hey 🦔
been a year since my last post
so much has happened. it’s undoubtedly been the best year of my life each year my life grows more and more mine. I’m so relieved.
I put enough time and effort into my music that I had two EPs released. I’m a full-time musician now, like paying rent and bills with my music. I’m broke a lot but I can’t describe the feeling of liberation from my toxic wealthy parents.
I got engaged. to someone who is consistently good to me, who doesn’t see me as an antidote to their self-hatred, but as an equal being. living with her is this euphoric peace I’ve always craved, which I never got from my family, then searched for in partners but never found.
I lost many friends. I still don’t have the social energy I used to have before my last relationship. I’m still learning to how to be a friend, a present friend, but it’s hard. some of my old friends I hurt irrevocably with my negligence. I wish all of them well, and I want to be a better person.
hope everyone is doing well.
bye now!
