#yuseong

To All the Boys I've loved

LOOKISM CHARACTER: FIRST KISS

JAKE KIM

Jake was trying to bury it deep for months, but your smile did something to him that he couldn't quite explain. The secret glances you gave him mirrored his own hidden feelings. But his life was a dangerous gamble of enemies and bloody nights. Keeping you close to him was too dangerous, too risky. So, he pushed you away, even though the pining gnawed at him all day and night. It all shattered when one night you broke, tears streaming as you rushed out from Big Deal Street into the rain.

Jake ran after you with an umbrella trying to stop you. When he finally caught up to you and grabbed your hand, you pushed him away a little too hard. "Y/N, stop! Please, just listen. I'm trying to keep you safe... my life's too dangerous-"

"Leave me alone Jake! You're just making it difficult for both of us you idiot-"

He dropped the umbrella, water cascading over you both, and cupped your face with trembling hands, thumbs wiping at the tears mixing with rain. "Enough," he breathed, then kissed you. His lips were warm against the chill, urgent and tender, one hand sliding to the nape of your neck to hold you there. You froze for a heartbeat, then melted, kissing him back while your leg popped up (Princess Diary style).

When he finally pulled back, foreheads pressed together, rain dripping from his lashes, he whispered, "I'm so sorry for understanding this late... that I can't live without you. Literally." You smile. "You idiot... Also sorry, that was my first kiss." "I could tell." "...." "I'm kidding!"

EUGENE

The chairman's room felt smaller than usual, the dim bulb overhead casting shadows on Eugene as he was slumped down on the couch. Whatever happened to him that day had left him unraveling, shoulders shaking under your arm as you pulled him into a tight hug. "Shh, I've got you," you murmured, holding him close, your fingers threading gently through his hair. His body relaxed against yours, the tension easing.

He lifted his head slowly and realized that the distance between you two was no more. The air thickened, and your comforting touch turned intimate. You could feel his breathe over you skim, and you felt the shift ...his gaze dropped to your lips, a quiet want replacing his distress. Eugene leaned in, hand rising to cup your jaw, the space between you vanishing...

"Ahem, ahem..." Mandeok cleared his throat as Yuseong leaned in from behind him as they poked their heads through the door. Eugene sprang back, while both of your faces burned red.

He whipped around, voice sharp. "What is it?" They muttered excuses and bolted, but the damage was done. The heat lingered, though, your cheeks flushed as Eugene rubbed the back of his neck, avoiding your eyes. "That was... erm close" he said, voice low, a shy smile tugging at his lips. You reached out, squeezing his hand. Yeah, it was. And next time, no one's interrupting.

SEONGJI YUK

The kitchen counter was painted with sugar syrup and fruit peelings, the tanghulu cooling in neat rows as the syrup's glossy shine caught the afternoon light. Seongji turned the tanghulus his eyebrows scrunched in concentration. His sleeves were rolled up, and he hummed a song that you had made him listen a few days ago... You'd joined in to help, the two of you bumping elbows and sharing quiet laughs over the mess. "Here, taste this," he said, offering you a skewer, then taking a bite of his own.

A strand of syrup clung to his cheek, sparkling like gold. Without a second thought, you leaned across the counter and licked it off, the sweetness bursting on your tongue mixed with the warmth of his skin. Seongji froze, eyes widening in shock, a deep blush flooding his face from collar to ears.

You pulled back just enough to meet his stunned gaze, then smiled slow and teasing, your hand sliding up to trace the line of his neck, fingers curling into his hair. He blinked, breath hitching, but the pull was too strong. You tugged him closer, capturing his lips in a real kiss. His hands found your waist after a beat of hesitation, gripping like he never wanted to let go.

TAESOO MA

The night sky was sprawling endlessly above you and Taesoo as you lay side by side on a blanket atop Taesoo's favourite mountain. The air was cool and breezy, and everything smelt like pine. He'd been opening up more than usual, voice steady as he traced constellations with his finger. "Oh, see that? That's a lover pair." he said, eyes on the heavens. "A lover pair?" "Yeah. Perseus and Andromeda... legend says that they were so in love that they were immortalized in the stars beside each other." You turned to him, his words warming your chest. "I'll be there always too, Taesoo. No matter what." His gaze shifted to you. Laughing, cooking, quiet nights and all the fighting.... he couldn't imagine any of it without you anymore. The distance he'd kept, the walls, they crumbled right there.

"After all this time?" he asked softly, rolling onto his side.

"Always," you replied, voice sure and quiet.

He closed the gap, his lips brushing yours in a kiss that felt like coming home – gentle at first, then deepening. His hand cupped your cheek, his thumb tracing your skin. When he pulled back, forehead resting against yours, he smiled, rare and full. "Always," he echoed.

HUDSON AHN

The night air in Ansan hung heavy with the scent of rain-soaked streets. Hudson's duffel bag sat at his feet, packed for the early train to Seoul where Allied waited for him for some mission. You'd walked him to the station, your heart racing with the fear that this goodbye might be the last one. He stood tall, his poker face intact

You couldn't hold it in anymore. Stepping close, you grabbed his jacket collar and pulled him down, pressing your lips to his in a desperate, trembling kiss. It started soft but tasting salty but it sweetened as his hands hesitated then settled on your arms, steadying you both. You broke away first. "I couldn't let you go without doing that." His gaze held yours, silent as ever, but something shifted deep inside him. You turned and walked back toward the lights, tears flowing uncontrollably. Hudson didn't move. He didn't even call out. Instead, he watched you go, a single tear slipping down his cheek He brushed it away roughly, jaw clenching. For the first time, the sun of Ansan felt like he had an orbit to return to. And that changed everything.

sooooooooo could i also request the crush and dating headcanon for yuseong pretty please?

i wish he will get more scenes in lookism, there is so little </3

Pure

(YUSEONG CRUSH/DATING HEADCANNONS)

THE CRUSH PHASE

 Yuseong doesn't know how to play it cool.When he likes you, he will stare at you intensely for long periods. It isn't creepy, it’s like he’s trying to memorize your smile. If you catch him, he doesn't look away, he’ll just tilt his head like a curious kitten.

 He has no concept of personal space with the people he trusts and likes. If you’re sitting on a bench, his head is on your shoulder. During breaktimes, he’ll eat from your lunch (without asking) and will feed you the best part of his lunch with his hands.

 If anyone even raises their voice at you, Yuseong is there. He doesn't need to be told you're uncomfortable, he’ll sense it. He’ll stand between you and the person, his badger instincts ready to lunge.

 He’ll start bringing you things he finds interesting. A smooth rock, a colorful leaf, or your favorite snack that he saw you looking at once. He won't say anything, he’ll just set it in your lap and wait for your reaction and giggle giddily when you like them.

THE DATING PHASE 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼

 After seeing how much closer you and Yuseong have gotten Eugene would try to set you both together.

 He still doesn't talk much, but he’s incredibly vocal with his actions. He’ll hold your hand or arms at all times. He’s a big fan of back-hugs where he just buries his face in your neck and breathes you in. He loveeeeees resting his head in your lap while you stroke his hair.

He loves trips to the aquarium, feeding the ducks or just sharing ramen in silence. As long as your hand is in his, he’s the happiest he’s ever been.

If you deny him his favorite chocolate (he has already eaten ten) he’ll pout. But you’ll give into his puppy eyes in just two minutes.

You develop a language of your own. A squeeze of the hand means "I'm here," a nudge of his head against your arm means "I'm hungry," and a soft hum means "I love you."

 On days when everything becomes too much for him to handle, he’ll come to you and just hide. He’ll wrap himself around you like a koala and won't let go for hours. You are the only person who can calm him down when he’s crying or scared.

You’re his north star. You go to the library; he goes to the library. You go to the CVS; he goes to the CVS.

Yuseong loves the kisses you give him on the nose. There’ll be a wide grin on his face after you smother him with eskimo kisses.  

 He is an extremely loyal partner. Period. He doesn't care about other people (except Eugene), status, or money. There is only you and you, nothing else matters.

Thank you anon, for the request :)

Bed Chem “Where art thou? Why not upon me?"

Lookism boys and the Classic Only One Bed Trope headcannon (NOTE: you're not their S/O, yet)

YUSEONG

You are the only person besides Eugene with whom Yuseong feels comfortable. You don't expect him to change his habits, you don't look at him like a weirdo, and you don't need words to communicate with him.

Yuseong doesn’t understand the "social rules" of sleeping next to someone. He doesn't care about 'his side' or 'your side.'

In middle of the night he'll (unknowingly) cling to you like a koala bear because you remind him of the 10-feet long teddy bear that Eugene gifted him.

His touch doesn't feel uneasy. You’ll find yourself instinctively stroking his hair, as he buries his head in the crook of your neck.