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nmg się tego uczyć opisy i obrazy mnie nie ruszają ale intensywnie uderza mnie wspomnienie zapachu rozcinanego gnijącego ciała... jedna z rzeczy która najmocniej w życiu mi się utrwaliła w pamięci

funny how i don't have the instinct for reciprocal human connection and relationships. which doesn't mean i don't want or need them

pls let today be the first day this week when i don't have a mental breakdown in the evening

the fact that your parents can fuck you up for life and then just walk around happy and ignorant for the rest of their lives

my brain got calibrated wrong i think

i feel so tired and bored of everything. i got my period and the pain is so bad. i had to be at an autopsy of a rotting disintegrating corpse... i need a drink. except i can't because i'm on painkillers

i've always felt like an androgynous expression would be more comfortable/true to myself. but the problem is gender neutral clothes are fucking boringggg