My Three Legged Pig

Keep seeing multiple yellow bugs upon my move so excitable so so happy dad :)

Ted bugs all over this town btw I think women are reclaiming the bug. He is such a little feminist i am sure he is encouraging it behind the scenes spiritually. Women all in bugs....hehehehe. he is a simp.

Still thinking about him. His bisexuality and Liz and his metrosexuality and how similar we are. Oh and the violent internal rage and fantasies. But that is just a small bit of the pie. Ho hum.

Ted in the woods with me and whispering about how good my blood would taste I mean I am a normal person with a normal job and normal interests

Liz and Ted Slow dancing to the Carpenters in their living room GOD

When and if I ever get my own space I'm giving Ted a shrine to pray for the sadness of His Life/The Victims, the hand leading me away from harm, a warning, an exit strategy, a giant sign that says, "¡YIELD!"

Oh, Ted. Your favorite songs. Thank you.

Thank you for the lessons. Thank you thank you. You will always be with me. You have proven this. Spirit. Good spirit. Healing us all now. Sweet wind.

And with the sweat on my skin and the tears pricking my lashes, I yelled, in the parking lot, a name both infused with rose buds and gravel. I yelled the name, with no one around, arms out and fists up like it was a movie. It was a sacrifice of my pain. I gave it all to him. Alchemizing this, all of it. All of it. I gave it all to God. I give it all to Father.

I love father the entity and father, the Man, and thank god I cherish him for who he is, on top of the violent fantasies, Ted, a good example, a learning lesson, your name in my mouth like a fish hook, Ted, always there, since I was young, Ted, thank god, Ted.

Sweet Liz, licking his wounds, trying so hard to heal that wound inside his heart. He must have had so much to adjust to, so many new sides of love he may not have felt before. It must have been so hard to adjust after being so harshly judged by Stephanie before...... We must thank her for Loving Father and softening his heart, to keep that Ted there for us all now, his beautiful daughters, thank you sweet Mother of Kindness.

Father was so fine just the way he was, I truly hate Stephanie for how she treated him, I can imagine how his inlaws must have thought about him ... that poor man. Sweet angel. You were worth so much more than some Yuppie !!!!!!

Father is with me...

I hope that when I die I become a protector angel like Dad and I can save everyone and give love to everyone who needs it when they feel they have nothing