1amsong — multi - muse ( including original characters ) , multi - fandom blog , written by noel . primarily featuring mafuyu asahina from project sekai .

18 + only please , i do write a mix of minor and older characters ; please don't be weird otherwise i will block you immediately .

dark themes will be tagged ( as tw ____ for reference , if you need it tagged a different way please let me know ) . this blog will have frequent mentions of emotional abuse , suicidal ideation , religious trauma , parental death ; if anything else needs to be tagged please let me know . muse info will note what kind of background they deal with . however don't stick around if you can't handle the topics well , i won't take it personally and would rather you focus on your mental wellbeing .

mutuals only , private and non - affiliated . ermm .. i follow first ? basically ? yea h

i have the right to block freely , as do you . if there is a genuine issue between us as mutuals i am open to talk . however if we've only been mutuals for less than a month or so and i've suddenly dipped , the likelihood that i found myself not meshing well to your preferences in writing / ooc wise is higher than anything else . please don't take it personally . most times i hardblock to avoid the awkwardness of an accidental refollow . i'm just here to write and vibe with people i flow smoothly with , i'm not very sorry if i sound like an asshole this way .

please don't plagiarize my portrayal of my muses . i don't take that lightly as i put a lot of thoughtfulness in headcanons and metas that i scan over and over again , it's an insult on me and you . and most of the times i swerve from canon in one way or another , so i'll find out if you happen to nab parts of my portrayal .

semi active , i work a lot . my pacing is off but i love to write , sometimes i'm easier to reach ooc .

writing primarily iconless . making graphics is time - consuming , some muses will have them , some muses won't . maybe they'll all have some once i get the time .

cross over friendly , i will list any au info as i make them but im just :snail: a slowpoke . again , might just be easier to reach me ooc and see what i have for this and that .

i headcanon my characters in a variety of genders and sexualities ; please do treat them with respect . if there is any confusion / any details needed to clarify , don't hesitate to reach out to me .

noel / eden ; 21+ ; they/he/it ; i'm a lil guy ...

5/07 : carrd info here .

eh ? is this some kind of sick joke ? how many times does ismene have to say she hates this candy ? why is it left where she's sitting ?

companionship was both an oddity and a luxury to her . ismene had always preferred the company of her loved ones , which once upon a time —-were plentiful , before they had all entered a door that never opened again for their return . no longer were there protective shadows to loom over or stop her , whenever ismene peered into dark , scary corners and alleyways ; but it seems she was left with one last mercy in the discovery of anybody here and their form(s) .

ismene tries hard not to cry over this . not over a newly gained friend , but newly formed losses . unfortunately , some days were overwhelming with involuntary recollections : callouses forming at clenching fists and palms of once soft hands , a pretty face turned stern with teeth grinding and jaw tense -

she's found herself a victim of stress and grief once more .

not all hope was lost though , as the smell of citrus snaps her out of self reflection . ruby eyes flit to the source of a comforting smell and a familiar voice . whose face was used for today's chatter ... but did it matter when the eyes that meet hers glint a familiar shine of child like curiosity ? parting with that thought , ismene's head tilts with a smile as she brings a knife to slice into the pie they had ' mysteriously ' come across ( she's learned to stop questioning too hard , the answer could be a rather easy guess nowadays ... ) . however , with the spare fork she brings the first bite to face them instead ; intending to feed them . " why don't you find out ~? the winner deserves the first bite after all . "

maybe if she steers it aimlessly , attempting a lighthearted play , anybody here could take the bite without fussing over it ...? " you know , back at my home ... i begged and begged my father to let me have the space and grow a garden . i planted many flowers there , and had a lemon grove in the making . i studied as best i could , and made sure i learned how to properly care for them and its longevity . my siblings always looked at me sideways for it , like i grew an extra head or something . it never stopped them from plucking the blossoms to sniff at them , though . " the memory recites itself in a melancholic tone , but ismene's eyes remained fond .

" i'd make you a pie myself , if i could , anytime you wanted . i think the lemons would be ripe by now ... does the spirit of the sentiment count ? "

" if it was an extra drink under D's nose , or stealing our stationery — i'd turn my eye . " however , jingyi's hand gently swats the adjudicator's thieving and scheming hands away from the center of the table they were playing cards in ; a brief bathroom break taking place as it had been one of those nights where the group stayed late at the bar . chattering and playing here and there had become their typical routine .

" but that's the betting pool , and it'd be unfair if it became uneven . " jingyi places his cards face down , folding his arms and crossing one leg over the other . " i'd hate to babysit you on yet another game , sophia . "

@ebb-n-fl0w

muimi does not have that same opportunity, much to her detriment. it's something someone really, REALLY has to ingrain into her because she is born to love unconditionally and would be left feeling empty if she's faced with a feeling that says otherwise- even if the person in question is someone who's badly wronged her with cruel intentions. it's hard for her to conceptualize.

just a tldr summary of my oc muimi : she's a fragment of hope that fell into earth like a comet to be amongst humans in dark periods of life . she reincarnates frequently , and more often than not- has big shoes to fill from her predecessors which were past incarnations of herself . her legacy in pulling people from despair can be viewed as a torch passed on , as a few of her predecessors did stray from their original purpose at times — for better or for worse .