#yukiotacon

Here I was IRL after celebrating my fucking birthday only to have my mother steal all my money from my wallet. At this moment in time I cannot help but feel a great sense of betrayal. My heart hurts knowing how she treats me. I don't know what else to do since I have no funds to for my books and other school expenses I am sorry for ranting like this. I just feel hurt that she would do this to her own daughter..... I am sorry to ask any one of you guys. to my dear patrons I am sorry if your bartender who has not been shelling out drinks asks for tips ( Any amount is appreciated)

School has been draining and sorry for not being around making. Here is a bartender thought to all 14 players and who play Love and deepspace

Since this isn’t a request I will answer it.

The short answer is he makes me extremely uncomfortable. Just something about him is making my skin crawl. The more content we’ve see from him them less excited I am. So now I’m actually kinda dreading him being added to the game cause it’s not worth the story progression if you’re going to have such an off putting character. Something about him is sinister in the worst way possible and I do NOT like it. So I probably won’t be adding him to this account for the foreseeable future if ever.

I’ll keep it there for now as to not be more of a party pooper but yea I don’t like him as of now.

The biggest sunshine in the world

You can bet your ass she is the cheerleader in the relationship

She will uplift you when you have your bad days

Has a 6th sense when it comes finding out their partner is down in the dumps

Will always find time to have small dates with you.

Is a total snack gremlin

If you try to eat some delicious snack in private, you can bet she is already there to ask for some and giving you sad kitten eyes

Definitely, purrs when you hug or cuddle

Things for me this week have been hell.

First, I caught my mother's sickness and now I cannot eat because of the pain

Second, let's just say the time of the month hits

Third, My favorite anime characters is set to die tomorrow in the most brutal way possible. I feel like this week is just one giant L for me

I would like to say sorry to all my patrons. My delving into the JJK fandom has left me in a bit of a sad / somber mood you see

* pours a drink and lights a cigarette *

You see I am a fan of a particular character in JJK and unfortunately their time in JJK is soon coming to an end. Well to say I am not ready would be an understatement. I have been wrestling with these feelings all through out season 2. Every new episode leaves me both happy and dreading knowing the hour is close at hand.

Spoilers for ffxiv

This oddly reminds me my time in ffxiv. A small confession. I knew Haurchefant was going to die. I spoiled myself via the wiki. Somehow even though I knew he was going to die. His passing left major impact on me and made my heart ache so badly. I could not understand why. I thought if I was spoiled then the impact wouldn't have been so painful. I was dead wrong and now I will forever remember Haurchefant's bloody smile

However back to the topic at hand, I am just not ready to say good bye this character I love so much and is it alright to continue to love said character even though they are dead in the narrative?

Oh honey this boi has been eagerly waiting for this day to come

Haurchefant is giddy with excitement by the idea of playing the pocky game with you

Of course this man has his own hidden pocky supply in his desk

Haurchefant definitely does his signature gesture when you say yes

Will give you bedroom eyes the whole time you guys play the game

This man is definitely hungry, but certainly not only for pocky

Yeah, half way finishing the last stick Haurchefant kisses you passionately