˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ 𝐼•𝐼•𝑀𝑀𝒳𝒳𝒱 ♡

If you try to have sex with someone while they’re asleep, you are rapey and a sexual assaulting POS. To: my exes.

I don’t wanna be here without her anymore…

Sometimes I’m just done with life, I want to be with my baby. My Marwan truly loved me and needed me. No one needs me. If I was gone, everyone will move on eventually. I haven’t seen Marwan in my dreams since she passed. I miss her…

I still get so sad looking out my backdoor, knowing I’ll never see your little face again. I miss you so much still it hurts. I love you Marwan…I hope you crossed knowing how much I truly loved you🥺💔 you’ll always be my first baby.

I miss my Marwan so much!! She was only 3 years old, it’s not fair. She showed me so much unconditional love. I’m still in shock on how sudden her passing was. I can’t believe I had to hold her in my arms and watch her take her last breath. We finally got her fully indoors and then she was taken so fast. God please…let me see her in my dreams. I want to be with her, I want more time!! It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I’m in so much pain. I love my baby so much!!

Lexapro works so damn well, but I’ve gained so much weight on it - happiness comes with a price 🥹

The struggle of wanting to keep my really long one length hair, or wanting to cut it into a shaggy layered cut again😭