god, he fucking got to me. augaughgahguaghagahgah *bangs head on wall* and i can't even blame viper (sorry dude). uuuuuuuggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

why won't he leave me alone? even when im happy, even when im having fun, even when im around my friends, even then he whispers in my ear. i can feel him now, staring at me, but if i turn to look, he won't be there, its all in my head. why won't he leave me be? at least be real so i don't feel like im going insane when i hear your voice.

what the fuck. he choked me and i couldn't breath, how the fuck did he do that? he's not real so how the fuck did he choke me?

no, no, no, no, no, we're becoming him, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, why, why do you have to not hate him, we all fucking hate you, why, why, why, no one wants you here, fuck you

begging to leave my heart alone. who i have no clue, me, the monster, or someone else