my morning workout/run was everything I needed to feel.

*sighs* there is so much I want to do..for myself but I have to complete other projects for people. Am I upset? Not at all. But as I sit here and think about what I need to finish I get distracted with so many other ideas.

“write them down” they say “do it right now” they say, how about you do me? jk lol but the way I feel so bad for taking time out to do me. just for an hour. Just like now, I’m sitting here listening to Matthew Halsall, drinking wine, & not giving a damn on what’s due.

& can we talk about the beauty of wine. how it can make you feel so good about yourself, mute your feelings, or make you want love every being. I know that this is a distraction right now, but it’s a good distraction for me. I’m relaxing after a long day at work. taking a break from projects. just here enjoy my down time. I don’t feel a damn shame about.