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The stage had become slick almost immediately, which had caused the first complication of the night, because Harry, in all his pre-show confidence, had gone out in shoes that were not made for a wet stage and the amount of running, dancing and general nonsense he insists on doing for two hours. So by the fourth song, he had abandoned them.

You had stood side stage watching him perform Watermelon Sugar in white socks, trying very hard to look like a professional member of his team rather than someone silently losing her mind at the sight of her world-famous boyfriend padding across Wembley Stadium in wet socks because his own enthusiasm had outpaced footwear logistics. Someone eventually brought him better shoes during a short break, and Harry had put them on with a solemn little nod like he had made an important tactical adjustment rather than created the issue himself.

The fans had loved it, obviously. The fans love most things when Harry looks amused by his own chaos.

Now As It Was is over, the final run around the catwalks finished, the last cheers still breaking over the stadium as he blows kisses and thanks the crowd one more time. He disappears towards the side-stage exit, still waving until the last possible second, and you're exactly where you always are after the show, waiting with a clean towel and a fresh water bottle.

Harry steps off stage, flushed and breathless, his damp stage outfit clinging to him, rain still caught in his hair and sweat shining along his neck as his eyes find you immediately. “There she is,” he says, voice rough from singing.

“There he is,” you return, holding out the towel.

He takes it, but not before leaning in to kiss your cheek, quick and warm and still a little breathless. “Thank you, love.”

“You’re welcome, sock boy.”

He pauses with the towel halfway to his face. “We’re starting there, are we?”

“You performed in socks.”

“For safety.”

“For slipping.”

“I didn’t fall.”

“Yet.”

He points at you with the water bottle once he takes it from your other hand. “Supportive girlfriend. That’s what you’re supposed to be.”

“Always.”

“Rude social media manager is what you are.”

You wink. “That too.”

You start walking together through the backstage corridors, the sound of the crowd fading behind you in uneven waves. Harry drinks deeply, then lifts the towel and rubs it over his face, his neck, then into his hair. He ruffles it with a little too much force, trying to dry both rain and sweat at once, and when he lowers the towel again, his hair is sticking up in several different directions, damp and wild, like he's been electrocuted gently by applause.

You try, you really try, but the laugh still escapes you, a small snort you cannot pull back in time.

Harry turns his head slowly, his eyebrow lifts. “Are you laughing at me?”

You raise both hands, innocent. “No.”

“You are.”

“I would never.”

“You just did.”

“I sneezed.”

“You snorted.”

“I had a throat tickle.”

“Interesting. Didn’t know throat tickles sounded like disrespect.”

You press your lips together because looking directly at him only makes it worse. His hair is doing at least four things at once, and the rest of him looks far too proud to match it.

Harry narrows his eyes. “You know, you sleep with your mouth open.”

Your own eyes widen. “Excuse me?”

“And you drool on my pillow.”

“That is a vile accusation.”

“I’ve seen it.”

“No, you haven’t.”

“I have.”

“There is no proof.”

“I don’t need proof. I was there.”

“Everyone drools sometimes.”

“You just said you don’t.”

“I said there’s no proof.”

Harry’s smile begins to break through, dimples appearing despite his attempt at sternness. “You do it the cutest, though.”

You roll your eyes. “That’s disgusting and affectionate at the same time.”

“I’m talented.”

“You’re ridiculous.”

“I’m also talented.”

He drinks again, slower this time, and you take in the way his breathing gradually steadies as you walk. You know this part of the night well by now, the strange transition between Harry on stage and Harry afterwards, body still full of performance, mind still running at stadium speed. He always needs a little time before the adrenaline leaves him completely. Sometimes he talks too much, sometimes he barely talks at all. Sometimes he sings nonsense under his breath, or stands in the corridor with a towel over his head while everyone works around him. Tonight, he's buzzing but also starting to come down. “Everything ready?” he asks, wiping the towel over the back of his neck.

“Everything’s ready,” you say. “Brad has the recovery tub set up, Anthony has one of his cameras in a waterproof housing, and before you ask, yes, the towels are packed.”

Harry hums approvingly. “Look at that, proper operation.”

“You mean the operation where everyone works so you can sit in freezing water and look pretty for Instagram?”

“Recovery is serious, love.”

“Your fans think the ice bath photos are serious too.”

“Do they?”

“Don’t pretend you don’t know.”

“I’m an innocent man.”

“You’re many things. Innocent’s not one of them.”

He glances at you. “That sounded ominous.”

“It was meant to.”

The dressing room is quiet when you reach it, the sudden privacy wrapping around you both after the noise of the stadium. Harry strips out of his stage outfit quickly, damp fabric peeling away, wet shoes abandoned near the wardrobe case with the mild tragedy they deserve. He changes into swim trunks while you pick up the white bathrobe waiting for him and hold it open. He slips his arms into it, and you straighten the collar out of habit. “Very spa,” you say.

“Very athlete.”

“Very dramatic.”

He looks down at you. “You love it.”

“I tolerate it.”

“With devotion.”

“With patience.”

He smiles, then lets you lead the way with towels stacked over your arm.

The recovery bathroom is tucked deeper in Wembley, part of the stadium’s football facilities, designed for bodies that need cooling, repairing, shocking gently back into themselves after extreme effort. The lights are dimmed tonight, softer than the glaring practicality of the space would usually allow, reflecting off tile and metal and the still surface of the water. It smells of clean towels, chlorine, cold air and whatever expensive body wash someone has left near the showers.

Brad stands beside the recovery tub, one hand on the edge, checking the digital temperature display. He looks up when you and Harry enter, nodding in greeting. “All good?” Brad asks.

Harry rolls one shoulder, then the other. “Yeah. Hot one.”

“Water’s holding at ten degrees.”

“Lovely,” Harry says, in the tone of a man preparing to walk into something actively unpleasant.

Anthony is in the far corner with his equipment laid out, one camera around his neck, another already secured inside a clear waterproof housing. He looks focused, professional, making final adjustments with quiet precision. He lifts his eyes briefly when you come in. “Good show,” he says.

Harry smiles. “Thank you.”

“Good socks too.”

You let out a laugh before Harry can respond.

Harry points at him. “Everyone’s very funny tonight.”

Anthony only smiles and goes back to his camera.

There's an ease in the room that comes from repetition and trust. Brad knows Harry’s body, his limits, when to push him and when not to. Anthony knows when to disappear behind the lens and when to lower the camera entirely. You know when Harry needs closeness and when he needs quiet. The four of you have fallen into this rhythm across the tour, part work, part friendship, part quiet little ritual that exists away from the public version of everything.

Harry takes off the robe and hands it to you. You step back, robe and towels over your arms, leaning lightly against the wall a few metres away. You're there if he wants you, but you don't crowd him. This part belongs first to his body, to the discipline of slowing it down.

Brad looks at him. “You feeling alright? No dizziness, no nausea, anything like that?”

“All good.”

“Hydrated?”

Harry glances at you, and you raise an eyebrow.

“Yes,” Harry says.

“Convincing,” Brad replies.

“I’ve been supervised.”

“I trust her more than you anyway.”

“Fair.”

Brad checks the temperature once more, then nods. “Set for you. Start whenever you’re ready.”

Harry gives a small nod of thanks and steps closer to the tub. For a moment, he just stands there, then he closes his eyes and the shift is almost immediate. His face loses the loose playfulness from the corridor, the post-show grin fading into concentration. His breathing deepens deliberately, in through the nose, slow out through the mouth. His shoulders settle, his hands flex once at his sides, then still.

You watch him come back to himself. Not all at once, Harry never really switches off like a light, he arrives in stages. First from stage to corridor, from roar to voices. Then from corridor to dressing room, from public adrenaline to private exhaustion. Now this, the colder, quieter descent into his own body.

He steps into the water with one foot and his breath catches. Even after all the times he has done this, the first touch of ten-degree water still takes something from him. His jaw tightens, his fingers curl slightly, but he keeps breathing. The second foot follows and he stands ankle-deep, eyes still closed, letting the shock register without obeying it.

Brad watches closely, but silent. Anthony lifts his camera, the shutter clicking softly.

After a minute, Harry steps deeper, calves submerged, then knees. Goosebumps rise across his skin immediately, his breathing goes sharper, then steadies again by force. He pauses each time, patient with the discomfort, waiting for his body to stop shouting quite so loudly before asking more of it. By the time the water reaches his hips, the worst of it hits. Harry grips the edge of the tub with both hands, knuckles pale, head bowed slightly. His eyes stay closed, but his expression shifts with the pain of the cold. The body doesn't enjoy being lowered into water like that after two hours of heat and movement, no matter how used to recovery routines he is.

“You good?” Brad asks quietly.

Harry nods once, waits, breath by breath, then lowers himself fully into the tub until only his head remains above the water. For the first minute after he sits, he doesn't move at all. His hands grip the edge, his eyes remain shut, and the muscles in his face stay tight with concentration. Everything in him is working against the instinct to get out, but he knows the pattern. The first shock, the resistance, the breath, then, eventually, the drop.

Anthony moves carefully around the room, camera clicking in measured bursts. He never intrudes, he catches the angle of Harry’s hands on the tub edge, the line of his shoulders above the water, the contrast between the sharp cold and the exhaustion still written across him. For a while, the only sounds are the occasional shutter, the quiet hum of the recovery unit, and Harry’s controlled breathing.

You stay where you are. You hold the robe and towels and watch him with a tenderness you don't interrupt.

Around five minutes in, the change comes. Harry’s shoulders lower first, his jaw eases, the line between his brows fades, his hands, which have been gripping the tub, loosen one finger at a time until his hold becomes less about survival and more about contact. His breathing slows into something almost meditative, and the adrenaline that had clung to him after the show seems to drain away into the cold water.

This is always the part that fascinates you the most. On stage, he becomes vast. It's not fake, but expanded, all voice and movement and grin and cheek and command. He fills the stage because the stage asks to be filled, and he gives the crowd the version of himself that can carry ninety thousand people without collapsing under the weight of their love.

Here, in dim light and cold water, he becomes small again in the most human way: quiet, focused, and almost shy in the stillness.

Harry turns one hand over on the edge of the tub, palm up, his eyes stay closed, but you know what he's asking. Without a word, you hang the robe and towels over the edge of another empty tub and walk over. The step beside the recovery tub is cool beneath you as you sit, careful not to brush the water with anything except your hand. Then you slide your fingers into his open palm and flinch immediately. “Jesus,” you whisper under your breath. His fingers are freezing, but you don't pull away.

Harry’s mouth curves, eyes still closed, the boyish grin appearing slowly as if he's been waiting for that exact reaction.

“Don’t smile,” you murmur, and his grin deepens.

You shake your head but keep holding his hand, thumb moving gently over the back of it despite the cold seeping into your skin. His fingers curl around yours with just enough pressure to acknowledge you, not enough to ask anything more.

At eight minutes, Brad glances at the timer. “Eight,” he says. “Two more.”

Harry nods, still calm, still inward.

Anthony lowers his camera briefly. “Going to do the underwater angle now.”

Harry opens his eyes then, coming back a little. “Yeah.”

Anthony picks up the camera inside the waterproof housing and steps closer. He checks the seal one more time, then lowers the housing into the water, moving slowly so he doesn't disturb Harry’s position more than necessary. With his other hand, he uses the remote shutter to fire a few shots, adjusting the angle until the camera catches Harry through the cold clarity beneath the surface. Harry looks into the lens, eyes open and steady, water distorting the line of his body below. It’ll be a fan favourite, you already know so much, they always are. Anthony takes a few more, then lifts the housing out carefully and steps back to wipe it down. He returns to his other camera afterwards, quieter again, capturing Harry above the water as the last minute passes while you stay beside him, holding his hand.

By ten minutes, Harry looks almost peaceful.

“Time,” Brad says, and Harry nods.

He draws in a slow breath, then begins to sit forward, preparing to stand. His grip on your hand tightens, and you barely think about it, assuming he needs leverage as he shifts his weight in the tub. Then his eyes open properly, find yours, and there is a split second where you see the mischief arrive. “Oh no,” you manage.

Harry grins, then he pulls. You gasp as your balance tips forward, Harry’s free arm catches around your waist with absurd precision, and before you can do anything except make a deeply undignified sound, he hauls you into his lap in the ten-degree water where the cold hits you like a slap. Only the lower half of you goes in, thighs to waist, but it is enough to steal the air from your lungs. You squeal, sharp and startled, hands flying to his wrists as your body registers freezing water, wet clothes, Harry’s arms around your middle and his delighted laugh right beside your ear.

“Harry!”

He laughs properly, loud and victorious, holding you just long enough for the prank to land and not a second longer than he should. Anthony’s camera fires at exactly the right moment, because of course it does, catching you mid-gasp in Harry’s grip while Harry laughs like a man who has achieved a lifelong ambition.

Brad doesn't even look surprised, he only shakes his head, deeply unsurprised by the ongoing nonsense of Harry Styles. “Every time I think we’ve had a normal session.”

You push against Harry’s arms. “Let me out, you lunatic!”

He releases you immediately, still laughing. “Sorry.”

“You’re not sorry at all, you never are.”

“Not really.”

“You pulled me into an ice bath!”

“You were very supportive, sitting there.”

“I was holding your hand!”

“And I appreciated it.”

“You’re insane.”

“Maybe a bit.”

You scramble out of the tub, water dripping from your shirt and jeans, the cold making you shiver as soon as the air hits you. You grab the nearest towel from the other tub and wrap it around yourself, glaring at him with as much dignity as one can manage while soaked from the waist down while Harry beams at you from the water, dimples fully out.

“You are the silliest, cheekiest, most childish man I’ve ever met,” you say.

“Most handsome too?”

“Do not push your luck, Styles.”

Brad helps Harry stand carefully, one hand ready at his arm as he steps out of the tub. Harry’s skin is flushed from the cold, water streaming off him, breath sharper now that he is moving again. Brad picks up the bathrobe you had been holding earlier and offers it to him. Harry takes it, then immediately wraps it around your shoulders instead.

Brad pauses, then mutters, “Right. Of course.”

Harry gives him a perfectly innocent look while pulling the robe around you. “She’s cold.”

“She wouldn’t be if someone hadn’t dragged her into ten-degree water.”

“Unclear who did that.”

You stare at him. “Unclear?”

Harry takes a towel and starts drying himself off, still far too amused. “Memory’s foggy after the cold.”

Brad shakes his head again. “I’ll get another robe.”

“Thank you,” Harry says cheerfully.

Brad leaves the room, and you slip your arms into the robe properly, the thick cotton instantly better than the wet fabric clinging beneath it. You're still shivering, though, a fine tremble that Harry notices immediately. “Come here,” he says, reaching for you.

“No!”

He looks offended. “No?”

“You’re cold and wet.”

“You’re also cold and wet.”

“Because of you.”

He shrugs. “Shared experience.”

Anthony lowers his camera and laughs from the corner where he has started reviewing shots. “You might want to see this.”

You point at his camera without looking. “If that photo is ugly, delete it.”

Anthony turns the camera screen slightly, smiling. You step closer, Harry leaning in beside you with the towel around his neck. The photo is, unfortunately, brilliant. You are mid-yelp, mouth open in startled outrage, hands in the air, while Harry is laughing with his whole face, arms wrapped securely around you, water splashing around both of you. It's ridiculous and alive and embarrassingly perfect. Harry lights up. “That’s the post.”

“No.”

“That’s absolutely the post.”

“No, it's not.”

“Wembley night eight. Rain, socks, ice bath assault. Tells a story.”

“It tells a story of attempted murder.”

“It tells a story of pure romance.”

Anthony looks between you, still amused. “It’s a very good photo.”

“It’s never being published anyway,” you say.

Harry turns to you. “Isn’t that my social media manager’s decision?”

“I am your social media manager.”

He sighs dramatically. “That is deeply unfortunate for me.”

“And fortunate for your public image.”

“My public image would thrive.”

“Your public image performed in socks tonight. It has had enough freedom.”

Anthony laughs, then turns back to pack his equipment before he can be pulled into the debate as a witness just as Brad returns with another robe and hands it to Harry. “For the person who actually used the ice bath voluntarily,” Brad says.

Harry takes it with a grin. “Thank you.”

“Try not to drown anyone else.”

“No promises.”

“Harry,” you warn.

He only smiles.

A few minutes later, Brad and Anthony leave, Anthony with his cameras packed and at least one criminally good photo stored away, Brad with the patient resignation of someone who knows recovery sessions with Harry can only be controlled up to a certain point. The door closes behind them, the bathroom goes quiet and for the first time since the show ended, it's just the two of you. You look down at yourself, wet shirt and jeans under the robe, then at Harry. “I need dry clothes.”

Harry’s grin softens into something gentler. “Yeah, love.”

You shrug out of the robe long enough to peel off the wet shirt and jeans, grimacing at the cold fabric. Harry holds the robe open for you when you're done, careful with his eyes and his hands even after years of closeness, letting you slip back into the warmth without rushing. He pulls the robe around your shoulders and ties the belt at your waist himself, knotting it neatly with the kind of focus he gives to tasks that involve taking care of you. “There,” he says quietly.

You look at him. He's standing close, robe open over his swim trunks, towel around his neck, hair still damp and sticking up in softened chaos. The playful sharpness from the prank has faded now, leaving the after-show tenderness you know so well. He looks tired, finally. Not drained in a frightening way, just emptied out after giving everything and then shocking his body into stillness. You reach up and take the towel from around his neck and he narrows his eyes. “What’re you doing?”

“Fixing your hair.”

“My hair doesn’t need fixing.”

“It looks traumatised.”

“It’s been through a lot.”

“Because its owner is dramatic.”

You rub the towel gently over his head, ruffling the already messy strands until they stick in even more directions. Harry makes a soft offended sound, reaching for your waist. “Heeey.”

“Hold still.”

“You’re making it worse.”

“I know.”

His hands settle at your hips, warm now despite the cold still clinging to his skin. When you finish, you drape the towel back around his neck but keep hold of both ends, using them to keep him close. “There,” you say. “Perfect.”

“I look ridiculous, don’t I?”

“Yes.”

“You love it.”

“I love you. The hair is collateral.”

Harry grins, then leans in slightly. “You should’ve seen your face when I pulled you in.”

“You mean my face of betrayal?”

“Very dramatic.”

“The water was fucking freezing.”

“It’s meant to be.”

“I don’t know how you sat in that for ten minutes.”

“Mindset.”

You stare at him, and he holds your gaze with complete seriousness for about two seconds. “Mindset?” you repeat.

“Yes.”

“Oh, sorry, I forgot you’re a wellness podcast now.”

Harry laughs, head dropping forward slightly. “I’m serious.”

“So am I. You and your mindset, I had one thought in that water, and it was murder.”

“Against me?”

“Obviously.”

“Bit harsh, love.”

“You dragged me into an ice bath.”

“For bonding.”

“Felt more like hypothermia.”

He grins, hands sliding a little farther around your waist, affectionate and grounding. “You were in there three seconds.”

“Longest three seconds of my life.”

“You screamed very prettily.”

“I will deny that in court.”

“Anthony has proof.”

“Anthony is loyal to me.”

“Anthony is loyal to good photos.”

You sigh because that is, unfortunately, true.

Harry’s expression softens again, and he tugs gently on the belt of your robe to bring you half a step closer. “You alright?”

“Yes.”

“Too cold?”

“A bit.”

“We’ll get you dry clothes.”

“And then home.”

“And then home,” he agrees.

You study him for a moment. “You came down okay?”

He knows what you mean, not from the water, from the show and he nods. “Yeah. Better now.”

“Good.”

“You helped.”

“I was just sitting there.”

“Holding my hand.”

“With great personal sacrifice.”

“Freezing fingers?”

“Like corpse fingers.”

“Romantic.”

“Very.”

He smiles, then kisses you. It's soft, unhurried, still faintly cool from the water but warming quickly. Your hands release the towel ends and slide to his neck, and Harry’s arms go around you properly now, careful not to press his wet body too close to yours but unable not to hold you. The whole day, the heat, the rain, the roar of Wembley, the camera shutters, the shock of ice water, all of it narrows down to the quiet press of his mouth and the steady certainty of his hands. When he pulls back, he rests his forehead against yours for a second. “Can we go home now?” he pouts.

“You’re asking me?”

“I am.”

“You’re the one everyone is waiting on.”

“Then they’ll be relieved I’ve made a decision.”

“What decision?”

Harry lifts his head and smiles. “I need warming-up cuddles from my favourite person.”

You tilt your head. “And who might that be?”

He starts guiding you towards the bathroom door with one arm around your shoulders, his other hand catching the towels as he passes.

“She knows,” he says.

“Does she?”

“Oh, very much.”

Harry kisses the side of your head as he opens the door. “Good,” he murmurs. “Let’s get her home, then.”

You lean into his side, still damp, still shivering a little, still trying not to laugh about the fact that he has somehow turned a professional recovery session into a hostage situation involving ten-degree water. “She does,” you say.

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He’d take it in his mouth and run it slowly along your body and then he'd leave it resting on your mound while he eats you out, eagerly drinking the drops of cold water that are slowly trickling down your p***y and mingling with your sweet juices while he'd tell you how incredibly good you taste and how much he missed you.