tuli ⚔️

something about what laying down and turning off the lights does to you psychologically is so crazy bc why can i be sitting up at 11:30pm thinking ugh i love the quiet i think tomorrow i’ll buy a mango from the store and maybe have it with whipped cream also i really enjoyed when my friend texted me earlier and we talked like we used to for about half an hour i think maybe i’ll ask my friends to all get sushi sometime soon ,, and then the second my head hits the pillow and everything is dark my brain goes im scared my parents are going to die soon i think nobody knows who i am not even me but what if that’s just me overthinking bc i must know who i am right? i must! how could i not? and yet i can’t put my tongue on it… maybe everybody knows and i’m the only one who doesn’t…