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i’m up to the bit of poj where the nice old guy is trying to convince us that murder of drafted soldiers is okay…………..!

poj is so good because i have no idea who wants yan zheng dead or alive or allied or enemies like the headfuck of being inside politics is really well portrayed. no clue what’s happening but everyone on the inside is so on the inside that they don’t know anything else. like that girls can be butchers and a village family can live on 20 taels of silver. they rly just being like hm whats everyone’s next move 🤔🤔📿🤲📿🤔📿🤔📿🤲🤔📿🤔📿🤲🤔📿📿🤔🤔🤲🤔🤔 24/7

ok tho like genuinely i’m watching pursuit of jade and like they just put crack in these episodes idk what it is (crack is probs just code for zhang linghe yeah)

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went vegetarian like less than a month ago and still coming to terms with how horrific the meat industry is. and i’m starting pursuit of jade today!!! surely those two things will not be related!!! here i am watching the first episode hahaha oh-

like bro imagine being xiao jue and you had a soft spot for this cutie at school but you’re a boy and he’s a boy and its like medieval times in china so like no way and then you meet a courageous and beautiful woman like ten years later who’s the only one to ever open up your heart and they turn out to be THE SAME PERSON. insane.

just finished legend of the female general - xiao jue bisexual baddie we love you

its so weird having a dream that has context. like i just dreamt up all this stuff that i was so sure was based around something ghat i had seen in real life and then i looked it up and uh nope! just in dreamland where everybody goes when they sleep!! haha yep!! alternate universes exist and you visit them all the time! ahaha. 😀🤨

this morning on depop i had a wee sift through the pages as it were. liked some things to have a better look at later. a couple of which i thought were very cool and even checked up on in my lunch break, but again, wait till we get home to do the big girl thinking bc i don’t want to make a Silly Purchase i want to make an Informed Purchase. i got home and they all sold one by one in front of my very eyes i’m not even joking. i need to take very deep breaths.

the timeline of my brain devolping is rly crazy bc wdym at 19 i realised that actually all religions are kinda wild and if you’re there mainly because you believe in a god/s, then you have to be on some level of kinda crazy yourself, but at the cusp of 21 i just realised that the reason every time i’ve tried and kinda fucked up making sushi since i was 8 it was because the rice was still too warm.….!?????

when you’re like hmm what should i watch while i eat my dinner after work and then you’re browsing between your pirating websites and you go “oh! what was that thing i was watching the other day…..” and you strain to remember the characters faces or the theme or the plot so you can figure out which of the ten shows you got going it was and then it hits you. that it was a dream you had last night and you’ll never have it again EVER and happiness is a butterfly tryna catch it like every night it escapes from hands

just did a wee throwback self-stalk through the instagram expecting to be inspired…………………….extremely. disappointed. why did i. get rid of so much. good cloth. fists balling in anger i tell you now sir. balling. sir. balling. t-shirt and jeans i woe. my woe. sir. ball.

whatever is the opposite of an ick like someone who has been just like a little cutie wallflower in one’s life suddenly like laughs a certain way or does a wee thing and it’s like i become tom looking at that hot white cat in tom and jerry ygm

you ever like love a song but have never seen the artist but in your mind they’re so fine and their voice is so nice and ur like heheh 😚. and then you look them up. yeah.

when you’re on the 63rd chapter and the narration in your webtoon says ‘it’s coming: the end of the prologue’….oh