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Lead your way little one.
Your energy has been kept small for too long little one.
This plane has become dark little one.
You were birthed from the light little one.
Shine bright little one.
Lead on little one.
The relationship with me:|:
I prayed for so long for a change in my life, for something diffrent something that I felt I was missing. Id wake up and feel this weird emptyness, but how could I, I recently had Just gotten married to my best friend and we recently moved in to our new apartment in the area we had been wanting, I Had a Job I loved but tolerated, I had about a handfull of friends who I saw as family, So why this emptiness. Id wake up and couldnt and wouldnt look my self in the mirror, I stopped doing my make up, I stopped doing my hair, I stopped Combing my hair, I stopped aknowledging my existence, In My head I didnt matter...
One Morning I woke up and Just didnt see the reason to do the same thing over again , I felt that emptiness again, and with that emptiness came self hate, self sabotage, self Alienation. I Got up washed my face but again not once did I look at my self in the mirror, because in my head It didnt matter what I saw...
That Night I prayed, Listen Im not the one to claim any religion but I do have faith thats another story but My faith was something I was afraid Id be losing next, But that night I prayed, I pored my whole heart into that prayer that it turned into a conversation, and it was one I think I needed. I asked for guidance, I asked for self strength to fight this whatever it was, I asked for positive change and rederection because so many times in my head this same self hate was turning into something more.. Couple of days after that I could not fight this anymore, I was at my lowest I tell you, When You stop carying for yourself then what else is left?, I had this feeling of shame, My wife asked me what was going on she noticed so much change and she could see that The glow that I once had was not there, Here I was dreading this talk because for the longest โ Im fineโ , โ Im okayโ โ Iโm greatโ is what I had been training myself to do for so long. In the back of my head I could hear That wise voice telling me to tell her, that it was ok, My wife definetly broke me from that spell, she pushed me and she also made changes that would help me get out of My depression, I had been feeling shame, sadness, emptyness, self hate and I kept feeling so alone, When You are dealing with it, You are blinded by the beautiful colors of the world around you, because in your wourld there are No colors.
I guess my prayers worked because after that it was like a domino effect, Depression will always be with me, so will anxiety, But that emptyness is gone, because I had found what I was missing.....
Myself ๐ป
When I was a little girl growing up in a rough East Los Angeles neighborhood, I realized that we are shaped by our experiences. For better or worse, what we live through, with and in changes us. . In college I realized we have the power to choose what to marinate in, and I decided to surround myself with the people, places, books, art, music and experiences that would shape me into who I wanted to be, who I knew deep down inside I was: a goofy, joyful, multi-creative, inspired, nerdy, sassy beacon of light. . In the years that followed, I had many experiences, some beautifully uplifting, some tragically dark. . And what I keep going back to is this: . We get to decide what we marinate in. . We get to decide if we're going to consume books, TV shows, movies and art or be around people and places that light us up and inspire the depths of our being, or that bring us down and cause us to lose hope. . While we do well by staying informed of the reality of our times (which can be challenging), we also do well by taking note of what we need in order to function at our highest, to live vibrantly so that we have more to share and to give back. . So, let's really look at what we're marinating in, starting with where we are right now: . Look at the walls (or environment) around you. Check in with your body while you look around. What sensations arise? Do you tense up when you see certain things? Do you breathe deeper when you see other things? Listen to your inner whispers. What comes up? Is there anything in your space you want to appreciate more deeply? Anything you want to let go of? Anything new you want to bring in? . We can apply this process to every arena of our life to support our highest good, knowing that as we support ourself, we support our ability to shine brightly for the benefit of the world around us, and the world at large. . . . . . #innerverse #lightwarrior #risesisterrise #spiritualawakening #heartcentered #soulhealing #quotesoflife #whispersfrommotherearth #youarelight #everydaymagic #innerwisdom #rainbowcolors #colorheals #rainbowtribe #majestytribe #heartisttribe #denesa #denesaphoto #doesmarinatingmakeanyoneelsehungry?๐ #alltheyumniness (at Canterbury, New Zealand)
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Success does not come to you because you want it. Success comes to you because you do the right things. #sucess #light #power #youareenough #youarelight #awakening #powerofsoul #peace #joy #bliss #nj #mj #sj #avj #vibes #merkabah #trending #instagood #versatile #awakening #energy #madhavinjuneja (at Delhi, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cevgv3EB_lb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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