I have reblogged this once, but I don´t think I have actually shown how much this means to me, every day I think of you, no exception. The amount of support you´ve given me is insane, I feel like you deserve way better than what you actually get. I am truly just I have no words on how amazing it is to have you as my best friend, truly and I mean it, truly no one has ever come close to the level that you have been giving me support with. Man, trust me, when you come back I will make truly the most of every second that we have had. Looking back I never really did make the best out of everything because I never had worries of that, but now, even that I know that you have a good reason to be gone right now, I know how valuable you are to so many people, and not in the materialistic type of course, just in general, if that makes sense. Basically you are an awesome friend, more than awesome, beyond my vocabulary aawesome. Granted, my vocabulary is limited. All in all, it´s nice to know that I have a friend like you who supports me through everything, and know that I will support you through everything. You changed a lot of people for the better, it might not be evident, but trust me, you really have. Especially me. I remember my crashout era where I was just being offensive and said slurs to piss everyone off. I rarely, if not, don´t do that at all anymore, and even if I do, I do it in a friendship kinda way, yk tease people instead of outright insulting them.(unless they are the opps)
I have had 4 different therapists in the span of 7 years and not gonna lie, you probably had a better impact on me, than ANY of my therapists. It´s much more evident in real life on how I act, I used to be a shy kid who was weird and just didn´t do shit for life, and YOU, yes YOU helped me develop into who I am now. I love you, WE love you AP. Good luck on your exams, and know that I´ll be there for when you come back.
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