as terrible as an angel, be afraid

1 million kitties

my dinnar 🔥

oily + princessling pics

ohhhhh oh my god it still hurts so bad how is time moving so slowly? its only been a month and a half. but also i hate that time passes at all because the more it passes the further it all gets from me and the more ill forget and the less real itll have seemed and the one year i had with him will disappear under month after month after year and itll all just be a moment i can barely remember. it already is hard to remember but it hurts so bad. i miss my kitty so much but i cant believe i was ever even lucky enough to have him in the first place. it feels like it was forever ago. i hate that things had to end so badly. i am sobbing but my brain tries to make me forget sad memories/emotions so i have to fight against that to remember him but i just cry when i do because i loved him so much and i can never see him again. i have to keep opening the wound to remember him at all and its not fair and i love him and im so so heartbroken