(UPDATE ABOUT THE DRAMA ON ROBLOX!!!)
Warning Mention of// R4p3//bu11ying//somewhat @bu$e?// Insecurities...
About the Drama that has been happening if y'all remember the last post I made about Roblox (Game) if you haven't please look around my page.
So like, I was playing an FNAF RP again and I noticed (NSCN) I asked him how old he was he said 12, although it could be a lie, when he noticed me he said (My old Roblox name???) and I got really scared but then I was stupid so I asked him, was the drama true, he said someone had made false alarms and the (The person he sent the 🍇 jokes to) said they forgave him about it.
I still don't know much about LA still and never probably...
I pushed even more to ask him more questions then he said "Don't act all surprised" but I wasn't, later he told me this happened before like on the second last month, I was a bit confused, and I asked him about it later on telling me the person was just lying he didn't why though but I wish he didn't make a joke like that because I remember clearly he said because he was bored and I said, what do you ment by that? He said "I thought it would be funny" and I said it wasn't at all and didn't reply to that and continued to ignore an RP, and I asked about "So it happened before is what I'm saying?" And he said...
"No! DO YOU HAVE DEMENTIA???" I told him I had ADHD(ADD actually) he just said " ADHD??? AND?" I told him I cannot keep track of stuff and I had another disorder which I'm still trying to figure out all my life, which prevents me from figuring out stuff, I know it's not autism for sure but I just have a hard time, with life and still do at this very moment as I writ this down...
He started to call me names like "ARE YOU STUPID???" And like "YOUR SO DUMB SHUT THE HELL UP YOU BETRAYED ME!" Although I said I had trusted issues and I can easily leave people's sides from past traumas, then he said "I don't care just get out!" So I left, I told my friend about it all.
(He later says awful things to me which is harmful)
Although I stopped spying on him on my different account he said the same thing on my spy one but differently, he didn't mention that he made the joke and said it was all a lie, as I was saying when I stopped, I stopped for my mental health and it got kinda physical...
So I completely just stopped what I had planned out and left it all behind me and changed my name, but a few days later my friend (The one who is later gonna tell me awful things) i mentioned before, noticed that one of a myth person (If u don't know what that is look it up) friend of his named Willmert? Unfriend him, he looked around his old friend's account games and noticed (willmert VIP show) he begged me to play it I said I don't really want to, until he pressured me harder that I did it alone I didn't know what it was going on it was scary, later he joined but I was kicked out for idk reason, I told him I was kicked out, then he told me to rejoin I said I didn't want to then he called me a (PUSSY) I just told him what did you just say, and all he said was "..." I told him, I was mad now and wanted to play 3008(Survival game which I really love) instead of a stupid ass game which made me SUPER unsafe or scared, I asked my friend group if they wanted to play then he said "No don't join him he's a meanie >:(" and I said "You just called me another for cat, and annoyed me with this joke MOMMY! THING!" He didn't replied but he was gonna too then I said "What are you gonna say IDC!!!" Like you always do?" And he left right after that.
(Also if you're wondering about the MOMMY thing he says it to me everyday like a nickname but I get annoyed later on it was funny at first but now it's just fucking honestly annoying and I want to punch my face)
He later said "FINE IM SORRY!" But I knew he didn't mean it, yet I still forgave him, but later on I was playing an "Mouthwashing RP/Hangout" (A different fandom game I liked) I meet really cool people and made new friends,
but a few days later he texted me again and wondered what to play again today, I listen a lot of games but he didn't pick anything so I said I picked random "Weirdcore hangout//RP" I was playing a whole playing around, I was at a little hangout spot we where like in the corner, I said jokingly "I'm a funny!" Which was a typo I mean "Furry instead" since I was still rping FNAF kinda as William before I could fix my text he said "Your Really Not..."
I told my (New friend from mouthwashing) about my past conversations with my friends, and said "Oh some people are just like that, I think you funny honest and chill, and quiet!" I only told her why I was so calm because of this... "im only chill because I can't communicate and just stand here and just take it, I'm not that hype because of my ADD and my unknown disability and rarely I everdo" and she said "Oh, I'm sorry" I told her it was okay and I heard worse from my mother in the past (Which is why my biggest insecurity)
And back to the top of this, when he said "You're really not..." I told him "If I'm not do you know what else is funny" I said to him with my anger building up "Your life!" Then he later said "wow your really like NSCN" so I left the game, there's a thing called a part aka chat I told him why he called me a (PDF's) name and I said why he started it, and it was your fault and other shit I said I forgot, and he just said "Mb..." And I said what do you mean your bad!? I don't want to talk to you for months until I get a sorry! (He didn't) And then I said my friend wants me to block you! (i told my New friend about the situation) and I said I didn't want to, I told him I feel sad and I actually cried later he said "I feel horrible" Of course you do little f*ck head you realized what you just did, later I said good bye and he said "Wdym good bye..." Like LEAVE ME ALONEEE!!! But I didn't really said "What do Mean? I mean I'm done, I'm finished, I'm mentally ruined right now, now BYEEE" no more replies, I didn't block him but gave him a second chance, because it was a little joke even though he said something outrageously harmful to me.
All my life I have been struggling to communicate but at least I still try, although it's my worst phobia, so I'm sorry if I'm talking to you and if I don't sound very uhm idk, more encouraging to talk it's because it's my disorders so please don't say it's dry or boring because I can't make better jokes or say a lot because in the past I was told I was dry or too quiet or even boring, I do like to talk it's that I have trouble to what to say, sometimes I even stutter, also I had a friend of mine I forgot who said it said even tho I speak English okay it's that it was too dry, although I have that problem with my native too, and I think they said on this app they are glad they are seeing small paragraphs, but that's because I'm forcing myself to even it hurts my thinking sometimes 🤕, although they are nice to look at for myself I wish it was much easier to do without the disabilities, and people understand me more clearly, for my freedom to speak.
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