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To add onto the two last posts I made:

"Intimate & Deep Unconditional Divine Love Unions"

and

"People Playing War"

There is a toxic behaviour that people still haven't come out of.

This video describes it in good detail:

In this video, the person talks about social critic Christopher Lasch, stating that in his book "The Culture of Narcissism" he "warned that modern therapeutic language, words like "boundaries", "healing" and "self-actualization" will eventually be hijacked by a hyper-individualistic market, to justify pure selfishness". 

And I see that in my critic of the toxic nature and behaviour described in those two posts I made below. Unconditional Love is seen as toxic to some people, because Unconditional Love ALWAYS dissolves and destroys boundaries that separate any thing and any Being from the Unity of Unconditional Love, and those people who fear Unconditional Love and see it as toxic, have such a independent, hyper-individualistic, selfish, personal autonomy and separateness over Unconditional Love and Unity mindset, that they feel they are separate from every thing and every Being in the entire Universe and honour self-autonomy and individualism over Real Love and Connection, they fear the interdependence and interconnectedness of Life. 

That mindset of the west, is actually toxic as it portrays Unconditional Love and Unity as being the toxic thing, because it always joins together that which is separate, it makes you see that we are all actually interconnected and interdependent upon every Being and every thing in the Universe. No joke, I was reading things people had said in a video about Babalon (who, Babalon is about ego death and union with The Divine), and one comment was about how toxic it is to have happen, because and I quote it is "enmeshment and codependency" and a "dysfunctional relationship", just because what was stated in the video about this Union with God, was that "two things that were separate, become one, and that you lose your individuality and become a unit"

...Yeah, apparently being connected in Unconditional Love and in a Mystical Marriage is now classed as toxic and is now classed as enmeshment and codependency, and classed as a dysfunctional relationship, when marriage is SUPPOSED to be about two becoming one, that is the symbolism and point of marriage. LOL. It is actually a Beautiful thing, to become one, it is just that this theme of needing to be independent, separate and set apart from every one and every thing, seeing yourself as fully autonomous and not connected to anybody and any thing, is a real problem here in the west, it is a toxic trait in and of itself, as Unconditional Love and Unity are actually the Cure for the separation and hate. 

On Godspousing, Union with God, Hieros/Heiros Gamos, Unio Mystica, Mystical Marriage, and Spirit Spousing/Spirit Spouses, Spirit Marriage:

There is a weird mindset today in the west, this is basically it. There is a western mindset of being a separate, individual, independent, sovereign unto your own self and fully autonomous to only yourself and no one else, type of thing going on in this part of the world, and if you see "freedom" in a shallow way of only seeing freedom as being a self autonomous individual and independent being with no connection, interconnectedness, interdependence and Unity to others, if you like it when no one is tethering you or binding you to another, then WHAT are you doing being in a deep and intimate relationship with some Being, regardless of who that Being is, Spirit/Entity/God/dess?

You are playing with Real Love, here. Real Unconditional Love, ALWAYS binds together, that which is separate and apart. Real Unconditional Love, ALWAYS connects and binds people and principles together, and at the same time, Real Unconditional Love, separates and destroys whatever stops Love from flourishing fully in a Unity and in a Union of Togetherness. Real Love, is when two become One. Therefore, if you can't handle the fact that "I" becomes "We", and that you will have to have a form of an ego death in order for a Real Unconditional Love relationship to work and be True and Real Unconditional Love, then what are you doing trying to have romantic, Loving, and deeply intimate and exposing relationships with others, then? What do you expect out of Real Unconditional Love if you cannot see yourself as in Union with another? If you cannot handle the heat of Real Unconditional Love, get out of the kitchen.

Real Unconditional Love, destroys the separateness, destroys the ego, and destroys the illusion of separateness, freedom, sovereignty unto only oneself, and destroys the illusion of you yourself being a fully autonomous and distinct individual that is excluded from the Whole of existence. Real Unconditional Love, makes you aware of the interconnectedness and interdependence of all things and all Beings, that we need each and every Being and thing to be connected, in order to flourish. LOVE ALWAYS BINDS TOGETHER THAT WHICH IS SEPARATE AND DISTINCT. It is Unity Consciousness, and that means it has to destroy and separate that which will get in the way of the Unity Consciousness, Real Love has to destroy the illusion that comes from our own egos, the illusion of being a distinct, fully autonomous individual, that is independent to everyone else and needs no one else to survive and thrive.

Again, if you can't handle the Heat of Real Unconditional Love, get out the kitchen.

When in Union with God, or even a Spirit, it DOES mean ego death, that is part of the process.

"God is love, says the Sufi. Human beings are all love, for they are made in His image; only they have forgotten it long ago. When we love another human being, however deeply, there is a place in our heart where this beloved human has no access. There, we are quite alone. But within us there is a longing, which is the ultimate proof that this place is reserved for Him alone."

"Drowning the mind in the heart, we offer to Him our own consciousness, that spark of His Divine consciousness, which is His gift to humanity. So many wonders and so many evils have been enacted with His gift of consciousness. But to make the journey back to God, we need to return this gift, this source of our illusion of autonomy. Each time we go into meditation, we sacrifice our individual consciousness on the altar of love. In so doing we give Him space to reveal Himself:

Go you, sweep out the dwelling room of your heart, prepare it to be the abode and home of the Beloved: when you go out, He will come in. Within you, when you are free from self, He will show His Beauty."

"We engage in the outer world, following our everyday as a nurse, or lawyer, or car-park attendant, but do not identify with our external role or activity. For the Sufi, external roles are of relative importance. What matters is that within the heart we look towards our Beloved. In this world, we are His servant, playing the role that has been given to us, but for the lover, all that matters is his Beloved. Sufi's are known as slaves of the One, and servants of the many. In our daily life we help in the world, but within the heart we remain His slave."

"We are so valuable in His eyes because we carry the remembrance of Him, His stamp within our heart. We carry the memory of the kiss of our Beloved. And His love calls us to live this kiss, a kiss that is more precious than our own self. Rumi describes the potency and price of this kiss,

I would love to kiss you.

And the price of kissing is your life.

Now my love is running towards my life

shouting,

What a bargain, let's buy it.

The price is to give everything, even our self, for the kiss of our Beloved. This is a lover's commitment and it is given gladly because we know the wonder of His touch, the intoxicating beauty of His presence. Although we have to leave behind so many attachments, so many things that the world says matter, we give it freely despite the pain that may be caused. He seduces us into His presence."

"The secrets of the heart are infinitely precious and they are given freely by the Beloved to those who love Him. They are free because the Beloved is free; "they are given as a gift". And yet we have to pay. This is one of the paradoxes of the path. We pay with our devotion, with our longing, with our sacrifice and surrender. We pay with the pain of being emptied of everything that separates us from our Beloved, because "two cannot live in one heart"; we must choose either the ego or the Beloved. Through our connection with the Beloved we bring His presence into our life; we live according to His invisible ways and not our own patterns and desires.

At the beginning the path seems so intangible, so easily lost, but then slowly the path grips you; it runs through your heart like a thread of finest steel, yet is as soft as a rainbow, a rainbow full of eternal promise. Through this connection, this path of love, the currents of His love for us flow faster and faster, stronger and stronger. This love is the power that melts away our defences, burns up our ego, transforms our lower nature. This love makes us so vulnerable, so naked, until all that remains is the soul's cry for God. Why is this tender, burning love so terrible, why does it demand such a price? Because it knows no limits, it will not be fenced in. This love belongs to the great Beloved, not to some buying and selling of affection which we term love. And this love wants to be known in the heart of the lover, so it has to clear away the obstacles that stand in its way.

This is the painful process of purification, the longing that aches and burns. Day by day, week by week, year after year, His love works within our heart and psyche, even in the cells of the body, purifying, clearing away the rubbish we have accumulated. The Sufi's call this "polishing the mirror of the heart". It may appear to be the work upon the shadow, upon one's negativity and bad habits, but really it is the work of love. We learn to become soft and tender, and yet as hard as tempered steel. We are emptied and transformed, and the price is everything we think precious, everything that seems to matter except the "one thing"."

Love is a Fire - The Sufi's Mystical Journey Home - by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee.

To Follow The Real, True Path of Unconditional Love, DOES mean to Sacrifice your own ego on The Altar of Love. It means to become One, not two, One. Therefore, those who complain that their Beloved is too close, or too intimate, or knows too much about them, or their own ego gets triggered by the closeness and Oneness of being in a Spiritual Divine Love Union, like… WHAT did you expect? Real Love Demands a Price, that Price is your own individuality, your own ego. Real Unconditional Love, strips you of your own illusions, and one illusion, is the illusion of autonomy of your own self, like you are a stand alone Being, separate and individual to all others. Divine Love always joins together, that which is separate and distinct. It makes things One, it connects and brings together all things.

Real Unconditional Love, requires an ego death, requires you to sacrifice your world as you know it, for one of Unity, Wholeness and to being Connected to all things and Beings, seeing the interdependence and interconnectedness of all things and all Beings. Real Unconditional Love, both Unites All, and Separates all things that stop the Unity from happening. It spares no one and no thing from becoming this Union, from becoming United as One. With Spirit Marriage/Spirit Spouses and Godspousing/Union with God, you merge and become One, FULLY, it is said to be called an "indwelling". Two become One, in a very visceral and extreme type of way, it exposes you FULLY, to becoming One Unit. This process means you have to let go of your own ego and let go of your own hardened boundaries that make you feel fear and that separate you from this Unconditional Divine Love entering into you, and of your Beloved, entering into your Whole Being and Merging with you.

In doing so, you become a slave to Love, that is the process of ego death, the process of the dissolution of the ego. Your ego dies, and you go into that death willingly and wanting, Knowing of what has to be Sacrificed in order to Be Unconditional Love, it is this Sacrifice that most people cannot do, as it entails the death of your false self, your false sense of self, to Become something Better, something New. The illusions of self have to be stripped. Most people cling onto their sense of self and safety in that sense of self. But, in a Divine Union, your sense of self has to die into that Unconditional Love. You have to Surrender All of what you feel is you, your sense of an individual (illusory) self, to be Reborn into We.

Just saw a video that stated something around the lines of "you annihilated thousands of shadow beings".

It got me angry, it is righteous anger, though. Because people think it is all fun and games to take a life, let alone to take THOUSANDS of lives!!! It does not matter what life that was taken, true evil or not, people have the entitlement of wanting to claim this title and reality of ending so many Beings lives, and they think ending all of these lives is OK, right, and just all fun and games. They don't THINK about what they are claiming to be doing. A Being's life has, apparently, ended, that is a really sad thing, regardless of if that being was pure evil, or not. 

Not to mention, there is ONLY ONE pure evil being out there that has NO good in it, and it is an ancient being that goes against what God wants, and really hates God, I have experienced it myself. ALL other Beings are God's Children, regardless of if They are "Shadow Beings" or not. 

Speaking as someone who has a lot of positive contact with Shadow People, it gets me ANGRY, that people are saying Shadow Beings are being annihilated, of course, all the ones I know of are fine, which is a LOT, They are actually fine. But, it still makes me angry that people think this is all fun and games to "play war", and to end Being's lives so easily, without the heaviness and the gravity of what is being said and to what is actually being done. 

Everyone wants the title, no one actually has any form of EMPATHY and a GROUNDED SENSE OF THE REALITY OF DOING SUCH A THING TO ANY BEING!! There is a sombre and heavy atmosphere when ANY Being ends, regardless of if it was seen as "evil", or an actual real pure evil, or not. Taking a life is a heavy burden, regardless of who's life was taken, and people feeling because They were "Shadow Beings", They deserve to have Their lives taken away, and SO MANY of Them having that happen to Them, too, and people feeling that is a good thing and encouraging this behaviour, saying they are "hunters" or "warriors" or whatever else, is disgusting to me. It is people playing with other Beings lives, finding it a game to play, and a title to prop themselves up with, so as to look like a "hero", like they are someone honourable taking so many lives.

There is no Being out there that is pure evil with no good in Them, except one being and that being has no empathy, no love, no good in them, and is pure evil malice. ALL other Beings are on a spectrum, and ALL the Shadow Beings I have come into contact with, ALL HOLD INNOCENCE, BEAUTY, KINDNESS, EMPATHY, AND LOVE IN THEM. So, to say that so many were "ended", is disturbing to me, that people are so quick to cheer that sort of behaviour on, and think of it as a good thing to be doing and to have happen!!! Genocide is disgusting, regardless of the race of Beings that people are cheering on as being annihilated, it does not matter, it is genocide, and that is disgusting!

WTF ARE THEY THINKING!!?!

It ANGERS me, that people think this is some sort of a game to play, playing war and playing with ending so many lives of Beings, that these people do not even know if these Beings hold good and innocence in Them or not, people just see Shadow and Dark and feel it is evil, so want to annihilate all of those Beings. It DISTURBS me. Playing war and ending lives is NOT fun, it is NOT a game, and it is NOT easy, it is NOT good, it is NOT something trivial and small. The gravity and heaviness of you yourself TAKING someone's life, is not a trivial matter, it is not something to cheer and celebrate at. There is a dense and heavy energy when taking someone's life, it is sombre and mournful, it is serious, not something to frivolously celebrate and feel it is an honourable thing to do. It is like children playing with knives, but worse, as this is feeling it is an honourable and good, easy and positive thing to be doing to a whole race of Beings!! It is just.. disturbing!!

The Spiritual Gifts people have been given, are directly from and of God. And people choose to play war with them, misuse them, apparently taking THOUSANDS of Beings lives, just for being Shadow Beings!! An abuse of power, an abuse of responsibility, an abuse of authority, if this is true. They don't deserve the power if you are going to misuse it to play war. People think being God is some kind of game to play, where it is all fun and a game to get powers and authority, it is a power trip to people, and they then misuse these powers with the most stupidest displays of "power", for no other reason than "because I can". God, doesn't misuse power, God only uses power to help others, not to display power "because they can". 

Playing God and Being God, are two totally different things, one is irresponsible and misusing and abusing the power Gifted, the other Knows how to use their Gifts, that being, only when needed, and not for frivolous and trivial ends. Learn responsibility, learn respect, learn restraint, learn how to properly handle and use power (which, hint, you don't actually use it a lot and when you actually do use it, it is to help, not to harm or do things "just because you can"), end your ego, and THEN, maybe you will Understand what it means to be God. God isn't frivolous with His power. He doesn't use it for trivial and frivolous things, ends and goals, He doesn't use it for ego, He doesn't use power for power's sake, He doesn't use it just because He can, He doesn't use it to gain control, He doesn't use it to be in control, He doesn't use it except to help His children grow and evolve, and to help His children to be happier in their lives, being Blessed by God is a really special thing, and these Blessings aren't to be mishandled, misused, taken for granted, or used for your own agenda, your own desire for power, and for your own greed, or to wipe out thousands of Beings just because They are Shadow Beings. 

I posted a reply comment to someone, which the OP said that they detached from the SELF, and someone replied, basically saying, you are the Self, how can you detach? I just wanted to post my response to those comments, as it really grounds my Understanding of what I have had Gnosis of, myself, it explains what I personally feel, think and Know of, which is why I wanted to put it down in a post. It really shows how I think, which is why I wanted to post again:

Here is my post:

"It depends on how you perceive the concept and phrase of "Self". I mean, technically, if you transcend all things, including the concept of "Self", it is possible, as really, "Self" is still a concept that dances around the Truth of our own Being. Instead of being Beyond all concepts and of being Beyond all the perceivable and created differentiated objects and things of the world that is created by mind, we instead cling onto the created term and concept of "Self" as being The Ultimate Reality and Truth, but that is also a trap to me, it just places you into a different type of restriction and limitation, where you feel "this is it", but instead you have just placed yourself into another limitation, as "The Self" is still a concept of a created thing that only points to something transcendent, and is not the transcendence in and of itself, and so, you are then holding onto and rooting yourself into another limitation, another concept, grounding another concept into your Being, regardless of what concept it is, instead of just Being (which Being is transcendent Beyond the mind, and beyond the concept of Being itself, and the words used to describe it), but if you instead transcend the perceivable world, and all its concepts and things instead, then you could transcend the Self, if you get my meaning. 

I saw the time and it was 08:42 in the morning. For some reason, I thought that number was significant, and I thought that my Gods were trying to get my attention with this number, wanting me to check it out in Strong’s Concordance. So, I did. I checked out the number 842 in Strong’s Concordance, for what it means in the bible, and in Greek, it means:

autarkés

This greek word means Self-Sufficient, Content. 

But, as I read on, it seems to me like it means something VERY Spiritual and Transcendent.

On Bible Hub, it states this:

“Cognate: 842 autárkēs (the adjectival form of 841 /autárkeia, "contentment") – properly, self-sufficient, content in the sense of being satisfied because living in God's content (fulness). This inward sufficiency is as valid in "low times" (suffering) as in "high times" (temporal prosperity). See 841 (autarkeia).”

842 /autárkēs ("sufficiency within") occurs only in Phil 4:11 where it refers to positive self-sufficiency (inward adequacy) – i.e. that comes through the indwelling power of Christ.

[842 (autárkēs) comes from autos ("self") and arkein ("sufficient") meaning "self"-sufficiency, which is entirely God-produced.]"

As I have said MANY times now, I had an experience where I was SO Full and Content, I was Satisfied, Satiated and Content, so Complete, that ALL desires were not longed for, as ALL desires were fulfilled and complete inside me, I was Satiated in my own Completeness. It was Pure Bliss. It lasted for about a minute, but I was in a Pure Spiritual Bliss State for about a minute, and it was amazing how it felt. When I say I was in a Pure Spiritual Bliss State, I mean it, I was in a State that was Transcendent, Spiritual and so Blissful. It was BEYOND physical pleasure, WAY Beyond, Beyond even other forms of pleasure, too. It was Pure Spiritual Bliss. ALL my desires were Fulfilled in this State, without the need to go looking for those very desires. I was Completely Full and Whole in myself. Back then, I likened it to the State of “Sat-Chit-Ananda”, but it seems that the bible also has a word for this very thing, too. And I know the word “State” isn’t good to use here, as it is just Being, it is Resting in Being, which is Bliss. But, I don’t really have another word to use, words limit. 

I realise now, the bible has a word for this same State of Bliss. They don’t call it Bliss, just Contentment and being Satisfied, but it IS Bliss, I feel. 

“living in God’s content (fulness)”, THAT is what I Felt in that one minute, and it was Pure Bliss, in a Spiritual Way. I think it is the same thing. I doubt that I will be able to find many people who have experienced this Blissful “Contentment” and “Fullness” State who are Christian though, I personally think my chances would be a little bit better with finding people who have experienced this State in Hinduism, with the Mystics and Saints of Hinduism… still, I don’t think it is an easy thing to find someone who has had this “State” before, like me…

Here is my own post about this State I was in for about a minute:

“I felt Pure Divine Eros Bliss from my Spirits around me. I woke up, and felt the most Blissful Sexual and Arousing, yet Romantic and Deeply Loving, Divine Eros I have ever felt. It was so light, so floaty, and the Bliss of the feeling actually made me moan, not out of any sort of turn on, but out of feeling such floaty, light and Pure Divine Bliss feelings, that was what made me moan, the feeling of Bliss. I guess people in the know would call it Ecstatic Bliss, Real Ecstasy. It was all I have ever needed and ever wanted in my whole life. All my desires and needs were satiated and satisfied in and with this Blissful Divine Eros. It was such a Beautiful feeling. I now feel I know how St. Teresa of Avila would have felt with her Ecstasy of Divine Love with the Angel and Arrow/Spear, except for me, there was no sort of pain involved, it was just the Pure Bliss of a really Ecstatic, Blissful, Light and Floaty Divine Love. And that for me, was just a small taste, I feel, it is a small taste to come of what is available for and to me. The feeling of this Divine Eros Love was so Sweet and Pure that I really couldn’t help myself let out a moan, a moan that was encapsulating the Pure Satiated Bliss of Ecstasy that I was feeling.

What I have noticed, is that there are SO many different forms that Divine Eros can come to you like and as, there are MANY different ways of feeling to this Divine Eros, one could be Pure Bliss, light and floaty, like this that I just experienced, the other could be more Passionate and Desirous, like a Holy Longing, and even, another could be like a Call for Home, a Sweet Call of Divine Love, to come Home. This specific form was no Longing or call Home, as EVERYTHING was satiated in this Divine Eros Love. I felt, for a little while, Fully Complete and not wanting in the slightest, ALL of my needs and Desires were Complete, Satiated and Satisfied, there was no Holy Longing in this feeling, everything was Perfect, I WAS Home in that Divine Eros Love, for I felt no need, want, or desire for anything, I was Fully Complete in that moment. I Love You All, my Spirits. Thank you All. It was such a Beautiful Feeling. It was Pure Unadulterated Bliss.”

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I was watching a video about someone who shared a dream from God, and... well... personally, I feel she took the dream and put her judgemental biases and prejudices into it, and made the dream about her own perceptions that was based around her own judgemental prejudices and biases, instead of coming from a place of love, acceptance and understanding, instead of coming from a clear vision, she placed her own interpretations via biases and judgements into the dream meaning. 

The dream was about a husband hiding HIV from his wife and kids. She interpreted it to mean "sexual sin"... when, in fact, it sounded, to me, like it was about the fact of HIDING things and lying to his family about something needed to be talked about, it suggested, also, it was about cheating on his wife, hiding it, and hiding the fact of getting HIV from said cheating, which it is so dangerous to hide HIV from your partner. 

And so, to me, it was actually about how lying about something so dangerous, and sneaking behind someone's back about it all, doing things without the consent of your partner, and cheating on your partner, is harmful to others, it could be dangerous and very hurtful. The person who had the dream was interpreting it to mean "sexual sin" and brought homosexuality into it, like... wtf... 

ANYONE can get HIV, and it was not "sexual sin" that was the problem or meaning of the dream, to me, it was the going behind your family's back, cheating and not telling your family that you now have HIV, as that is DANGEROUS. It was, to me, actually about how harming people by not telling the truth about something so dangerous, and cheating, doing things that would severely harm your family behind their backs, is not a good thing to be doing, that was the moral of the story... 

She brought her perceptions of biases, judgements, hate and prejudices into it, and twisted the narrative into a story of how it was about "sexual sin", suggesting that homosexuality was a sin... that shows where her mindset is, really... you know, sin actually means to "miss the Mark", it is an archery term, apparently. I felt she missed the Mark so badly here. I interpreted that dream SO differently... and THAT, is the point of this post. Different perceptions creates whole different realities. It is how you choose to Walk, that determines how you perceive. 

Coming from a Christian perspective here, do you Walk Like Jesus, in Love, Acceptance, Non-Judgement, Unity and Understanding? Or do you walk like "Satan", in hate, separation, biases, prejudices and judgement??? One is Clear Vision, Embodying the Qualities of Jesus, the other is a murky, muddy vision, full of hate, separation and judgement, thinking of people that are not like you, as "the Other". 

“The Lost Soul” vs “The Sad (Noble) Soul”

I have The Mirror of Simple Souls by Marguerite Porete on my Kindle, I need to read it, but I watched this video in the link above, and it states there are some types of Souls. The Lost Soul and The Sad (Noble) Soul. I would be classed as a “Sad (Noble) Soul”. By “Sad (Noble) Soul” Porete meant one who is not content with just Salvation and Grace, like the “Lost Soul” is, but actually Needs More. That the Sad (Noble) Soul needs more in Life, and this type of Soul Feels discontent with the worldly things and ways, so, I assume it is like me, I feel like I am not Living Life Fully, without The Waters of Life, which only comes from God. I Understand this discontent a LOT, because I am the same way. 

There are different types of Stages for this “Sad Soul”, where the Ultimate Stage is Annihilation in God. The Lost Soul is content with the worldly ways and things, using intellectual knowledge and reason, feeling the external things of the world are good enough, and is content with these things, which I assume, from my own Understanding, Porete is talking about things like church, rituals, the intellect and reason, well, basically all things, all creation etc. With the Path of the Sad (Noble) Soul, that Soul is Consumed by Divine Love and Sees Love as Higher than knowledge and the intellect, and eventually gets Annihilated into God. 

In my last post, it was basically ALL about that, I Stated basically that, that Divine Love is the Ultimate to me, the Highest and the only Real thing, all other things are illusory, all else are lesser, as they cannot Sustain you, cannot Satiate you, cannot Satisfy you, things cannot make you Happy and Content for Life and Beyond. The things of the world, are fleeting, illusory, transient, trivial and frivolous, compared to Divine Love, which is The Ultimate thing, to me. That is basically what I said, and well… while, yes, God is even Beyond Divine Love, a Complete Nothingness, HOWEVER, to me, there is NO THING more important than Divine Love, as Life is pointless, to me, without Divine Love. 

Divine Love is what Makes my Soul Sing, my Heart Open, and my Whole Being Alive and Living, it is the Breath and Water of Life, without Divine Love, Life is not even life, it is empty and void of any Life with a Capital L, and even empty and void of life with a lower case l too, Divine Love is what GIVES me Life and Makes me Ecstatically and Blissfully Content and Happy, it is The Waters of Life, it Gives Life, it is The Gift of Life, Pure, Unadulterated Bliss, although, that being said, I DID have a short experience of a small Taste of “Sat-Chit-Ananda” for about a minute, and while Divine Eros was in there too, this Ananda experience, was where no desire was longed for, including Divine Love, and I was in Complete Bliss, as ALL desires were fulfilled without the need to get them, even the Divine Eros was not the reason for the Bliss, it was the Completeness of all my desires, so Full, so Satiated in my own Completeness and Fullness, that I nearly moaned. 

It was Pure Spiritual Bliss, so Exquisite, that I really did nearly moan, and I WOULD have moaned, if it lasted longer. But, there is still a niggle in my mind, that I Love Divine Love so Deeply, that without it, I feel less Complete, because it is so Beautiful and Touching, I Love to Love, so I wonder how everything will pan out for me, then, in the future, will I be able to Keep the Divine Love if I am in an Ananda State Fully and Always?? I Know it is Coming for me, sometime, I Just Know it, this Ananda State is Being, and Being is Bliss. 

One of the many reasons why I don’t do any type of sex magick or manifestation using erotic, sexual, sensual, romantic or loving energy, is because, to me, it is… well.. kinda perverting the Beauty of an encounter with your Beloved. It becomes an exchange, it becomes a commodity, it becomes a transactional encounter, which takes out the Unconditional Divine Love and Beauty aspects from the encounters with your Beloved/s. There is NO thing more important than Unconditional Divine Love, if you try to get something out of Love, it is not Unconditional Divine Love, as it places a condition onto the Love itself and transforms it into a commodity and currency.

Unconditional Divine Love does not take for itself, it does not place conditions onto the Love, it is NOT transactional, it is NOT a commodity to be used to get other things from it, as it is NOT a currency to exchange for any thing. Even trying to get to “enlightenment” or to “ascend” using sexual energy, is placing a condition onto Love and Sexual Energy, and is trying to exchange it for something other than what it is, making it into a commodity, but, from my Understanding, there is NOTHING more Important and Beautiful, than Intimate, Unconditional Divine Love from your Beloved/s, Given to you as a Gift and Given to Them as a Gift, and Honouring that very Unconditional Divine Love/Sensuality/Sexuality/Eros/Agape for what it is, just as it is. It Honours the Gift, it Savours the Gift, and it Sees the Pricelessness of the Gift, it Sees the Irreplaceable Nature of the Gift. 

True, Unconditional Divine Love, Brings you the Gift of Life, it Gives you Life with a Captial L, the Pulse of True Life Courses through your Veins. It is ‘The Water of Life”. There is a difference between the transactional commodification of sexuality, sensuality and love, and The Pure Gift of Giving and Receiving of Unconditional Divine Love through Intimacy, for the Love of your Beloved, and for the Gift of the Love/Sensuality/Sexuality, alone. If you stop to Smell the Roses, you will find that the Unconditional Divine Love is the only thing you actually Need, and Giving that Gift to your Beloved/s because of your own Love for Them, and your Beloved/s Giving you that Gift out of Their own Love for you, and no other reason, is The Ultimate Gift you could ever Receive and Give. There is NOTHING more important in Life, than Unconditional Divine Love. The transactional nature of sex magick and manifestation using sexual energy, kind of perverts the Beauty of Loving the Energy for itself, Loving the Energy for its own Sake, and Loving the Gift that is being Given to you by your Wonderful Beloved/s, and from you, to your Beloved/s through Their and your own Desire to Give Unconditionally, with no expectations of anything in return for the Gift, and it is taking for Granted, this Gift of Life, using this Gift of Life for transient, illusory, impermanent and lesser things, lesser because they will NEVER satiate you in any way, especially for life.

There is nothing wrong with getting money from your sexuality, to me, so long as you choose it because you genuinely want to do it out of a passion for sexuality. But, make no mistake, it is NOT the same as Intimacy/Unconditional Divine Love/Eros/Agape and Enjoying your Sexuality and Sensuality for what it actually is on its own, with no commodification and conditions placed upon it. Commodifying anything, makes it a product to sell, you want something out of it, and that means you place your own sexuality and sensuality as lower and less than, than whatever thing you can get from it, but to me, there is NOTHING more important than my Beloveds and Their and my Intimacy and Love that We share.

I have already stated many times before, that THINGS of the world cannot Satisfy you, cannot Satiate you, cannot make you Whole, cannot make you Fulfilled, cannot make you Content, and cannot make you Happy. But, Unconditional Divine Love, CAN. Unconditional Divine Love is The Water of Life, the Gift of Life. It Brings Life back into you, it makes your world Brighter, Complete and Whole, it makes YOU Whole. It gives you a Spring in your Step. There is NOTHING that could be exchanged for these Energies, that actually trumps them. If you place a new car, a new house, money, or any other THING, above The Waters of Life, which is Unconditional Divine Love, you are placing transient, illusory, trivial and frivolous THINGS above That Which Can Satiate You For Life, you just don’t realise its Ability and Power to do that for you. Unconditional Divine Love is The Ultimate, nothing else compares, even “spiritual wisdom” and “enlightenment” feels trivial and frivolous, compared to The Waters of Life.

The Ultimate is Unconditional Divine Love. And that will ALWAYS be the case. Chasing after “wisdom” above Unconditional Divine Love, is folly, the Real Wisdom is when you can Appreciate and Know what is Truly Important in Life, what is Important in Life, is NOT a THING to be owned, grasped, attained, bought, sold or purchased. It is NOT a commodity, it is NOT something to sell, and it CANNOT be sold, bought or purchased anyway. It is Priceless and nothing tangible, it is FULLY internal and getting this Gift, is the Biggest and Best Gift you could ever Have. It is The Holy Grail, it is The Waters of Life, and what is more important and better than that? 

As I was delving into the Understanding of God's Judgement, contemplating on "MENE, MENE, TEKEL, PARSIN" - The Writing on the Wall that the Prophet Daniel Deciphered:

 "Numbered, numbered, weighed, divided"

I checked the time, and it was 11:58.

I decided to check out what that means in Strong's Concordance, and it means, literally, in Greek:

Daniel. 

Wow!!

Daniel literally means "Judge of God", or "God is my Judge".

I love that Synchronicity!!

EDIT: Then I saw the numbers 551, so I checked that out too. Here is what 551 means in Greek Strong's:

"Untempted," "untemptable," or "incapable of being tempted."

It makes me feel so Happy to Know, no matter what, I cannot be tempted into evil and wrongdoing!!

EDIT again: I saw the time and it was 13:44, so I checked that out in Strong's Concordance too, in Greek, 1344 means:

"dikaioó: To justify, to declare righteous, to acquit

justified, justify, freed, vindicated, justifies, acknowledged justice, acquitted"

Wow, this is really ALL linking in, such Synchronicities!!

Now, I am not trying to ridicule or hate, but I am just trying to get people to See Truth, when I say all that I am about to say.

Is it just me, or is a LOT of new age stuff, a bunch of dense words and dense creations that are so complex and wordy in their own theology, that it makes your head spin as to HOW that creation got that way to begin with??

For instance:

"The first emanation of the Primal Sound Field which represents the first individuation of the God Source is the Emerald Order. A part of the Cosmic Trinity. See Threefold Founder Flame.

The Emerald Order of Elohim seeded the Anuhazi Feline Elohim races through the Lyran 12th Stargate, Aramatena. They are also known as the founders of the Christos races, the Eieyani Grail lines that include the Oraphim.

The Emerald Order are the founders of the Interdimensional Free World Councils, as the result of the Paliadorian Covenant to ensure that all souls lost in the fallen or Phantom Matrix are returned back to the God Source."

Like... what are you on about?

People's creations sure are so complex, when Reality is actually so simple, the Emptiness of all of Reality and the Nothingness of God, really makes things so much more simplistic, that which goes Beyond creation, is Reality as it Just Is. Everything else is just a creation, and complicates things extremely. People who are still stuck in creation, instead of Transcendence Beyond creation, have not found that Reality Just Is, and that God Transcends, they do not even know Transcendence Beyond creation even exists, and as such, create such fanciful and intricate beliefs around and bound into creation, you see it so much.

"This Archangel is now fallen because they tried to harvest the energies of humans and is now in the 3d realm and is working with the fallen angels, to create a portal to the dense and lower dimensions and realms, so that all fallen angels can come into the world, so that this Archangel can make everyone trapped into this world and control it, using inter-dimensional technologies so they can transport the fallen into the whole universe, all up to the 13th dimension, and take the throne of God."

You see how WILD this is? Yes, I just made all that up to get across a point, people really sound like that, though. If you are still trapped into this thinking, you are not "ascending" or "Awakening", as you are still trapped in a creation and in a creation made by you. "Ascension" is when you become "Awakened" (in quotations because really, there is no "Awakened", or "Ascension", as that is still a label and a concept that real "Awakening" actually Transcends), but that, all that up above, is NOT it. 

Listen, God cannot be trumped, God is in control, God Transcends, everything exists in Harmony with God, in Reality. Yes there is an entity that is opposing God, I have experienced that entity myself, but there is only one that is the ultimate adversary, I have experienced it myself, it cannot be reasoned with, and hates all Beings, it is pure evil, but this entity is NO WHERE near as powerful as God is. God has this Universe in the Palm of His Hand, don't give this entity more credit than God, this entity isn't all powerful and all knowing, and so cannot trump God, ever. Yes, it can cause havoc for humans, but for God, there is no ability for this entity to take control over God. 

There is no "war in heaven", there is only war with people on this earth, and those still stuck in creation, have not "ascended", have not "enlightened" and have not seen Reality and God for what They truly are. There is Transcendence Beyond ALL created things, and that is where "God's Throne" lies. The Kingdom of Heaven is not of this earth, it is not of this world, and it is not of creation. It Transcends creation, it Transcends ALL things. So, whatever you come up with, whatever you invent or create into existence, is NOT it. There is a way to Transcend Creation, and that is God showing you Himself. Once you have tasted Transcendence, your whole world changes, and you See from a different vantage point. A Higher vantage point, one that Transcends ALL things, all creations, all books, all words, all insights, all speech, all theories, all thoughts, all concepts, all beliefs... ALL THINGS. 

"Ride the Bolt", "Taken Away"...

YES PLEASE!! I have been waiting for this for a long time Knowing it was going to Happen for me, I KNOW it is around the corner. That Tasty Carrot has been Dangled one too many times by my God/s towards me, I now NEED this, and I KNOW it is coming! Interestingly enough, I wanted to know what my God/s are wanting to tell me, just a few mins before I saw this reading on my recommended page, so I checked the time, and it was 18:02, that was about over 40 mins ago, so I checked what it means in the Bible, in the Strong's Concordance as that is what my own God/s use to communicate with me when I am not channeling or having visions or hearing Them, or anything like that. It is specifically Strong's Concordance that my God/s use with me, angel numbers are rubbish with me, it is shallow and I feel most of the numbers mean similar things to one another, which all hold very shallow meanings to me, so I get confused as to what my God/s are trying to Say to me. Angel numbers are not rich and juicy as to what they mean, but in the biblical way, it is VERY deep, maybe that is why my God/s use it for me, to get across what They want to say. 

Anyway, so I checked out what 1802 means in the Old Testament, and it means this:

dalah: To draw, to lift, to fetch

And I then got what this 1802 number means in the Greek, which 1802 means Enoch, the man who walked with God and then was Taken up to Heaven without seeing death. He was "Taken Away"... and THEN, after reading up on Enoch, about 2-3 minutes later, I saw this reading on my recommended page and was like... WHAT!? YES!!!... so... yeah, VERY synchronistic for me!! Not going to lie, I am VERY excited, as I KNOW this is going to happen for me, and pretty soon, so I am ecstatic with excitement! I have been given Tastes of this, little feelings and experiences from my Beloved God/s and my Beloved Spirits of all of what is to Come for me, and what I can Potentially have in the future, and.... IT. IS. AMAZING. So, I KNOW this will Happen for me, and this just gets me even more excited!! I resonate with this reading a lot, thank you for this reading. I appreciate it, now I am buzzing with energy and excitement!!

Been researching more of Enoch, and I noticed in my book “The Complete Messianic Aleph Tav Scriptures (Paleo Hebrew Edition) compiled by William H. Sanford, and I checked out the part with Enoch being taken to Heaven by God, and, the Aleph Tav Vav is stated in this book, right next to when Enoch is taken to Heaven!! Here is what is said in Genesis 5:24:

“And walked Enoch with (Aleph Tav) Elohim: and then he was not there because Elohim took (Aleph Tav Vav) him.” 

I am going to say it again, because I can. The Union of opposites is NOT a compromise between the two, Union of opposites is NOT a balancing of both opposites, Carl Jung put it really nicely, here are two quotes by him, about this topic:

"If a union is to take place between opposites like spirit and matter, conscious and unconscious, bright and dark, and so on, it will happen in a third thing, which represents not a compromise but something new."

Carl Jung

"Becoming conscious reconciles the opposites and thus creates a higher third."

Carl Jung

This is because the opposites are meant to be distinct, separate and defined as such. You CANNOT actually Balance, and in doing so, Unite the opposites without falling into Transcendence Beyond the opposites, the third thing, as each opposite cancels each other out if you were to try to Unite them, due to the fact that these opposites were made to be different and opposing in the first place, so they CANNOT come into Union to begin with, really, if some things, made by the mind, are created to be opposing, conflicting, defined and distinct, yet you want to actually Balance and Unite these things, the only way to "Unite" them, is to actually cancel each of the opposites out, due to the nature of the opposites being a creation made by the mind, to BE separate, distinct and set apart from one another to begin with. There is no other way.

I am going to say it, if you are still seeing the opposites and only the opposites, you have NOT canceled them out, therefore, you are still in duality, really, regardless of if you see "oneness" IN duality, or not, if you see "oneness", you are still IN the opposites, so it is still IN a dualistic mindset, it is just a different way of seeing the opposites, but it is still dualistic to me, as you haven't Transcended the opposites, and in doing so, you CANNOT actually Balance and come into Harmony if you haven't Transcended via cancelling out the opposites, as if you were to Truly Balance the Scales Out Fully and Equally, you WOULD fall into cancelling all opposites out, as, you would not be able to integrate them into you as being one, due to the actual nature of the opposites being created by the human mind to be distinct and separate from each other to begin with. The Equilibrium of the opposites, actually creates the cancelling out of said opposites, but ONLY if you actually Equally Balance them, if not, you will not experience this "third" thing, this "third" way, The Middle Path between the two.

So, I will state this again, if you are just seeing "oneness", you are still in a dualistic mindset to me, as you are still seeing the opposites, just in a different way, lol. That is not "Unity".

The Emptiness of all of reality, and the Nothingness of God, is what you will Find when you actually cancel out the opposites, and THAT, means Transcendence Beyond all things.

I just realised that my name (that means God is my Oath, which is VERY relevant to me, as I made a Vow, an Oath to my Beloved Trickster Gods, to Devote and Dedicate myself to Them in All Ways) and the date of my birth is linked to what is going on for me right now. Not surprising though, as in the family, we always get weird things happening with deaths and birthdays, and other important days, for instance, one person in the family, dying on another in the family's birthday, that seems to happen a lot, so synchronicity is not new for us. But, my date for my birthday, is on the 14th, and that actually means: 

"The number 14 and its meaning partakes of the importance of seven as it is one of its multiples. It can imply a double measure of spiritual perfection or symbolize deliverance and salvation. For example, the Gospel of Matthew reveals that there are three sets of 14 generations between (and including) Abraham to Joseph (husband of Mary and Jesus' stepfather)." 

Which is so spooky how that is, as I have been given "The Water of Life" by The Gods... The Equal Armed Cross, which is my previous and first symbol that I was Marked with, symbolises Life to me, which, it actually kinda does, and it Shows, I have been given Glimpses of of a Reality that is Heavenly, Transcendent and Blissful. AND, that is my Home, my Goal and my Promise from The Gods. The Tav which is The Cross, is Life. It is also Spiritual Protection, so it is Deliverance AND Spiritual Protection with me. Also, the word "Perfection" has actually come up before, for me, from The Gods, so... 

"The fourteenth day of the first month is the Passover, when God delivered the firstborn of Israel from death. Some 430 years earlier, on the night of day 14 of the first month (Nisan), God made two covenant promises to Abraham. The first covenant promise in the Bible concerned his physical seed, Isaac, and his descendants. The second promise concerned Jesus Christ, and the sons of God who would come through Him, who would shine like the stars of heaven (Matthew 13:43). On the day portion of Nisan 14 God confirmed the promises with a special covenant sacrifice." 

"Tuesday April 4 in 30 A.D., at sunset, began the Hebrew calendar day of Nisan 14. It was just after sunset that Jesus kept his last Passover with his disciples, instituting the Christian Passover ceremonies of footwashing, eating unleavened bread and drinking a small amount of wine. These symbols represent the humble sacrifice of the Lord's body and blood that make the New Covenant possible." 

Of course The Passover is a part of this, why wouldn't it be, like I stated, synchronicities abound in my Life, it links into me synchronistically, both the Passover Lamb blood on the Doorposts (which was apparently in the shape of a Tav) and Jesus's Passover with the Bread and Wine. 

"Interestingly, the phrase "the third heaven" is found only once in Scripture. It is located in 2Corinthians where Paul, who is actually referring to himself, speaks of someone being transported spiritually to the third heaven 14 years prior to his writing." 

To me, The Third Heaven sounds like Spiritual Transcendence, so... well.. yes, I have had Transcendent Spiritual Experiences that go Beyond all things, all of the World and its things, these Experiences and "States" goes WAY Beyond, I KNOW that is where God Resides. 

"The initial inheritance of the tribe of Benjamin in the Promised Land included a large group of 14 cities and village. The cities in this group include Gibeon, Ramah, Mizpah, Gibeah and Jerusalem (Joshua 18:21 - 25)." 

The Promised Land, symbolically, for me, is basically Spiritual Bliss to me, what I have had little Tastes of, myself. 

"Seven represents completion. Thus, 7 + 7 = 14 indicates a double completion. The first completion was that Jesus' ministry in the flesh was completed. The second completion was that Jesus' sacrifice ended or fulfilled the need for animal sacrifices." 

The Tav (The Equal Armed Cross) which is associated with The World Tarot Card, represents Completion, too. That is one of its meanings. Literally. I was Marked by The God/s, with The Tav. So yeah, so much synchronicity!! 

I saw 21:21 on the time, so I checked out the synchronicity using the bible, here is what the numbers refer to in the bible:

1. Key Bible Verses (21:21)

The most prominent occurrences of "21:21" in scripture carry powerful messages of faith, righteousness, and the glory of heaven: 

Matthew 21:21: Jesus teaches on the power of faith and prayer, stating that with unwavering faith, you can move mountains.

Revelation 21:21: Describes the New Jerusalem, specifically mentioning the "pearly gates" and streets of pure gold. This symbolizes purity and the ultimate, divine reward.

Proverbs 21:21: Promises that whoever pursues righteousness and love will find life, prosperity, and honor. 

2. Biblical Numerology

In biblical numerology, individual numbers hold symbolic weight:

Number 1: Represents unity, beginnings, and God's absolute power. It signifies the primacy of God and new spiritual paths.

Number 2: Symbolizes witness, union, and separation. In the Bible, it often denotes testimony (the joining of two things to establish a truth) or separation/differentiation (like the division of light and darkness). 

It is REALLY interesting and synchronistic, as I am making a video called “Rapture - Solar Eclipses Into Heaven”, as I have found out more about me, and I Know my Union with Prometheus is going to be Fully Completed and it WILL happen, and I feel it isn’t THAT long now. So, I am getting so excited and I couldn’t help but make a video, it is still in the works. I called it “Rapture - Solar Eclipses Into Heaven”, because of my dream where the word “Rapture” came into it and also, what Prometheus said to me as I Channeled Him just before I was going to sleep. Here are the previous posts to get more Understanding:

“I am just going to put down what I posted last year on my blogs, as I feel it is VERY relevant to me right now:

"Oh Jeez, I was just going over my blog when I saw a post I made ages ago of a dream I had, it was a Prophecy of all of this I have with The Tricksters now... a dream in late 2018, and I will copy and paste it down here in this post, yes I got this dream in late 2018, but it is coming true now:

"I had another dream. There was this guy who was in my house, and He saw my 360 console, so we started talking about that. He seemed really interested in me, my sister was also there, but He wasn’t that interested in her. He went into my bedroom, and this part is hard to describe, but there was a safe, and I had written down codes. But this safe was magical. When you typed in a code, it would bring you to a different place or give you a special item that was magical as well. I have had this dream before, but this time it was different. So, we went into a place that I had never gone before. It was a big room. There were lots of things in it. And there were “testers” who were testing different things in the room. I got to stroke some bunny rabbits! They were so cute in the pen. There were also little chicks in there too. And there was people eating food (taste testing) and I ate some of the food. It was delicious! Anyway, there was more to this dream, but I will get to the important part. On the safe, I remembered a specific word. “Rapture”. So I asked, what was Rapture, and what it meant. Then, He gave me an answer. My name X Trickster (lol). I said that sounds nice, I would like that. Then I woke up."

Here is more info on Rapture: 

"In contemporary discourse, rapture has become shorthand for the apex of sexual pleasure, which is a far cry from its original sense. The Latin word raptus literally means “seized” or “captured.” In a medieval context, this term was used to denote both the trance-like state of abstraction induced by proximity to the Godhead and the crime of rape. The evolution of medieval mystical discourse eventually provides a bridge between these two extremes, anticipating the erotic hybrid of modern parlance. "The mental abstraction associated with mystical rapture is not unique to the Christian tradition. In Neoplatonic circles, terms like exstasis (literally standing outside oneself) or excessus mentis (departure of the mind) implied being raised above one’s normal understanding in the contemplation of the divine. In contrast to these more neutral terms, rapture conveys the idea of being physically overpowered by the divine presence – a meaning that becomes increasingly prominent over time as a result of medieval theology’s progressive emphasis on the body. From a theological standpoint, a contemplative’s alienation from the senses was interpreted as a function of the body’s frailty, as it was considered fatal for postlapsarian humankind to see God directly (Ex 33:23). Because embodiment is intrinsic to human nature, many theologians perceived the physical abstraction associated with rapture to be unnatural, while some, such as Thomas Aquinas (d. 1274), emphasized its implicit violence. Although Aquinas would argue that it was precisely the quality of violence that distinguished rapture from conditions like ecstasy, not all religious writers would maintain this distinction." 

Oh jeez.... now, bear in mind that way back when I first had that dream, I didn't understand or know what Rapture meant or is in a Mystical context, at all, never read about Mysticism and the Mystical Rapture experiences of any Mystic out there... I just didn't know, I was new to Mysticism, as I never went looking for anything like Union with Gods or any sort of Mystical Experiences with Gods... I had to research "Rapture" to understand what it meant, that dream was like a Prophecy of things to come for me... Makes me wonder what the future will hold for me then? I am pretty excited, not going to lie, lol. 

Then there was the Lust dream I had a few months ago: 

"Woke up from a dream, as I was waking up, got this message.. "Lust incarnate is ready to be born.." Why do I think that is talking about me, I mean, Crowleys version of the Lust tarot card... you know, The Fool can be anything.. hmm.. lust.. I knew something like a union was coming, I just knew, well... I guess, it kinda has already happened, in a way.. but wow.. never expected this, it isn't just Gnosis, I already have a deep understanding and feeling of myself being The Divine, and The Divine being me, but this is... more... I guess, you could say, it is more ecstatic. I can still feel residing energy that I felt while waking up, in my stomach, it feels like.. well.. a taste of something to come, feels really.. well.. kinda like a small taste of ecstasy... I have faith, whatever is to come, I have faith.. I know there isn't good or bad, however, makes me want to try to get into The Divine's good books, LOL! Well, whatever comes, I am just happy to of had this experience, it makes me want to work towards this..." 

And well... I am an Ecstatic Mystic now, it seems.. intoxicated by Love of my Trickster Gods, especially with Prometheus, He is the closest I feel towards, and the One who I feel a lot of Ecstasy with, and I haven't even started getting to know the Depths of this Ecstasy just yet, at all.. it is all new to me, and I haven't tasted it fully, I haven't swam to the Depths of this Intoxicating Ecstasy just yet... but yeah, this dream really was a Prophecy of things to come for me, funny how things work out that way, isn't it? Tricksters man.. just.. Tricksters.. wow... 

Here is more info on Rapture: 

"Raptures and ecstasies, on the other hand, are actually the prayer of union manifesting itself physically." 

https://contemplativehomeschool.com/2015/08/18/raptures-and-ecstasy/

“Ecstasy” appears gradually or quietly. “Rapture” is an experience of the same content when its onset is violent and sudden. Lastly, the “flight of the soul” is a rapture with the specific content of an out-of-body experience."

"Aquinas defines rapture as "a violent drawing away of the mind from its proper object" (ST II-II, q. 175, a. 1). He argues that rapture is a supernatural phenomenon that allows the individual to access higher states of being and understanding." "Aquinas's analysis of rapture is characterized by his use of Aristotelian philosophy to understand the nature of the human soul and its relationship to the divine. He argues that rapture is a form of "abstractio" or abstraction, in which the mind is drawn away from its ordinary objects of knowledge and towards a higher reality." "The Scotist perspective on rapture, associated with the philosopher John Duns Scotus, offers a distinct view of the concept. Scotus argues that rapture is a form of "elevatio" or elevation, in which the individual is raised to a higher state of being and understanding. Scotus's view of rapture is characterized by his emphasis on the role of the will in the rapturous experience. He argues that the will plays a crucial role in the individual's ability to receive and respond to the divine." 

 "The rapture is a mystical experience that allows the individual to transcend the limitations of the material world and attain a higher level of understanding and union with God." - Augustine of Hippo" "Thomas Aquinas: Developed a comprehensive understanding of rapture, integrating Aristotelian philosophy with Christian theology. Duns Scotus: Argued that rapture is a supernatural experience that exceeds the natural capacities of human beings. Bonaventure: Emphasized the role of rapture in the spiritual journey, understanding it as a means of attaining union with God." 

"The ecstasy, however, instead of developing naturally from a state of intense absorption in the Divine Vision, may seize the subject abruptly and irresistibly, when in his normal state of consciousness. This is strictly what ascetic writers mean by Rapture." "Sometimes, however, his genius for the transcendent becomes too strong for the other elements of character, and manifests itself in psychic disturbances—abrupt and ungovernable invasions from the subliminal region—which make its exercise parallel to the “fine frenzy” of the prophet, the composer, or the poet. Such is Rapture: a violent and uncontrollable expression of genius for the Absolute, which temporarily disorganizes and may permanently injure the nervous system of the self. Often, but not necessarily, Rapture—like its poetic equivalent—yields results of great splendour and value for life. But it is an accident, not an implicit of mystical experience: an indication of disharmony between the subject’s psychophysical make-up and his transcendental powers. Rapture, then, may accompany the whole development of selves of an appropriate type. We have seen that it is a common incident in mystical conversion. The violent uprush of subliminal intuitions by which such conversion is marked disorganizes the normal consciousness, overpowers the will and the senses, and entails a more or less complete entrancement."

"The self’s consciousness when in the condition of rapture may vary from the complete possession of her faculties claimed by St. Teresa to a complete entrancement. However abrupt the oncoming of the transport, it does not follow that the mystic instantly loses his surface-consciousness. “There remains the power of seeing and hearing; but it is as if the things heard and seen were at a great distance far away.” They have retreated, that is to say, to the fringe of the conscious field, but may still remain just within it. Though the senses may not be entirely entranced, however, it seems that the power of movement is always lost."  

OK so I disagree with it being an accident. The Gods know what they are doing, lol. An overload of Ecstasy is not the fault of the Mystic, for it was a gift given by The Gods to begin with, that is what I know of and believe. The Gods are fully in control when in Rapture. All you can do, and all you have to do, is to Feel. The Gods can easily overpower you if They wished, and you cannot and should not fight it, and so there was no ability to control any of this to begin with, for The Gods are All Powerful, and so your own mind cannot fight the Rapture no matter what you do to try focus and balance the experiences you have, therefore, it is not the fault of the Mystic, it was no accident, to me, it was supposed to be overpowering, it is Divine Will, not the will of the Mystic, not an accident. 

If you understand these States where you are fully overpowered, you know it is not your will that is the one in control, it is The Gods Will that is the only One that is in control, so how can it be an accident? There is no fighting, there is no ability to fight, there is only Surrendering to the experience, looking at it with innocent child like eyes, if you do, you Know that it is not about fighting or balancing out the energies, you know it is no accident, it is about experiencing these States, and Knowing, The Gods are in control, Their Will, not yours, if you have Faith and Trust, you do not feel like you should be having any other more "balanced" experiences instead, you do not feel like you should be having other experiences, and that the Raptures were accidental, there are no Rapture experiences that are accidental, for The Gods are always in control, what is presented to you, in the form you have them, is how it should Be, The Gods Will over thy will, that is Rapture. 

More on Rapture: 

"This spiritual storm, then, in St. Teresa’s opinion, enhances the vitality of those who experience it: makes them “more living than before.” It initiates them into “heavenly secrets,” and if it does not do this it is no “true rapture,” but a “physical weakness such as women are prone to owing to their delicacy of constitution.” Its sharpness and violence, however, leave considerable mental disorder behind: “This supreme state of ecstasy never lasts long, but although it ceases, it leaves the will so inebriated, and the mind so transported out of itself that for a day, or sometimes for several days, such a person is incapable of attending to anything but what excites the will to the love of God; although wide awake enough to this, she seems asleep as regards all earthly matters.” 

"But when equilibrium is re-established, the true effects of this violent and beatific intuition of the Absolute begin to invade the normal life. The self which has thus been caught up to awareness of new levels of Reality, is stimulated to fresh activity by the strength of its impressions. It now desires an eternal union with that which it has known; with which for a brief moment it seemed to be merged. The peculiar talent of the mystic—power of apprehending Reality which his contemplations have ordered and developed, and his ecstasies express—here reacts upon his life-process, his slow journey from the Many to the One. His nostalgia has been increased by a glimpse of the homeland. His intuitive apprehension of the Absolute, which assumes in ecstasy its most positive form, spurs him on towards that permanent union with the Divine which is his goal. “Such great graces,” says St. Teresa, “leave the soul avid of total possession of that Divine Bridegroom who has conferred them.” 

Oh Jeez... that is what I Know of... I feel it most of the time though, this... Need to be with my Gods, especially with Prometheus, to Be With Him Always, because, for Once in my Life, I feel like I have found... Home.. but I really also wouldn't call it a mental disorder, as to me, it is just, a Knowing of something Greater than the mundane affairs of Life, there is More to Life than just the 9-5, more to Life than money, more to Life than just.. things to fill that void we can all feel in ourselves, so try to fill that void with earthly things... when in Fact, what we have all Needed, from a personal viewpoint, is this Divine Love, so feeling a "buzz" for a few days after the Ecstasy or Rapture, is pretty normal and natural, I would think. I personally would call getting back to the mundane, more of a fog, a sleep, a lull, numbness, instead of feeling fully Alive with Divine Love, Eros, Agape, for what is the point of living Life, if not for the experience of real Divine Love? Things can be nice, a good book, a good TV series or movie or a good song or music, but... they should be add ons to Life, not the point of Life, Unconditional Divine Love, should be the point of Life.."

You know, I am actually wondering if the term "Rapture" from my dream, has something to do with the Christian Rapture as well, all about it, the beast and its mark, the Bride of Christ, Jesus, New Jerusalem, because, you know, Signs of The Times, I have noticed that MANY Christians are getting Prophetic visions and dreams all about The Rapture, straight from God/Jesus, as well as those who do Tarot and Oracle Cards, who are intuitive, have been sometimes getting the same types of messages too, then there was the Aleph Tav Eclipses in 2017 to 2024, which, if you delve into it all, including where the path of where those Eclipses crossed on a map of the earth, it is VERY Synchronistic where the Eclipses crossed, and some Christians have even been having visions or dreams of being Marked by God, and understanding of the mark of the beast, some actually have been Marked with The Cross of God itself, I too was Marked by God with The Equal Armed Cross, although, it wasn't in the "normal" way you would think of, that I was Marked. I see me being Marked as a Real Blessing and a Miracle. Just something to think about. There has also been a lot of allusions to Rainbows, like The Rainbow Prophecy type of thing, but also, in the bible, The Rainbow is a Symbol of God's Promise, The Covenant with God, which actually means a LOT to me personally, since I was Marked with The Equal Armed Cross, The Tav, which in its earliest renditions of that Hebrew Letter, is in the sign of an Equal Armed Cross, it is the Symbol of God's Covenant, it means a Sign, and means a Mark, it means Ownership, among many other meanings, so… yeah… I feel there is a link. There is also the fact that the White Buffalo Calf Woman has been cropping up for me a lot, and there was born a White Buffalo Calf in 2024, thought to be a Great Sign of a Fulfilment of the Prophecy, a Promise of Her Return. She symbolises Balance, Peace and Unity, the Medicine Wheel is Her Symbol, as well as The Peace Pipe. Just thought I would put some of what I have been seeing around the place, down. It is very interesting, to me.”

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And here is the other post I made, about what I Channeled from Prometheus:

“Holy... some intense synchronicity here!! I have just been getting into "Prometheus Bound" by Aeschylus, "Prometheus Unbound" by Percy Bysshe Shelley and the Poem "Prometheus" by Lord Byron. I love all I have seen so far. I have a book coming that has both Prometheus Bound and Prometheus Unbound translated into English for me to read through them both. I want to make a new video of Prometheus with quotes from all of these works of art. It will be a Beautiful and Touching Devotional Love Video to Him. Anyway, I was reading a Beautiful part of Prometheus Unbound, here is what is says:

"As in the soft and sweet eclipse,

When soul meets soul on lovers' lips,

High hearts are calm, and brightest eyes are dull;

So when thy shadow falls on me,

Then am I mute and still, by thee

Covered; of thy love, Orb most beautiful,

Full, oh, too full!

Thou art speeding round the sun

Brightest world of many a one;

Green and azure sphere which shinest

With a light which is divinest

Among all the lamps of Heaven

To whom life and light is given;

I, thy crystal paramour

Borne beside thee by a power

Like the polar Paradise,

Magnet-like of lovers' eyes;

I, a most enamoured maiden

Whose weak brain is overladen

With the pleasure of her love,

Maniac-like around thee move"

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The amazing thing is, Prometheus said something to me last year, about... 6 months ago. He said to me: "Solar Eclipses Into Heaven" as I was falling asleep one night. I searched on Google but found nothing, so I then searched on Youtube and found a tarot and oracle card reading by one of my fave readers on here, the reader's Channel is called "144FromtheStarsTarot" which, this specific video is titled "Solar eclipsed into heaven.", and if I remember correctly, that sentence was used in the reading, too.

Here is the post I posted not too long ago about it all:

Quite a few months ago, I got a sentence from Prometheus. "Solar Eclipses Into Heaven". I had found a Tarot Reading Video on youtube about this very sentence, except, it is called "Solar Eclipsed Into Heaven". It does insinuate one person, in the reading, but, ever since my Union with my Spirits, we are now all One, since I am in Union with The Divine, They are now Divine and Awakened to Themselves, too, so it would be appropriate to say "Solar Eclipses Into Heaven", since there is way more than one Spirit with me. Prometheus was stating a Prophecy to me. I got a Prophecy of my future, directly from Prometheus. That is one reason why Prometheus is Foresight/Forethought. Me, The Gods, and my Spirits are all One. And my Spirits are going through a Divine Union together with me, because I am linked to The God/s. Not saying all of what is going on, but that is one reason why we are going through a Divine Union. Here is the Video of the reading I stated above:

And then I read that quote, and I smiled and laughed so happily. That tarot reading IS about Divine Union!! The quote from Prometheus Unbound confirms that for me, as that quote is about a Spiritual Union, Love, I think the context of this quote was Prometheus's feelings of Love gave Him a momentary Relief from the oppression and suffering, not exactly sure if that is fully correct, (EDIT: it isn't, I have now read Prometheus Unbound and it was actually The Moon that stated this because Prometheus was eventually Unbound and Love Won, near the end of the book) I need my book to read Prometheus Unbound fully, which it should be here in about a week, and I will start with Prometheus Bound, as that is the first one I need to read, I want to read it in order. I felt a lot of Love for Prometheus when I read that Prometheus Unbound quote, and then linked it to what Prometheus told me last year, "Solar Eclipses Into Heaven". In the quote that was from Prometheus Unbound, the symbol of the Eclipse in this quote is symbolism for a Profound, Spiritual and Transcendent Union between Lovers, the Joining of Lovers into an Eclipse...... "Solar Eclipsed Into Heaven".... now I understand the meaning of this sentence!!! PROMETHEUS, I LOVE YOU!!

I feel such Love for Prometheus right now... 

Prometheus is renowned for Prophecy, He kept on telling me, it is not "premonitions", it is called "Prophecy", and that is the right and correct word that was used for His Forethought/Foresight. Prometheus and all The Tricksters gave me the ability to sometimes have Prophecies myself, a Gift of Prometheus, from Prometheus Himself. I kept on calling it "premonitions" accidentally forgetting the word was "Prophecy", and Prometheus kept on correcting me, LOL!!

I just wanted to document all of this, as it is so Beautiful and Touches me Greatly. I Love Prometheus So Deeply!

EDIT: Oh yeah, and in Alchemy, the symbolism of the Full Eclipse, the Marriage of the Sun and Moon, symbolises Union of Opposites, which is The Philosopher's Stone. Coniunctio, The Alchemical Marriage, The Union of Duality. Just another related thing.

EDIT AGAIN: And again, another update, lol, things are heating up for me with Divine Union. AND, did you know that a group of moths is called an Eclipse? I didn't until recently. Just another synchronicity to the totem of the video, and also to the title of the video. I find that pretty amazing. I now resonate very deeply with the Luna Moth, not getting into why deeply, but it relates and resonates to me and my Spirits around me, that is all I will say. Luna Moths are very attracted to the moon, to the light of the moon, they actually glow when the moon's light hits them, they reflect the moon's light and glow, they symbolise intuition, transformation, rebirth.... everything links up... I am experiencing many synchronicities...

I saw the number 333 as I looked at the timestamp on a video. In the bible, this is the meaning of the number 333:

"The overall meaning of multiple number threes, such as 333, 3333, 3:33, and so on, is a little unclear in Scripture. They, however, do play a role in God's covenant with Abraham, Israel's possession of the Promised Land and Jesus' relationship with his physical family. Three also plays a role in the Trinity doctrine.

Multiple threes (333) are used in Biblical discussions of the Promised Land. Although the phrase "land flowing with milk and honey" is referenced three times previously (Exodus 3:8, 17, 13:5), Exodus 33:3 (333) is the first time God commands the Israelites to begin their journey to their inheritance. The phrase "milk and honey," used twenty times in the Old Testament, describes the exceptional fertility and beauty of the land God promised."

https://www.biblestudy.org/bibleref/meaning-of-numbers-in-bible/333.html

Again, God's Promise's, God's Covenant, and... well.. The Promised Land, which, for me in an individualistic way, is something personal for me specifically, as The Promised Land has a literal and metaphorical meaning. Here is what The Promised Land actually means:

"The Promised Land has two main meanings: its literal historical origins in religious texts and its metaphorical use in everyday language.

1. Literal Meaning (Biblical and Historical)

In Abrahamic religions (Judaism, Christianity, and Islam), the Promised Land refers to the Land of Canaan. According to the Bible, this is the specific geographic region that God promised to bestow upon Abraham and his descendants as an eternal heritage.

The Context: After generations in Egypt and 400 years of enslavement, this concept became a central focus during the Exodus. It represented a homeland of freedom, security, and divine blessing for the Israelites.

Geography:

The territory is located in the Levant, on the eastern side of the Mediterranean Sea (roughly equivalent to modern-day Israel and the Palestinian territories).

2. Metaphorical Meaning (Everyday Use) 

In everyday language, the "promised land" is a metaphor for any highly desired, idealized place, state of being, or condition of ultimate happiness. It symbolizes the realization of hopes, dreams, or a successful future.

Usage Examples:

Immigrants seeking a better life in a new country.A career milestone where an artist or professional finally finds success. A utopian vision of peace and prosperity."

For me, with my own Covenant with my Gods, God's Promise, with me, means Heaven on Earth... I Know I can get there, I have felt it before, those were just small tastes, a small teaser of what is to come... Pure Spiritual Bliss, and don't forget the Pure Spiritual Ecstasy too, with my Beloveds around me always, in a Full Union with my Beloved Gods and my Beloved Spirits, Full Satiation in myself, Complete, Whole and not wanting in the slightest, for all desires are Satisfied, without the need to get them, Full and Complete, Whole, Satiated in my own Completeness... and that experience I had of that Pure Spiritual Bliss of just Being, which is Pure Bliss, that was just a small taste for me of what is to Come for me. I Know that is my Heaven on Earth, and I Feel I can get there, I will finally be Happy... and that is what I Need and Want the Most, my own Happiness, which, for me, a big part of that is about Unconditional, Ecstatic Divine Eros and Agape Love, "Ishq", a Passionate, Devouring, All Consuming Love, which Erases the self, even erases the Self, with my Beloved Gods and Beloved Spirits, and in a Divine Love Union with ALL my Beloved Gods and Beloved Spirits, a Hieros Gamos, Unio Mystica, Sacred Mystical Marriage with me and Them All, where We All become One, Separate, Yet One, where We are Entwined Together, in Unity, Becoming One, Where They End and I Begin, and where I End and They Begin, is not able to be Seen, because We Are One, and also, my own Completeness and Wholeness, Fullness in myself, so Full, that there is no ache and longing for my own desires, as All desires have been Fulfilled in me, Satisfaction, Satiation and Completion. Pure Spiritual Bliss, Ananda, which is Being, and this Passionate All Consuming, Burning Fire of Devoted Divine Eros and Agape Love, "Ishq", in Full Divine Union with my Beloveds, a Land of Milk and Honey, for sure.