Apologies and Admissions
For the sake of the subject, Iâm going to forego OoC brackets for this post. Iâm aware Iâve been sporadic on my blogs (this and 100percentfullbloom), and Iâve been rather hesitant on posting whenever Iâve even managed a muse for tumblr. I figured Iâd explain a few things as to why Iâve been like that.
Iâll freely admit that Iâm a bit more sensitive emotionally than Iâd like myself to be, and at times that affects my mood and comfort zone. This would be the main reason as to whty Iâve been rather inactive on Tumblr. One part of that actually stems from the âanonymously tell me what you think of my characterâ post I did a good while ago. The first answer I got in my inbox hurt a bit, saying how my Reimu was her âin name onlyâ and that it was more of a sexual outlet than anything. Iâd grab proof, but in my hurt state, I blocked whoever that was (something I fully regret to this day, even if it only blocks that person from posting anon towards me).
Even so, thatâs only a small bit of the reason Iâve been relatively dead here. The bigger part would actually be that Iâm rather unsure if Iâm even liked in the community. I mean, Iâm sure I am, and Iâm probably stupid for thinking that, but the doubtâs always been there. Doesnât help that Iâm inconsistent in replying recently, either. Anyways, I hope youâll all forgive me in my constant absence, and Iâll try getting back into the swing of things. Just needed to get this off my chest first.
