anakin a special recording on his tablet.

— State of Grace | fluff, comfort (1.3k)

Anakin finds comfort in you when he can't sleep.

— Had It Up To Here | smut (4.6k)

After argument, Anakin's patience for you has grown thin.

multi-part

— As Fate Would Have It | modern!au, dilf!anakin x onlyfans!/assistant!reader

— Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince | modern!au, high school!au

blurbs/drabbles

Your Eyes Only

vampire!anakin thoughts

dad!anakin x dancer teacher!reader

dilf!anakin’s new assistant is his favorite onlyfans performer - now a series under the title "as fate would have it"!

anakin when he's sick

sin saturday drabbles

◂ main masterlist

‘Baby it’s cold outside’ with modern!Ani

‘Winter Wonderland’ with modern!Ani

‘Friendship’ With modern!Ani

Nicknames with cowboy!Ani

unspoken rule with cowboy!Ani

Wild, Wild West cowboy!Ani

🖤corresponding with mafia!Ani

AJ (Takers 2010):

getting to know him

Anakin Imagines/concepts:

cowboy!Anakin

Late night drives with modern!Ani

modern!Ani after a fight

dancing in front of modern!Ani

Bridgerton!Anakin

mafia!Ani

casual dominance with modern!Ani

casual dominance pt.2

scene that reminds me of mafia!Ani

college professor!Anakin

Anakin thoughts:

modern!Ani in a baseball cap

modern!Ani in the fall

Car guy!Ani

modern!ani energy

Modern!Ani at a halloween party

not just the men, but the women and the children too

Sassy men apocalypse

Modern!Ani and Obi-Wan

human furnace Ani

black cat/golden retriever Ani

Skywalker Necklace

Anakin and obi-wan girlies unite🤝

Give him the credit he deserves

Sam Monroe thoughts:

him<3

my bestie being funny

Stephen Glass thoughts:

he’s got my full attention

Hayden Christensen Thoughts:

first response when seeing him

NEED HIM BADLY

i’d let him ruin me

he’s my drug

giggling and blushing uncontrollably

butterflies

Howard Stark Thoughts:

fandom

Ahkmenrah thoughts:

babygorl

scammed

cutest Mummy

Derek Saurez thoughts:

derek edit pt.1

It was Anakin’s birthday and you were super excited about his celebration. You’ve been married for four years now and you welcomed your son, Luke, around 8 months ago. Since his arrival everything has been chaotic and, on top of that, Anakin had to deal with the obligations that his job required. In his daily life he didn't get the recognition he truly deserved; he was an outstanding Jedi, a loving husband and a caring father. Don’t get me wrong, your marriage was as strong as ever and you loved each other and your baby deeply, however, the pressure was taking a toll on you. But today, for the whole day, it was all about him. So you made it your mission to prepare a truly special experience to show your appreciation and to light the spark between you two. And there was something you knew he craved strongly. Something he has been desiring for long enough and it was the right time to do it.

When you announced to him that he was going to be a father, it was a truly magical moment. He was so excited to be a dad and he learned, read and bought everything in order to prepare himself for his son. Forming a family was one of his lifelong dreams. Anakin was not only happy for the arrival of the baby but also to live this miracle with you, the love of his life. He took care of your vitamins, your doctor appointments, your health and your comfort: breakfast in bed, foot rubs and he was in charge of satisfying every food craving you had. You were carrying his little miracle and it was his responsibility (and honestly, pleasure) to take care of you. And also his breeding kink was at its peak. He loved to see you get bigger and rounder, to constantly remind you how you were carrying his baby, to see you sensitive and completely receptive to stimulus, how needy you were. And your breasts, oh Lord, he was crazy about them. How full they were. He just wants to bury his face in between them, squeeze them hard, use them as pillows, and look at them all day long. And Anakin was absolutely fascinated by breastmilk, so he paid special attention to you when you were feeding Luke. He asked to try it numerous times and the answer was always no, because it was the baby’s food, so he had to settle for little drops of milk from the nursing bottle. But it wasn’t the same. He wanted to try it from you. And now Luke was old enough for solid food, so daddy was going to get his turn.

The day started with you giving him an early gift from your mouth. Anakin woke up to the amazing sensation of your throat around his dick and the delicious sucking. The sight of his wife being greedy for cock was the best way to start his birthday. You sucked him clean and then got up to kiss him.

“Happy birthday, Ani! I love you.” You whispered in his mouth and he smiled during the kiss. He held you near his chest, wanting to feel you as close as possible.

“I love you too, baby.” He whispered back. He hummed into the kiss and you separated out of breath. “I want everyday to be my birthday”. Both of you chuckled.

“It was just a little early present. I have something else for you.” You kissed the edge of his lips before getting up and picking up the breakfast tray from the nightstand and putting it on his lap; it was a plate full of waffles with chocolate and whipped cream, fried eggs, bacon, fruit, coffee and milk. “Eat up birthday boy, the milk is especially delicious, it’s oatmilk”.

Even when he had an astonishing meal in front of him, he couldn't peel his eyes off your pajama cleavage. You still had to pump the milk out of them, so they were looking completely full and big.

“I bet.” He swallowed hard and used his whole strength to stare away from your chest. You laughed internally, pretending you didn’t notice his gaze.

“I’m gonna take a shower, I have to go and pick up some stuff for the party.” You said and started to walk away when he grabbed your arm and pulled you into his lap, after removing the tray and placing it into the mattress. You laughed at the action and at his pouting lips.

“Hey, hey. I want to eat breakfast with you.” He placed gentle kisses along your neck, making you giggle.

“I already had breakfast, baby.” You moaned, waking up his cock again. He growled at the comment and made you straddled him.

“I don’t care, I want to use you as a plate then. It’s my birthday, my wishes are your commands.” He continued the kissing and nibbling and you almost gave in, when you remembered that the guests were going to be there in less than three hours and you still had to organize a bunch of stuff.

“I’m sorry baby, I promise I will make it up to you, but I must go.” You fought his iron grip on your ass and walked to the shower. Before disappearing into the bathroom, you peeked your head to tell him something and saw him munching on the waffles, with whipped cream on the tip of his nose.

“Just please feed Luke when you finish, his food is on the purple tupperware on the fridge.” You smiled and he nodded, returning the smile.

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You walked down the stairs with the shopping list on your hand and your purse on the other. On your way to the garage, you walked past the adorable scene of Anakin feeding Luke. The baby was giggling while his father gave him the food with the airplane trick. In one of his laughs, he spilled some food on Anakin’s pecs, so he cleaned with a cloth, smiling at his son’s reactions. You wanted to stay and see the rest of the scene, but you had to leave. You said goodbye to them and sent them kisses through the air. Anakin turned Luke around so he could see you and both of them waved at you. “C’mon Luke, say goodbye to mama.”  Anakin lingered his eyes on your body. Your outfit was casual and completely appropriate for a friend's gathering, but the cleavage on your white blouse was still flattering your breasts. The straps hugged your shoulders and the fabric got down on a heart neckline that accentuated the curve of your boobs, already adorned with detailed gold jewelry. Also, the bra that you were wearing pushed up the heavy breasts (because you haven’t pumped them), making them pop out. On the bottom half, blue jeans around your legs and light brown boots with heels completed the look. Finally, your body made its way to the car and you went to the grocery store. You came back an hour later, full of bags that you had to accomodate for the barbecue. You left the seasoned meat outside, next to the grill, beverages on ice, cake on the fridge. Ok, food ready, now decorations. The remaining hour was dedicated to place balloons, banners and other party stuff. Luckily for you, Obi Wan and Satine arrived earlier, due to the fact that Obi Wan was in charge of the grill and so they helped you with the finishing touches. Right before the first guests arrived, Anakin came down with Luke, both of them bathed and dressed. He looked as handsome as ever with his black shirt and black jeans and he put on a “My dad rocks!” shirt on Luke.

The day was incredibly pleasant, with a lot of laughter and love going around. You had invited everyone from the Jedi Order (some of them were missing) and some family friends, but the important people were there: Qui-Gon, Obi Wan, Ahsoka, R2, Rex, Yoda and so on. Obi Wan’s brisket was to die for and the warm weather was perfect for some cold beers. The kids were running around, giving the event a really family-like environment. It was a very special day and you were glad to see Anakin happy the whole afternoon. When it was time for the cake, everyone gathered around and sang happy birthday to him. You showed up from behind him with a tasty and colorful cake, full of candles and placed it in front of him as everyone chorused the popular song. He was holding Luke on his right leg, who was smiling and cheering with the group. When it was the final part of the song, everyone applauded, as did Luke, gaining a loud “awww” from everyone. Anakin was so enamored by the tender action and hugged him tight.

“Family picture! Family picture!” Screamed Obi Wan with a camera on hand and pointing at the three of you. You got closer to Anakin, placing yourself behind him, hugging his arm and lowering yourself so your face was next to his. “Oh, c’mon, hug him like you actually love him, Y/N”. Obi Wan joked, making the group laugh, including yourself. Anakin glared at Obi Wan and grabbed you by the waist, pulling you into his left knee. You chuckled and posed for the picture. “Like this! Force, Luke is smiling towards me! Ok ok, 1,2,3! Ready!” And you saw the flash. He showed the photo to you and it was really cute.

“ I’m gonna print it! I love it!” You told him. After the dessert was served and the gifts were open, it was only a matter of time for the guests to leave. Qui Gon, Ahsoka, Satine and Obi Wan stayed behind to help you out and clean everything. After tidying up, you thanked them and escorted them to the door. You were putting some cups in their place when you felt a pair of hands on your waist and some wet lips on your neck. Out of habit, you pushed your ass out, his -now evident- boner poking you.

“I loved my gift, I’ve been wanting that screwdriver since forever.” He said, hugging you and pressing you against the counter.

“I’m glad you enjoyed your second gift”. You turned around, giving him a peck on his lips and putting your hands on his hair, brushing the soft curls on his back neck.

“Second? Is there more?” He lowered his kisses, tantering with your necklace, the one he got you for your third anniversary.

“Go to the bedroom and wait for me, baby”. You whispered in his ear and sucked on his little ear lobe.

He smirked and hurried his way upstairs. The pink babydoll was waiting for you in the guest bathroom and you went to put it on. Along with the almost transparent fabric, you wore a really thin thong. Even though the lingerie was flowy and loose, it did wonders to your breasts, as if you were wearing a bra. After retouching your makeup, your feet were dragged along the house and your knuckles echoed at the door, careful of not waking up Luke. “C’mon in.” Anakin answered. Your hand found the handle and twisted it open, revealing your figure to him. Your husband was sitting on the bed, legs spread and only wearing his soft pajama pants. “Oh, baby…” he whispered, as you got closer and closer to him. When you got to the wooden furniture, you started to crawl into the bed, on top of him, boobs swinging in his sight. Finally, you straddled him, feeling his dick turn into a boner. “Mmm, baby, you look so beautiful.” Anakin softly caressed your hips and slowly moved his hands to cup your buttcheeks, pressing you into him.

“I’ve missed you so much. I feel like we don’t have time for each other anymore.” You gently rubbed your hands in his pecs, massaging the strong muscles underneath your palms. Your lips found his neck and you started to splatter wet kisses there, until you reached his jaw, where you nibbled your way there. “I need you, daddy. I miss you.” You moaned, rocking your hips smoothly, his hard cock pressing deliciously on your twitching bud.

“I know, baby, I’m here now.” He pushed his flesh hand inside your panties but before he could reach your wanting pussy, you stopped him by grabbing his wrist. He looked at you surprised, not understanding why you would deny him the entry.

“No, it’s all about you today.” You said, maintaining the sweet balance on his lap. The movement on your lower body reached your upper part, making your boobs slightly bounce, which gained his full attention. He growled at the view.

“Baby, I really need to say something.” He licked his lips and his teeth bit the lower one. “They look huge. I’ve been looking at them all day long.”  His hands made their way to your breast, fingers brushed the sides of your chest, sending shivers to your spine. Anakin smiled at your reaction and moved his hands to cup your breasts, squeezing the soft skin.

“Yes.” You moaned, squeezing your thighs at the delicious grip. You needed the relief, to get the milk out. “They are full. For you. “ you moaned the last part, as he squeezed his hands once more.

“For me?” His eyes widened.

“Y-Yes. Oh my-.” You couldn’t control the pleasure, his hands giving you the relief you desperately needed. But you collected all your strength and pushed yourself out of the trance. “Yes, I know you've been wanting to try something for some time now, and if you are up for it-.” You didn’t get to finish the sentence.

“Are you for real? How far can I go?” He asked, eyes glowing with lust and dick twitching in need.

“They are all yours.” You kissed him deeply while holding him by the neck, hips still rocking. He moaned mid kiss and his hands tightened their grip on your ass. “Just indulge me in something before.” You separated from him, your hands finding the edge of his pants and pulling it down, revealing his enormous cock. It was standing in its full pride, veins popping out from the pressure and the tip reddened. You took it in your fist, gently rubbing the tip to play with the pre cum, before moving your grip up and down, making him moan. Once it was ready, you pulled down your thong, revealing your completely wet pussy to him, arousal leaking and reaching your thighs. You got on your knees and pushed yourself down on him, feeling the familiar stretch. You both moaned at the intrusion and you pushed your head back. “I just needed to feel it. Oh, I’ve missed him so much.” Moans coming out your throat. You weren’t planning on riding his cock, but you needed to feel the fullness, the amazing sensation of being stuffed by his cock. But Anakin grabbed you by the hips and made you go up and down in his member.

“Make them bounce for me. C’mon baby, show daddy how your tits bounce.” He stared amazed by the movements. Full, swollen tits moving up and down, the sight was borderline pornographic. The friction on your clit was like heaven, but the fullness of your breasts made the bouncing hurt, so you started to whimper and cry. The pain and the pleasure mixing, driving you crazy. “Does this hurt? My baby’s tits are so big that she can’t bounce? Do I take my cock out?” He teased and you grabbed him by the shoulders.

“No, no, please. Leave it in there. I will- I will just stay still.” You hurried to say. You swallowed mid sentence because the friction was too amazing and you couldn’t think straight. You stopped the little jumps and panted, trying to calm down.

“So needy”. He chuckled. “Are you ready?” He wanted to make sure you were still up for it. You simply nodded, at expectation of his next move.

He moved his hands up, feeling the rest of your body. Your thighs, your hips, your waist and finally, your breasts. He looked indecisive, lip between his teeth and brows furrowed, as if he was analyzing how to proceed. You decided to help him out and got yourself closer to him. Then you pushed one of the lace cups aside, revealing your right boob to him. Your nipple already hardened was leaking some drops of the milk, due to the squeezing. Your right hand was moved to his hair to massage his scalp. And then, you pushed his head gently to your breast. You didn’t have to make any effort, because he was already halfway to reach your nipple with his tongue. He picked up the little drop before it fell and surrounded the meat with his lips. His tongue rubbed your bud softly, almost like he was doing it for the first time ever. You gave him time to get to know the feeling, but without warning, he grabbed you by the waist, pushing you closer to him and hardly sucking on your nipple. You gasped at the surprise but didn’t push him away. You were too mesmerized at his reaction. He sucked like his life depended on it, only to separate himself to lick the milk that got away. The feeling was different but not in a bad way. It was actually really pleasant, his wet tongue alleviating the soreness. The contrast of his metal hand on your warm boob made you shiver and you clenched your walls around him, ripping a moan from his throat. The sucking took care of your swollen breast, milk dripping from his chin. He looked up to you to take in your sweet contorted face, embellished by the loving touch of your hand on his cheek, almost like you were actually nursing him.

You looked down and asked. “How does it taste?” Not gonna lie, you were kind of scared of what his words were going to be. What if he didn’t like it? What if it didn’t meet his expectations? What if he was disgusted?

He separated from the reddened nub. Anakin’s mouth was covered in the white liquid, his forehead all sweaty and his lips pink at the effort. He was panting and took his tongue out to clean himself, the smooth movement being hipnotic. The silence was mortifying until he spoke. “How have you kept this from me for so long?” He came back to the same boob and continued sucking. “It’s so sweet. I need more.” This time a loud pop sounded when his mouth was dragged away from you. The babydoll flew out of your body in a desperate attempt to have more of you. He repeated the same process of your left boob. Licking, kissing, sucking, biting. You pussy constantly contracting, looking for some pleasure. The clenching around his dick made him growled and moaned tirelessly. Soon enough, you felt the familiar relief of being empty. You sighed at the void on your chest when he pushed himself back on the bed, belly full.

“Are you okay?” You asked while caressing his cheek.

“Yeah yeah, it’s just… they have been right there all this time… so close.” His hands did a gesture as if they were holding your breasts from inches away. You giggled at his dramatic performance.

“This is not something we can afford to do daily. It’s Luke’s food. Well, it was.” You chuckled.

“What do you mean “was”?” Brows furrowed, confused.

“Well, now that he is eating solid food, I’m going to lower his milk dosis, until he doesn’t drink it anymore.” You explained.

“So there’s more for daddy.” He embraced you with a hot kiss.

“Actually, no.” You whispered. He stared at you, waiting for the answer. “If he doesn’t drink it anymore, I’m going to stop producing. And I’m not going to produce milk just for you, mister.” You laughed at the last part.

“Then let’s have another one.” He blunted. He was dead serious, not a hint of mockingness in his statement. “I’m not ready to say goodbye to these two.” He changed your position, now him being on top. You gasped at the sudden movement, moaning at the friction he inflicted on your clit.

“Anakin, no, we are not-.” You cried when he pulled his dick out of you.

“You don’t want to have another one of my babies?” He teased you, rubbing his tip along your wet slids, up and down, sometimes stopping to enter the tip but never going further.

“Yes, I do, but-.” You couldn’t think rationally at this point.

“You don’t want me to fill you up? To put another baby in you?” The need was unbearable. He was looking down at you cockily. chin up, knowing how desperate you were. A slight smirk hinting in the sides of his lips. You dragged your nails on his back, looking to pressure him into giving you what you needed. “You don’t want my cum inside of you?” The compulsive asking of questions was driving you nuts.

“Yes, yes-.”

“So what is it? Oh, I know.” The incessant teasing on your pussy making you leak arousal. “You are just a greedy little slut who wants to call me daddy only herself.” He finalized every word with a deep thrust inside of you. You shouted and tried to control yourself, but it was too late. He was already pumping inside of you, hard and fast. Every thrust going further than the last one; the tip hitting your g-spot. He put his hand around your throat and gently squeezed it to keep you still. “You are going to take every drop of my cum. Gladly. And we are going to have another baby. That’s what I want. That’s my wish. Do you understand?” He pumped himself tiressly.

“Y-Yes.” You couldn’t talk. Eyes rolling at the back of your head, trying to concentrate on anything else but the excruciating pleasure this man was giving you.

“What did you say?” You were so close. You just needed a few more thrusts. The nod forming in your belly was ready to exploit and Anakin’s thumb reached your clit, in position to give you your so needed release.

“Yes, daddy, your wishes are my command.” With that satisfying answer, he rubbed your clit in circles deliciously. And you let go. Million pleasure waves hitting you at once. Screams escaping your body as you shivered. Anakin’s orgasm quickly followed, a loud groan sounded as he filled you up with his sperm. The heated room quickly got silent, as the headboard was no longer banging the wall. You sucked up each other moans during a fiery kiss and he pulled himself out, just to throw himself by your side. Both’s panting breaths slowly stopped and you looked at each other.